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07|2021
Today marks 4 years of being smoke-free.
I have not drunk alcohol for more than 5 years.
8 years ago I went to Berlin, went through one of my deepest valleys and then startet to live physically and mentally healthier.
My background is in the left alternative/autonomous scene. Lots of concerts, lots of alcohol, no plan.
Today I am 6 years in my job and have a lot of moments in which I miss my old life. Especially the escalation. Not the alcohol, but not smoking is still so hard for me after 4 years and I would be lost without my Indian incense sticks.
Today could be a day to celebrate, but it’s a really hard day. I’m listening to an old time band and it triggers my addiction extremely. So bad that I feel sorry for myself and cry.
(Fun Fact: I used so many Indian incense sticks today that my fire detector sounded the alarm.)
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recámaras del corazón | © víctor m. alonso
para Eli @lilnevile amor de mi vida
la luna, exilio romántico de tu boca, lugar donde te espero
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