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Me and Ogata and our fourze! He’s a lynx and I’m a manul. Please adopt us, but adopt us together otherwise Ogata might bite your hand (・ω・)

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I’m so excited for the announcement that I brought this picture of us from the depths

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I randomly woke up to the news and I cried. It’s been almost 2 years that I waited for you.

Fuck I can’t believe they’re releasing the two parts 3 weeks apart. I wasn’t planning on going to Japan but I might just have to go… the bad thing is idk if it’s the first or second part that Ogata will show up. I’m thinking the first but I need to go look at the manga to see.

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Since you like that rifle so much…

I don’t post me and Ogata’s nsfw pictures here on my tumblr just because idk if I’m even allowed to. So I usually only post them on my Bluesky or my priv. BUT I just received the part 2 comm of what happens after this so I got very excited. Also since this is so tame, i don’t consider this as nsfw ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)

Anyways when I first tried shibari, it was on random items for funsies like pillows and bedrolls and such. Ogata found that quite amusing.

🎨 smokerichi

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I finished decorating my new Ita bag! ✨◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜✨

This is the most creative I’ve been out of all my Ogata Ita bags. (I dont count my rosettes ._.) I purchased this cat shaped bag on a whim at anime expo. It had to be cat themed so I dug through my merch and I’m actually happy with how it turned out! I even made use of the cat themed photo card I made ✧｡٩(ˊᗜˋ )و✧*｡ I was on an Ogata photo card speed run at some point…

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✨Sugimoto’s POV ✨

Attaching our manga panel because the comparison makes me snort (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

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After some thought i decided to change things a bit with me and Ogata’s intial meeting.

I was kind of an outcast when I was a younger. I liked anime, I wasn’t a cute kid, and though I did have friends, they always left me to hang out with someone cooler.

So I’ve always would talk to either people who would come up to me or other people who were by themselves. And that’s something I carried into as an adult. Even though now I look different and now people actually want to talk to me, I still prefer to be alone or with less people.

I think that’s why I’m drawn to Ogata and so I’m tweaking our backstory just a bit.

It starts the same. I move to Japan as a nurse. I was initially stationed in the 1st division base before being sent to the 7th with the looming war. And so I was separated from my only friend, kaeko. Not knowing anyone was daunting so most of the time I kept things strictly professional. Though I’d often see Ogata and hear things about him. And I think this is what caught my attention. It wasn’t until I stopped a fight between Usami and Ogata that I had my first interaction with him. And of course, as I helped clean up his bloody face, he told me that he didn’t need my help to stop the fight. But if I didn’t then I’d probably end up with more work if he got more injured. His eyes would look at me then away then click his tongue. Usami in the back probably making fun of him.

Since I don’t know anyone, I tend to hide away behind some building or a garden where there’s fewer people. And that’s the second time I encountered Ogata. I found a new quiet place behind the storage building. As I’m sitting there, a shadow covered me and it was him again. He’d call me 「あぁ…看護師さん、またか？」and I’d stare up at him because my hiding place was found and I’d be asking him why he’s here. But then he’d tell me he should be asking me that because this is his hiding place.

His gaze was piercing but not like the rumors say. Feeling like I’m intruding in his space, I’d excuse myself and hastily pack up my bento to leave. Ogata flatly and lazily say 「別に… どけって言ってない。」 as he took out his cigarette. I freeze a bit as I glanced at Ogata who was looking at the distance before he crouching next to me while he takes a drag of his cigarette. I probably stared too long because I was snapped out of my thoughts by his voice 「……食えば」 I blinked at him. He clicked his tongue, like it annoyed him that he had to say more 「……弁当、冷めるだろ」

I think that moment is what made my heart beat a little faster and see ogata in a different light. I was a little nervous but warmed by the fact he let me stay.

I offered him an onigiri, a little misshapen but it’s one of the best looking ones I’ve made. 「これ……よかったら。」 He didn’t take it at first saying 「いらねえ。」 I kind of expected that reaction but I insisted 「…ここで食べさせてくれたから。」 he glances at the onigiri then at me. Before he finally takes it from my hand with a quiet grunt. Like he’s annoyed that he accepted food he secretly wanted.

I come to the spot everyday. Ogata isn’t there everyday but most of the time he is. I always make an extra onigiri for him. The filling random, depends on what ingredients I could get my hands on that day. At one point Ogata asks as I hand him his onigiri 「おにぎり、毎回作ってるけど……あれか？ 場所代か？」 I stare at him, caught off guard. This is probably the most he’s ever said to me since this all began. His tone was neutral but it had something more underneath. Something cautious, no more curious.

I smile as I give him his onigiri 「うーん……半分はそうかも。」 and then I continued meow softly as I stared at my bento 「……でも、半分は口実かもね。あなたと一緒にいたいから。」

The air shifts and I couldn’t dare look up after it took all the courage in me to say those words. Even if I said it jokingly I knew it was true. Ogata blinked slowly and hasn’t moved. Then very quietly he says 「……変なやつ。」 before taking a bite.

At this point I was mentally punching myself that I weirded him out and I’d probably not see him tomorrow or the day after. His voice cut through my thoughts 「……明日、梅にしろ。」 my heart skips a beat for a second and I couldn’t help but smile. 「へえ、梅が好きなんだ？」 「……うるせぇ。」 he replies his voice quiet, not sharp like he’s pretending to be annoyed. But as he continues to finish his onigiri, I glanced at him and I could see the faint pink in his ears.

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Being with you was the first time I truly felt at home since coming to Japan. And in that moment… something in you shifted too—something quiet, but lasting, like the beginning of a forever neither of us expected.

Even if that smile of yours lasted 3 seconds lol

It was one evening after my shift at the hospital. You came like you always did to walk me back to the nursing barracks. That’s when it started snowing out of nowhere. Soft and quiet flakes falling in the cold air. From where I came from it never snowed, so it was magical.

Before you could react, I threw a snowball at you.

You gave me that deadpan look but, I could already tell you were going to get back at me. Of course with your sniper aim I didn’t stand a chance. I tried to run but instead I slipped and ended up falling straight into the snow. Laughing and freezing at the same time. You said I looked like a cat that fell into a pile of snow.

Without saying any more, you pulled off your sniper cloak and wrapped it around me. Still warm from you. But more than that though, it was your presence that warmed me up.

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Me and Ogata dancing together for the Nebuta festival ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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Solved his daddy issues

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Me and Ogata’s au where we have a kid. His name is Yuuto (勇翔). He’s almost a spitting image of Ogata except his eyes which are like mine. Also he has my personality.

Ogata isn’t the type of father that shows affection outwardly. He still feels the most at ease with being affectionate towards me. But he does try his best in his own way to be a father even if he doesn’t say much to Yuuchan. He doing little things like taking him hunting, teaching him how to use a rifle, and sometimes being protective over him.

In this au, he carries the guilty honestly. It helps that I’m there to support him regardless of his past actions. And that safety allows him to accept it silently. Initially when I suggested the name and the kanji, he didn’t respond but after a while he told me to do what I want. And just like us living in ibaraki, it’s not to erase the past but to build something out of it.

🎨 ordecchi

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Together we can devour half a watermelon. Or maybe mainly me and I’ll roll around with it swirling inside me and then lay there telling him that my tummy hurts.

Based on the new gk goods that was just released. I have an acrylic stand of me made to match with hyakuchan. I was thinking adding my name but I was lazy to look for the font or write it myself. But now I’m thinking I should’ve… or maybe I can insert myself into the slot where his name is so that we can be together on one stand.

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Alas, I read it and this is true. I don’t like saying that I’m similar Ogata, as it makes me internally recoil. We have similarities but there are differences. I am unfortunately antisocial and lack sympathy. I do have empathy, I understand why people feel a certain way but I don’t feel anything for them. I’ve gone to funerals and felt nothing except that I want to go home. I’ve had friends cry to me and I had to pretend to cry just to go along with it. I think I’m just good at covering things up. At least enough that people don’t notice. Only people who are close to me can tell there’s something off. I find it surprising because strangers who meet me for the first time think that I’m outgoing. Which i do fake that quite well until you know me at a deeper level

But the similarities between me and Ogata, bring us together. But the differences is what helps us develop as a couple. Interestingly though, I do feel sympathy for Ogata. I almost never cry (except when I’m really angry for whatever reason), but seeing Ogata and when I see him in pain. I can’t help it and for once the tears just comes.

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While going around one of the towns in hokkaido we came across a bike store. I haven’t ridden in a while so every uneven part of the road threatened my balance.

Ogata tells me to get on with an impassive expression. Before I know it, the wind picks up and I couldn’t help but squeal as I clung onto his waist. 「見てろ」 he says before he lifts a hand off the handlebars. As cocky as ever. Then he skidded the bike to a stop just to go 「おい、こっち来い」 before I could responded, I’m sitting on the handlebar. Leaning against him. We looked like the most chaotic couple as we zoomed through the town with me giggling and my smug man behind me.

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your OC is so cuuuuuuuuute 😭😭 I just finished golden kamuy a month ago (a friend reccd it to me, she's a yume with Tsukishima, so i'm delighted to find other GK yumes).

Awww thank you! I really appreciate your message 🥹 I wonder if I ever came across your friend since ive seen a few tsukushima yumes. But they’re very rare! I love meeting fellow gk yumes and fans so we can gush together (*^ω^*)

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They like each other 💕

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I’m not really an affectionate person until I met Ogata. Ever since, I want to constantly give it to him. I can’t help it when he looks at me. Theres times that Ogata feels a bit overwhelmed from my affection to the point he’s not sure what to do with all the emotion that he’s feeling that he can be a bit awkward. Like a cat that wants more pettings but don’t know how to ask for it, so he gives me a little nibble. I don’t mind though… it’s just another thing about him that makes him irresistible to me.

🖼️ semetore

Out of all my coms, animations of us tend to get me teary eyed. It truly brings me joy