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they should make it easier

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i want to be touched

want to you to pull me closer when we kiss, want to hold your hand in crowded places, want to cuddle up to you when we sleep, want to hold your face and just look in your eyes, want to feel your warmth when you hug me, want hide my face in your neck, want to sit on your lap and feel your hands around my waist.

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Sa kada mga sana, ikaw pa din talaga naaalala.

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It’s sad when the only way I knew I loved you was when it hurt.

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Dreamed of someone I never held.

Wished for someone to stay.

Prayed for someone To be mine.

Loved someone who’ll never give it back.

And that someone will never know.

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And right before your eyes

I'm breaking

No past, no reasons why

Just you and me

This is the last time I'm asking you this

Put my name at the top of your list

This is the last time I'm asking you why

You break my heart in the blink of an eye

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I could’ve given you more than my world. Truly. I could’ve written prose after prose in the shape of you. I could’ve emptied my whole heart out for you. I could’ve done this and that but still, it wouldn’t be enough for you. I’ve shed and leave my very own skin, scraping myself bloody for your comforts when you said I needed changing then you painted me gray and left me hanging on indigo skies with feelings all blue.

And I gave more than what I had and what I didn’t even have, what I could, and couldn’t — poured and emptied my chipped and all-glued-together porcelain soul. I didn’t mind being left with nothing because it was you. And so long as it was you, the hurt never tried to matter at all. So long as it was you, I’d put myself together over and over like a jenga tower after a fall —

and it still wouldn’t be enough for you.

— Anj Tomas, The Storytellers

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You can’t love someone into loving you.

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Effort reflects interest.

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I’m In a place where I know atleast a portion of my worth. Getting here took a lot of time, tears and realizations. But I know now that I deserve a lot more than what you’re giving. So tonight, I’m leaving you behind. I thank you tho, for making me realize all that. I deserve consistency rather than just fleeting moments of interest from you. Goodbye. Tbh, let’s not meet again . It’s gonna be sad, I’m gonna miss you, it’s not even what I want, but I know it’s what I need.

6/6/2022