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sooo true (you're so lucky 😭😭😭)

lakshmi as that aunt

this is how i think lakshmi would act if she was that aunt in the 21st century that we wish we all had (continuation of my previous post)

-blesses you with riches (in all aspects of life) just because you have a heart felt conversation with her

-SO SO SO open and welcome to you crying in her lap if you need to

-makes you garam garam chai as you both converse together ["darling do you want adrak in your chai or no?" ugh someone please do this to me 😭]

-gives you good luck pendants/charms or a lotus flower from her backyard pond (which is divinely blessed by her obviously)

-1000% has a cat or two always roaming in her house - whether they're officially adopted or not

potential conversation:

agni: but im so so worried about whether i can ever repay my parents for what they did, they're spending so much on my education and im so fortunate to have been able to pursue the degree of my dreams, i never want them to have any money related problems, what do i do???

lakshmi: *strokes hair gently* agni my love, all you have to do is work hard and do well, ill handle the rest and make sure there's never any problems; and i know you can achieve anything you put your mind to, kanha has told me. don't worry about such things, mein hun na

she would be sooo comforting to be around 😭😭😭

[orange-agni]

lakshmi as that aunt

this is how i think lakshmi would act if she was that aunt in the 21st century that we wish we all had (continuation of my previous post)

-blesses you with riches (in all aspects of life) just because you have a heart felt conversation with her

-SO SO SO open and welcome to you crying in her lap if you need to

-makes you garam garam chai as you both converse together ["darling do you want adrak in your chai or no?" ugh someone please do this to me 😭]

-gives you good luck pendants/charms or a lotus flower from her backyard pond (which is divinely blessed by her obviously)

-1000% has a cat or two always roaming in her house - whether they're officially adopted or not

potential conversation:

agni: but im so so worried about whether i can ever repay my parents for what they did, they're spending so much on my education and im so fortunate to have been able to pursue the degree of my dreams, i never want them to have any money related problems, what do i do???

lakshmi: *strokes hair gently* agni my love, all you have to do is work hard and do well, ill handle the rest and make sure there's never any problems; and i know you can achieve anything you put your mind to, kanha has told me. don't worry about such things, mein hun na

she would be sooo comforting to be around 😭😭😭

[orange-agni]

OK IM MAKING A LAKSHMI MAA KE SAATH POTENTIAL CONVERSATION POST 🪷🕊🎀🧿🤞🏻

kanha as my manager?

i was thinking how to increase my belief in god and the universe and yesterday i thought "what if i imagine him (krishna aka the universe) as my manager?" like i tell him all the stuff i want to happen and he's like "yea we can do that- wait agni. YOU HAVENT BEEN SLEEPING PROPERLY THIS WEEK HOW DO YOU THINK YOU LL FUNCTION SAKHI-" like give it a comedic twist? like a 21st century version of god?

i feel like it'll help me deepen my belief and get me to spend more time spiritually connecting yk AND ITS WORKED BC LAST NIGHT i was talking to kanha about stuff i want and my mindset changing and all that and i was like "yeah please make sure this happens, im fully trusting you" AND IT HAPPENED TODAY so it fucking worked and also increased my belief

also incorporating other gods/goddesses like lakshmi and annapurna. ex: lakshmi is that rich caring aunt we wish we all had etc etc.

like fr imagine kanha in black jeans and a blue shirt with his curls out and a laptop on his lap sitting in your room as you talk about your life, reflecting and reviewing everything that happened and what needs to be done, like a best friend and life manager in one

and this is how the conversation would go (at least how i had it):

me: okay so this week some good stuff happened and i was really productive and social and blah blah but im so tired and idk why

kanha: *reviews over what happened this week* yeah thats great that you're doing well- agni. agni you're sleeping so less this week OF COURSE YOULL FEEL TIRED.

idk just a thought, it's helping me so i'll incorporate it into my life 🫶🏼

[orange-agni]

kanha as my manager?

i was thinking how to increase my belief in god and the universe and yesterday i thought "what if i imagine him (krishna aka the universe) as my manager?" like i tell him all the stuff i want to happen and he's like "yea we can do that- wait agni. YOU HAVENT BEEN SLEEPING PROPERLY THIS WEEK HOW DO YOU THINK YOU LL FUNCTION SAKHI-" like give it a comedic twist? like a 21st century version of god?

i feel like it'll help me deepen my belief and get me to spend more time spiritually connecting yk AND ITS WORKED BC LAST NIGHT i was talking to kanha about stuff i want and my mindset changing and all that and i was like "yeah please make sure this happens, im fully trusting you" AND IT HAPPENED TODAY so it fucking worked and also increased my belief

also incorporating other gods/goddesses like lakshmi and annapurna. ex: lakshmi is that rich caring aunt we wish we all had etc etc.

like fr imagine kanha in black jeans and a blue shirt with his curls out and a laptop on his lap sitting in your room as you talk about your life, reflecting and reviewing everything that happened and what needs to be done, like a best friend and life manager in one

and this is how the conversation would go (at least how i had it):

me: okay so this week some good stuff happened and i was really productive and social and blah blah but im so tired and idk why

kanha: *reviews over what happened this week* yeah thats great that you're doing well- agni. agni you're sleeping so less this week OF COURSE YOULL FEEL TIRED.

idk just a thought, it's helping me so i'll incorporate it into my life 🫶🏼

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hi guys college shuru and IM ALREADY SO DONE

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Relationship should be 50/50, i dream unrealistic fantasies and he fulfills all of them:)

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i like the idea of getting married and adopting a child but in reality it's just too much to live with. but then again i would be a good mom, but what if i choose the wrong dad?

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me literally almost everyday

It really is just a girl and her lip combo against the world

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my roman empire is how i would be as a mom, i genuinely think id be a good mom but ive seen too many badly raised kids in my life so i never want one or want to put myself through that. i'm scared ill hate parenthood and id rather regret not having a kid vs having one

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the girl that has good grades no matter what, the girl that parties all weekend and gets good grades, the girl with a good relationship with every teacher, the girl whose physically active and has a great body, the girl whose in multiple clubs, the girl whose always busy but also has time for the things she likes, the girl who stays up and does the extra work, im going to be that girl

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ye kya hai guys 😭😭😭 i post one thing, disappear for 4 hours and get 24 notes???? first time getting sm tysm 😭🫶🏼 mein toh bus aise hi post karti hun 🎀

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being desi is your nani putting neem ki dandi in place of your piercings when you're not wearing any

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beach jaana haiiiiii 😪🎀🍓🦋🌸🥥⛅️

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i was thinking about periods and how unfair it is and how i wish there was an option to not have them and how much more productive i would be without them and,

what if we had 3 options regarding our periods to choose from once we turned 18? or 21?

1. if you want kids, continue to have your periods every month like normal (or if your periods aren't painful and heavy and you don't mind it)

2. if you don't want kids, stop your period once and for all

3. if you want kids but don't want a period, freeze your eggs and stop your period until you want a kid, then you'll have periods for a week every month like normal and then have a kid

ik there's probably a lot of science and factors and all behind why we have periods and it's not just for having kids but i was just thinking.. if we could control our periods like a netflix subscription lol, life would be so much better

OR we could stop/delay our period incase of a function/party/trip. ik these make no sense but a lot of things in the world make no sense, so it would be great if we could have that option lol

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lifes been so good lately, and then i get pms today, bchd mujhe jeene de

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1:57 am

late nights spent in the studios working on assignments while sipping on coffee you somehow found on campus at this ungodly hour, the sound of your pen scribbling in your notepad for any ideas or thoughts you have while researching, glasses falling off your nose and pieces of hair sticking out as you bury yourself in the book you found at the library to help you with your work, pages flipping, fingers typing, you're way too invested in this, the burn and desire for that perfect grade/remark from your teacher- but wait. there's no perfect in your field of work. it's always "this needs to be added" "this could be better" "this is good but what about x aspect?" you're always working. always making it better. because what if that one extra night of working gives you the validation you so badly crave?

hehe just one of the scenarios i daydream about but never do 🎀

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the urge to be an all rounder and overachiever in college is insane