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I am with you ‘til the end of the line.

I promise I will help you fight this demon.

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just like there’s freedom in abandonment

There’s empowerment in losing everything

There’s optimism in hitting rock bottom.

There’s power in knowing your worst fears came true and you’re still surviving

Someway. Somehow.

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I love you,even in the darkest of days.

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I know it shouldn’t matter anymore. But it still hurts.

— r.r.

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I already knew from the beginning that you wouldn’t choose me but that didn’t stop me from loving you genuinely because deep down in my heart I silently hoped that in between those late-night talks, those ‘I love you’ and my constant validation of your emotions, you’d finally see me and feel at home. It was nothing but an almost.

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It was time to let go

And I knew

But I kept holding off

To something

That I knew was wrong

The ups and downs

Still, cuts me deep inside

Your memories still linger tonight

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Linger

I’m still learning how to let you go

Even after all this time.

Though months have passed us by,

You linger on within my mind

Like an old song I can’t quite remember

But can’t quite forget.

So forgive me, darling,

If I can’t quite say goodbye still.

Your traces on my heart linger on,

And I haven’t the strength to let them go.

So please, just let me linger here

With the echo of you in the air.

Tomorrow, I promise I’ll let go—

Tomorrow, I’ll move on.

But tonight, just let me be here

Pretending you’re still with me,

That you never walked away.

When the sun rises,

I’ll do the same.

But for just one more night…

I want to forget that goodbye.

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Quote by Maddie McGlinchey

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Quote by Maddie McGlinchey

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I want to vomit.

So many things remind me of you. I hate them all now.

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I think about the night we ended. I think about the drop in my stomach, the deleting of pictures, the tears streaming down my face, but I always think about what you did that night. Did you cry? Or did you feel relieved? That night was the most painful night of my life but it was probably just a normal one for you.