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i love this rp and everyone i met so much, my discord is antonea#6936 and my indie is @heatstrckes and my multi is @bclenciagas !

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domprxscott:

up until now, dominic didn’t stop to think what this would do to her. how it would make her feel, how she’d be accused and people would say mean things to her. he didn’t think about her as much as he thought about himself and the thought alone made him cringe. how could he be this way with someone who has only been so good and kind to him? she had always treated him like their relationship was more important than anything in her life and the second things looked like it wasn’t going the way he expected, he jumped ou of the ship. he was a coward and he didn’t deserve her. he never deserved her. “i shut you out because i’m stupid as hell. because i didn’t want to hear from you that you picked someone else. because i was so madly in love with you that the thought of losing you to someone else, of you being with someone like you were with me was driving me crazy. don’t think for a second that it was a easy thing for me to do. i was so depressed, alice was so worried. i didn’t leave my room you know? i haven’t been able to be in a relationship since that because you were that important to me and thinking that you did such an awful thing behind my back made me feel like small and stupid.” he sighed, those words were hard to say. when it comes to feelings and saying things that were connected to his heart dominic had a really hard time doing it. “do you think i stopped to think about that? i just wanted to destroy everything in my sight. i was so mad at you, so angry. alice didn’t let you in because she was afraid i might hurt you. physically. this is how messed up i was. she doesn’t hate you and if anyone has to apologize here then it’s me. i’ve put you and myself through hell for absolutely nothing and you didn’t deserve that. i could have ruined tour for you, i could have done so much worse and for what? absolutely nothing. i was dumb and i’m so sorry. i’m beyond sorry, there are not enough words that could make what i did okay. i don’t blame you for leaving, for not explaining. i really don’t. and if you want, i’d like for us to forgive each other and move on from this. if you can forgive me, that is.”

olivia hates that they’re in this space. she feels bad that their relationship has gotten to this point -- where they basically weren’t talking to each other and when they did, it’s almost like all they have are emotions that they’ve buried for so long. even after all this time, olivia has never stopped loving dominic. she misses him, and she misses everything about him. olivia misses the days where they could wake up together and spending some time together before they have to get out of the house. it hurts her heart that they weren’t talking for some time, and even now, all of these feelings are coming to the surface. it absolutely drove her crazy every time that olivia thought about him -- and even performed the songs that reminded her of him. she bites her lip while she listens to him, tucking her hair behind her ear. olivia feels bad, hearing all of the feelings that he had while she had disappeared and went on tour. olivia wasn’t even sure of how she was even going to approach him when she came back, but it had to be done. “i never meant to make you feel this bad, and that i would ever choose someone over you. i have always been in love with you, and i never thought that i’d be without you. i wanted to ask if you wanted to go on tour with me and it’s too late now, but i wanted everything to be done. i didn’t want to think about it, and i didn’t want to think about how much i hurt you. i didn’t want to think about how much i hurt the person that i fell in love with, and the person that i saw spending the rest of my life with. i just -- i’m so sorry.” olivia exhaled as she spoke, sniffling as she wiped away a few more of her tears. she reached over with caution, letting her hand touch his cheek softly. olivia feels like total shit for hurting him and making him feel the way that she did, when all it had to take was a simple explanation from the beginning. she doesn’t even know if they would still be together now if things hadn’t happened the way that they did, but maybe they at least would have been friends. olivia can’t resist the sudden motion that she makes, wrapping her arms around his neck in a tight hug.

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         olivia is happy to finally have a weekend off. while she didn’t celebrate thanksgiving, they did take the time to be together. she enters the restaurant where she was supposed to be meeting someone, someone who was important since they were meeting at the four seasons. pushing her gentle monser sunglasses to the top of her head, olivia scopes out the restaurant for a moment before she spots a familiar face, and makes her way over. “hey!” she speaks with a wide grin on her lips. “i feel like i haven’t seen you in forever.”

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diiancs:

DIANA: currently bopping to my own unreleased music DIANA: also #buyhavanaonitnues

OLIVIA: unreleased music is always a good playlist tbh OLIVIA: so i take it that your dad isn’t being an asshole anymore?

snapchat.

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heathcrk:

“I love Long Island..” —A pause because did she really?? Probably not.  “I really do, but nothing can ever beat a vacation in Bora Bora.” Heather exaggerated with a sigh, taking in the familiar surroundings of the place she called home. If only it was just a little warmer. “I don’t enjoy leaving beautiful places, but all good things must come to an end…Anyways, miss me?”

Olivia’s brow furrows slightly behind her sunglasses as she heard the blonde next to her, unsure of it she was talking to her or just speaking out loud. The brunette pushes her sunglasses to the top of her heard when it appears as though she’s addressing Olivia, hands tucked into the pockets of her sweatshirt. “Uh, was I supposed to?” She asked while keeping her brows knitted together, face scrunched slightly.

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svmoas:

— ✧.   ❛  the FRENCH RIVIERA is always a breath of fresh air this time of year …  ❜ humming out a response, after sat on the polluted bench, that tied two common buildings together in the heart of new york city & happened to be sat just adjacent to her penthouse. the city’s ambience, which at a time would comb her nerves, now only onset them. upon releasing her previewed news of a lingerie line to the general public, she took precautions to dust over her tracks, from her mother’s eyes. in the process, it swelled an unresting need to take off & find the meaning of her inspiration. she did, too, the most romantic & coveted destination to place her mind at ease & counter her dreams, the one’s in which belonged to her. samoa’s absence caught the attention of the press, from the passing black & white newspaper stands filled with colored beliefs, that the GOSPEL believers of people & cosmopolitan, vouched their life around. not to mention the passing faces, shocked & whitened from their digital screens as they sent the social media to ablaze. still dressed from her vacation, which stood out against the warmed tones, & next to her, the stacked luggage, cremé saint laurent glasses came to a pause at the bridge of her nose. ❛  tell me what i missed over a glass of something ?  ❜ she beamed, encouraging the other’s presence to linger a little more with a sultriness only she could possess so elegantly. ❛  i insist.  ❜ the persistence was UNWITHERING, it seemed prominent as lithe fingers moved to their upper arm with a light, teased collection & tilt of her head.

the last couple of weeks had been NOTHING short of a whirlwind for the brunette. between the release of two new singles & her appearance on saturday night live, olivia has been on feet and all around town leading up to the holidays. while her family in PARTICULAR didn’t participate in the food-filled holiday, she still found herself attending a few FRIENDSGIVINGS, showing up with either a platter of cheeses or a greek dish that she decided to whip up. the air was getting cooler & her skin was getting paler as the days passed, but olivia had no reason to complain. she felt like she was on TOP of the world, &  felt like her holidays were going to go well. she’s standing with her bodyguard, who’s holding a few bags from victoria’s secret, as she models a couple of hats in the mirror in front of her. it might sound kind of CRAZY to be shopping at jfk airport, but she actually prefers it -- who thinks to go to the airport when everyone else is piled on fifth avenue ? so she takes her time, spending her moments talking with her bodyguard about whatever comes to mind. she’s trying to determine where she wants to go when she spots a pile of suitcases and the FAMILIAR tan skin of a fellow new yorker. a smile stretches on her lips as she speaks. ‘ samoa ! ’ she walks over, dragging her lip between her teeth. ‘ you’re looking EXCEPTIONALLY tan today. ’

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I’m sorry for my activity but I shall be on a little later tonight and definitely tomorrow! I hope everyone had / is having an amazing and food filled thanksgiving!!

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11/13/17: Kendall at the LA Clippers and the Philadelphia 76ers game at the Staples Center in Los Angeles.

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         SPOTTED: despite the drop in temperature and while everyone else is running to their fireplaces, OLIVIA RODOCANACHI literally sparkles and sizzles as she arrives at 30 rockefeller place to appear on saturday night live in ten thousand dollar saint laurent boots on november 21, 2017 !

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domprxscott:

there was not enough words to explain his part on their fight. it was bad that she had left but she fought for them a whole lot more than he did and he should have. regret wasn’t a feeling that dominic was used to. he didn’t really have a lot of regrets in his life but this had just become on of them. he wished he could take it back, but he couldn’t and now he didn’t even know how to face her without feeling embarrassed and immature. she shouldn’t even give him the time of her day, she was way too good for him. as she spoke, there was nothing that he could say. she wouldn’t have done what he did. truth was, he had always been intimidated by how famous she was while he wasn’t. he had always been afraid of losing her and being a joke, so the mere speculation that she might have been slipping through his fingers was enough to drive him crazy and turn him into someone that he wasn’t. a jealous and possessive guy that would rather lose the one good thing in his life instead of giving her a chance to explain just because it might not be what he wants to hear. “i highly doubt that you’d be that understanding, but you’re right. you wouldn’t do to me what i did to you. i was out of line and there’s not enough words that can make this right. i… i don’t know what to do to make it right because everything just doesn’t seem good enough to say.” he admitted, letting out a heavy sigh filled with nothing but frustration, moving to sit closer to her when she started crying. he never knew what to do in situations like that, when someone cried around him he almost wanted to cry as well. “i know. i know what i did but you didn’t make me feel good either. you made me feel awful, like i wasn’t good enough for you, like my feelings didn’t matter. you didn’t stop sneaking around with that guy even after those pictures came out even though it bothered me and you left. you just left like i was nothing to you.”  

olivia hated the way that she left without another word, but she had to get away. every time she logged into her social media she was bombarded with people calling her a cheater, and she absolutely hated it. granted, she never gave anyone a full explanation, but when people speculated -- it never stopped. the constant talk made her head spin, and during the weeks leading up to her tour, she barely left home. if there was something she needed, she’d send her assistant out to get it, even if it was a box of tampons or the chinese food she’d been craving for a week. she hated it. she hated feeling like she couldn’t live her life because of the questions that she’d be asked or the things that they were going to post. so, she stayed home until she went on tour, and absolutely avoided the airport by any means necessary. olivia pats her cheeks lightly to get rid of the flowing tears, sucking in a slow breath. “that’s fair, but i wouldn’t immediately accuse you of cheating. i would ask you what was going on and if you gave me a reason to speculate that you were cheating then maybe i’d accuse you. i just -- i don’t get why you shut me out the way that you did. i know that i didn’t make it any easier by not explaining things in the first place, but we were always able to communicate with each other. if you felt the way that you did, you should have confronted me with it, dominic. i didn’t know that half of those things were being said until you brought it up. unlike most of the other celebrities who are obsessed with themselves, i don’t post a tweet or a picture and wait for the likes to roll in. i don’t search myself on either of them to see what people are saying.” olivia drags her hands over her face and through her hair, and it’s one of the few moments that she’s thankful she’s not wearing any makeup. she can feel the couch dip slightly when he moves, but she remains in her place, only turning her head slightly to look at him. “i shouldn’t have made you feel that way, and i’m sorry. i thought it was fine because i knew the truth and that we were just friends, but i should have known that it didn’t look good to you, and i’m sorry from the bottom of my heart. i left because you weren’t talking to me, and that doesn’t excuse what i did, but i figured that you didn’t want to see me and that you didn’t want to talk. i mean, alice wouldn’t even let me in for five minutes and she looked like she hated me so i gave up. i shouldn’t have and i regret that i did, but i’m truly sorry.”

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domprxscott:

the feeling that slowly consumed his being was one that he never felt before. he had been wrong when he was absolutely sure he was right and there was no taking back. in the back of his mind he couldn’t brush the thought that maybe she was lying, maybe she was just manipulating him into believing that this was the true but when looking at her, he could tell that it wasn’t the case. it had been a really long time since that happened, she had no reasons to lie about it now. her eyes were honest and genuine, he hated himself for not seeing that before and being stupid enough to fall into the media’s trap like a puppy dog. a long and obviously annoyed sigh left his lips as he threw his head back in defeat. he had been so ready to fight her on this and argue until they dropped and now there was nothing he could say unless he wanted to apologize. saying i’m sorry was a big deal to him, he couldn’t just blurt it out unless he truly meant it and he almost never did. “i see that now, but just…try putting yourself in my shoes. you are home while i’m a super famous singer who has millions of people after and then suddenly you go online and see all these people who know nothing about me talking about a new potential relationship with someone else when i’m dating you. and then you see pictures of me sneaking around with another girl and choosing to spend time with her than you. perhaps you’d be more understanding but i couldn’t be. it was a lot and i was so hopelessly in love with you and paranoid as hell. i didn’t stop to think about all of this until now.” he attempted to explain, not even sure if it made sense.

olivia drags her lips between her teeth, wanting to shrink down into the couch. even though what she was saying was the truth, and olivia had no reason to ever lie to him, she still can’t help but feel bad. she disappeared without a trace ( well, not really. she was gone on tour ). she didn’t understand why she waited so long to explain it to him, but it happened and she couldn’t take that back. olivia tucks her hands between her thighs, unsure of what she wants to even say. maybe it was a bad idea to come. was it a bad idea? she feels like it is, and now she’s brushing her sweaty palms against her leggings. her fingers fiddle together as she watches him, waiting for him to say something. to say anything. olivia tucks her hair behind her ear as he finally says something, and her eyes are back down on her lap as he does. “i wouldn’t be so quick to accuse you of cheating on me, though, dom. i’d want... i’d want some kind kind of explanation from you and if you gave me a reason to speculate that you were cheating then i’d say something about it. but you... i were quick to accuse me and when i wanted to explain things to you, you didn’t even listen to me or give me a chance to try to right the wrong.” olivia’s not the type to say that she doesn’t cry, but it sure as hell takes a lot for her to. so when she feels her eyes well and spill over the goddamn hoover dam, she’s swiping her hands against her cheeks. “i loved you, dom. i have never loved someone as much as i love you, and you accussing me of cheating was a stab to my heart. and then you cut me out of your life like i was nothing to you. you made me feel like nothing.”

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@oliviarodocanachi: i want to marry frank castle and no one can stop me from doing so.

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@oliviarodocanachi: why are the hot ones always so fucking psychotic