ohtobeleah

[ohtobeleah]

Yoooooooooo this is my first x-men fic rec list. And for Charles Xavier too. 🥹🥹 Thank you for recommending my fic and thank you for reading.

x-men fic recs

masterlist

LOGAN HOWLETT TWO

ERIK LEHNSHERR

CHARLES XAVIER:

𑣲 emotions I @lazydoodlesandfanfic

reader is Charles Xavier’s girlfriend and Erik comforting her after a hard fight with her boyfriend ‘cause he has deep feelings for her, and Charles see them and gets angry.

𑣲 blood runs thicker than water I @ohtobeleah

Charles and Logan, already in a Days of Future Past quests, take a detour when Charles feels another mutant in the Pentagon.

PETER MAXIMOFF:

𑣲 the no longer virgin I @frankenkyle19

𑣲 sucker for you I @flowersforbucky

SCOTT SUMMERS:

𑣲 you snooped through my wallet? I @pinkestofpanthers

𑣲 married hcs I @girlkisser13

DEADPOOL:

𑣲 here’s to us I @baka-bakeneko

Wade's street neighbor needs to use Wade's hot water.

𑣲 don’t stop now I @/baka-bakeneko

Round two of marathon s-e-x series; Wade's not holding back now

𑣲 cause every time we touch I @eupheme

𑣲 request I @sunsburns

[ohtobeleah]

hi leah, i just wanna say i love your writing! and just out of curiosity —peace of mind lol— what was gonna happen with hawk and hangman? was it gonna end happy?

Ooooo. (There’s still an awful lot of people who are still mad this got the level of hate it did)

Hawks memory was reset to the time when her and Hangman were separated. So I’d say she would have stayed in that mentality for a while. We would have had AWESOME BANTER, a yearning Hangman, and most likely a rebirth of their relationship/marriage. 

I was gonna leave her paralysed though. DONT HURT ME.

[ohtobeleah]

Have you considered finishing the Outer My Mind series with Rhett Abbott? Because I just found it and I need more 😩

You won’t like my answer. But its original intent was to have a finished series with that one. I can’t say I’ve thought about revisiting it.

Never say never tho.

[ohtobeleah]

it's been like 5 years but why does roughing it still hit different...

Because it was ahead of its time. Roughing it has re-written itself into the history books of three separate fandoms and will probably continue to be re-written for fandoms to come.

It transcends the artificial construct of time and will live forever.

[ohtobeleah]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8MExQjX/

You’re the only person I know that I can ask what this means and not feel stupid 😂

HAHAHA. She’s got a point. ☠️

[ohtobeleah]

Don't apologize about being away for a bit, 2025 from what you've shared publicly hasn't been kind to you. I can't imagine what you've kept more private - take all the time needed because sometimes we all need to take a break from everything 🫶

If you guys were flys on my bedroom wall, you’d be witness to some unreal crash outs.

I really appreciate this. I’m sure as more time passes I’ll be more open to sharing my experiences. I’ve never experienced this level of trauma, grief, recovery, addiction, etc etc.

It’s not a linear process and some days are arguably way harder than others, but I’ve got an incredible support system AND start with a new therapist soon.

[ohtobeleah]

Sending you lots of good vibes Leah! With a magical picture of Jelly, she brings good luck and kisses. 🩷💜🩷

Also im so writters blocked on my Jack Abbot fic 🤣🥴. Maybe I just need to binge all of Shawn Hatosys films and TV.

Thankyou! And thankyou to Jelly.

Shawn Hatosys is my current emotional support white man.

[ohtobeleah]

wait it’s official that you quit?? I know you were on leave last time? Or am I going crazy? 👀

Yeah, so in March I took an extended leave of absence from work because I had abdominal surgery and then my dad decided to DIE (still pissed) four days after.

And since being back I’ve just come to the conclusion that I don’t want to be there. I’ve been offered some job contracts now that the word is out around the local community (I’m pretty good at what I do and reputation is everything)

But I’ll be taking a few months off work to focus on my mental and physical health.

[ohtobeleah]

i just finished your “terms of endearment”. i need a moment.

1-how dare you? 2- where do you get off? (affectionately)

no but in all seriousness i loved that series. i’m being 100% honest when i tell you i had to take breaks reading this because of how much i was shaking — whether was from anxiety, adrenaline, or stress. hell probably all three lol. one point i thought i was gonna throw up. i even told myself i couldn’t do it and almost dnf (i spoiled myself and read through some of the summaries— bad idea). i’m so happy i didn’t tho. i wish i could’ve made a comment on all of them but i physically felt like i couldn’t without crying more and had to venture on. i got maybe an hour of sleep bc like an idiot i found this series late and finished chapter 20 around 4am. thought i’d get at least a few hours of sleep so i could read the 3-parter. nope. my entire one hour of sleep i was plagued with all these what ifs and how [redacted] was gonna kick the bucket.

will i ever reread this? i would like to try…eventually. will this play in my head for years to come? absolutely.

thank you for writing this and sharing it. i wish i was here during the process of this, but im glad i found it and read it now. felix and bradley with forever live in my heart.

I really can’t explain how much this means to me. I understand and am very self critical about the fact my grammar and punctuation aren’t my strongest attribute as a fanfic writer. But no one will ever tell me I’m not a great storyteller.

One thing I won’t ever lack is plot and execution. And I’ll tell you that for free. 🤪

But no, in all seriousness… this really means the world to me. I’ll start my day on a high now.

[ohtobeleah]

What happened with your job??

I quit. My contract said I had to give for weeks notice and I gotta say…four weeks is such a long time to show up to a place of employment you’ve already resigned from.

[ohtobeleah]

There’s something so magical about the post crash out clarity

[ohtobeleah]

Someone is currently experiencing a full binge of terms of endearment…for the FIRST time. I envy them. That is such a roller coaster ride.

They've been reading all day. I've been keeping an eye on my activity and bar and the little tags they've been sharing are just so fucking funny.

[ohtobeleah]

are you okay?!?! 👀👀

I don’t know if you have been able to catch up on news with everything you have going on but… it’s scary times in LA right now 👀👀👀

I’ll be alright. But, Incase anyone was ever curious about my values and beliefs. Fuck Donald Trump. Fuck I.C.E and Fuck the Military.

As an Australian born and raised on STOLEN INDIGENOUS LAND, no one is illegal on stolen land you fucking idiots. And more importantly, where are your morals? Where’s your humanity? What the hell is going on with the world right now!?

And fuck Israel while I’m here. Free Palestine 🇵🇸

[ohtobeleah]

Sorry I disappeared. I was busy quitting my job…again (2023 peeps know the tea)

But the good news is I’ll have a lot more time to hang with you guys

[ohtobeleah]

[ohtobeleah]

Whenever I end up on these lists I almost scream cry and throw up. Thank you so much!!!

jake ‘hangman’ seresin

masterlist • top gun • 05/29/25

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𑣲 domestic fantasy I @geminiwritten

your ex is coming back to collect some things he left behind and you accidentally tell him that you have a new boyfriend, so hangman accepts the role of your new (fake) boyfriend

𑣲 cowboy I @/geminiwritten

the squad are sick of you and hangman pining after each other, so they set you up with the cowboy hat rule - 'you wear the hat, you ride the cowboy'

𑣲 you called my wife? I @megalony

The Dagger squad don't know much about Jake's personal life. And when he gets hurt during an exercise, they are surprised who comes to look after him.

𑣲 love of my life I @moondancediner

the dagger squad meets hangman's best-kept secret

𑣲 hangman’s mystery I @0mg-bird

Jake takes you to meet the crew after claims of him hiding you from them. You’re extremely shy and aren’t a fan of lots of people, making Jake be more protective of you. For once, Rooster knows more about Jake’s life than the others do.

𑣲 watermelons I @promisingyounglady

Jake loves ur boobs.

𑣲 request I @ddejavvu

𑣲 medical emergency I @marvelwitchergilmore

When Jake gets a call asking to pick you up from the hospital, it's safe to say he's confused. Especially considering neither of you were known for getting along with the other.

𑣲 just ask me I @/marvelwitchergilmore

Hangman is used to getting what he wants, so what happens when he doesn't get you?

𑣲 unlikely hero I @/marvelwitchergilmore

You're in labour and nobody is picking up, so you're forced to call someone you never thought you would have to.

𑣲 best worst christmas I @ohtobeleah

After some life altering news. You confide in Hangman which leads you to ticking off something incredibly important on your bucket list.

𑣲 roll the dice pt2 pt3 pt4 I @/ohtobeleah

When Rooster makes a snarky remark that should have never left his mouth—everyone who knew, for a brief moment in time, Is brought back to the moment where Jake Seresin lost his one and only wingwoman.

𑣲 sign of the times pt2 pt3 pt4 pt5 pt6 pt7 I @se7entyrell

You're destined to die in Jake Seresin's arms. In every life, in every iteration, it's inescapable. Whether you loathe, or love each other, each ending stays the same. But what if it doesn't have to?

𑣲 good in bed I @honkytonk-hangman

Jake has made it crystal clear to you that you're only friends with benefits, so why did he go and delete your dating apps?

[ohtobeleah]

And its the same shit every month…..

At my hospital, if you get a parking/traffic infraction from the campus police, your direct supervisor gets an email about it. I can just imagine all of the emails Robby gets about his delinquent residents and attendings as chief of the emergency department.

At the end of every month, he prints them all out, stands at the central desk hub, puts on his old man glasses, and reads them out like a herald in town square as a way to shame them for cluttering his work email inbox.

“On the 3rd of the month, Samira Mohan parked outside of the designated parking lot lines. Photos attached. Fined $50.”

“Frank Langdon was pulled over for going 40 in a 15 miles per hour zone. Fined $75.”

“Dennis Whitaker parked in attending parking spaces three times this month. Fined $50 each time.”

“Jack Abbot ran a stop sign last week in front of the children’s outpatient surgery clinic. Fined $50.”

“On the 14th, Heather Collins parked in the covered parking garage intended for patients. Fined $25.”

“John Shen failed to report his new license plate number to the Department of Parking and Transportation. Fined $25.”