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my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

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"If they are not choosing you it is not love, if you are not a priority it is not love, if you have to ask "is this love?"

It is not love.

— Whitney Hanson

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I melted at your touch for an evening and it unlocked a door i had forgotten was locked and dusty.

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Come lay on my lap

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It's okay to 'grieve' things that aren't just death. I've allowed myself to grieve a friendship ending, a situationship, losing something important to me, etc. It's okay to give yourself time to process the loss of something. Grief looks different for everyone, try to find a way that works for you to help make it easier for you.

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There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really are and what we really feel inside.

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In my head is another world, another me.

If only someone wanted either.

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— Susan Sontag, from “Death Kit,” (1967) (via lunamonchtuna)