onyxdelusions

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When someone wants me to explain my emotions but I've been the listener all my life.

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you get the best version of me when i know i can trust u

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i love reading, i love thinking about what i am currently reading, i love thinking about what i am going to read next, i love being privileged enough to be able to read, read, read, and read so much that i never tire of it

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your voice is a weapon

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i need my hair to sweep the floor with its length!!

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i wouldn’t ever do that to you babe

i would do much worse

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⋆. 𐙚 ̊ Think I’ll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky ⋆. 𐙚 ̊

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i miss having a personality. i hate how ts drains the parts of you that make you alive.

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White oleander (2002)

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i feel like everyone else got the manual for being a person

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to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

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I genuinely can’t comprehend that I’m a real person and not a book character

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having an addictive personality is fun - until u can’t find ur next dopamine hit and suddenly, life feels like Dante’s ninth circle itself.