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fictional crime show: looking further into this serial killer's mental health history...

me: dont do it

fictional crime show: he was schizophrenic. psychotic. crazy. that perfectly explains all of the brutal, disgusting, unrelenting murders

me: u did it

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That moment when there’s aesthetic and nt poetry in the psychotics tag smh

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Psychotic is not an adjective to describe your edgy XD soooo cr*zy characters. Psychosis is real. Psychosis is hard. Psychosis is scary. Stop calling yourself “cute but psychotic”, you do not put the hot in psychotic, you’re not “psycho” because you like Tate from American Horror Story or Jared Leto’s Joker.

Psychotic does not belong to you. Get this bullshit out of our tags.

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I’m a violent psychotic. There. I said it.

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What can I say

I have more scars than friends.

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You must not have fully read through. We are angry at the neurotypicals that normalize our symptoms, the ones that tell us to get over it, the ones that invalidate us, and the ones that purposely try to trigger us and bully us. Those neurotypicals.

My entire point is just because you’re mentally ill does not give you the right to belittle others just because they are not. Stop putting down neurotypical’s for feeling things because you don’t think they can relate to how YOU’RE feeling them. It’s bullshit and it’s ignorant. Everyone deserves to be treated with respect, so grow up.

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someone: don't look at that person's blog, it's really triggering

my impulsive ass: ......hmm :)

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Tell that to my family

Your disability does not make  you a burden

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I’ve noticed that the actually mentally ill tag is 60% BPD now. You’d think it’d be mostly anxiety and depression but naw.

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along the same lines as that last reblog:

I wish people understood that I WANT to get out of bed. I WANT to take a shower. I WANT to clean the house. I WANT to make and eat actual meals.

But sometimes I just CAN’T.

All the encouragement, negotiating, bullying, or nagging in the world (internal or external) will not flip the switch in my brain to “action”.

I’m not lazy. I’m not dirty. I’m disabled.

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Me: *is crying*

Gramma: *knows I have 3 disorders* why you so sensitive?

Me: gee, maybe because I bottle up all my sadness and the smallest thing can hurt my feelings no matter what. And after that I go back into the dark and self loathe so I can hate myself more.

What I actually say: stuff and things

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call me a whiny sjw but as an actually mentally ill person i hate ‘triggered’ jokes with a passion

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I told my therapist my dad was emotionally abusing me and she didn't believe me even though I gave her all the proof and everything. I sent a letter to my dad about how his actions were abusive, and he denied it. He used "I'm your dad, I'm supposed to act that way" as an excuse

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My dad calls my chew necklaces "chew toys", as in, for dogs. I don't use them for stimming but it still made me feel annoyed. I called him out and he just said "it's funnier to call them that" like no???? it's rude??

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ha ha guess who got repeatedly psychologically attacked by their mother with calls, messages, and even sending other people to threaten me how I have to come back home immediately and how they already know where I am and are excitedly awaiting me at home! guess who had to stop themselves from committing suicide because all my instincts were screaming at me to that doing it myself is better than waiting for them to find and kill me

istg this was a fucking murder attempt

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Shoutout to the people who are traumatized by an event that didn’t bother them at first By something that they didn’t realize hurt them By something that happened when they were young and naive and didn’t know what to do so they forced the memory out of their head By something that only started affecting them recently You are valid and I love you

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me: feeling pretty good random shit feelings: sup me: