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today in "google AI is fucking useless because it hallucinates things that never happened", i bought a couple CVS thermometers that have both been acting up, tried to search if there had been a problem with the whole product line:

there is no record of this product recall. it did not happen. the date "feb 8 2024" is the date someone listed a thermometer for sale on ebay.

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Not all romance repulsed aro people want to be in a queerplatonic relationship please stop using it as a 'well, they can't be romantically involved but they can be in a qpr' please shut up please shut up stop it

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Being in a group chat with a bunch of mentally ill girls who suck at taking care of ourselves is really funny. We’ll constantly be giving each other advice like “hey you should probably eat something” “have you taken your meds today?” “if you’re not feeling well maybe you should get some sleep” and stuff like that and then none of us have the self awareness and self respect to take the advice we give each other until we we hear it from someone else

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Being repulsed doesn't make you Immature or childish. You don't deserve to be infatalized for being repulsed in any capacity. You deserve to be treated with respect and not be talked down to.

you are not stupid. you are not "innocent". you are not naive. you are not a "Sweet summer child who needs to be protected". you are not "a precious child free of sin"

You are a living breathing being who deserves to be treated you age and not like a small child who knows nothing. You are not less of an adult for being repulsed.

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You can be repulsed by QPRs btw. That's a valid form of repulsion. it doesn't matter if it's "not sexual or romantic tho!!!" because repulsion doesn't start and stop at only romance and sex.

Not every aspec has to like the idea of being in a QPR. being repulsed by QPRs is not an anti-QPR stance. it's just a kind of relationship that people can have a multitude of feelings on like any other.

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You are not broken for being repulsed. Nothing is wrong with you. You don't need to be fixed. Do not hurt yourself by purposely going past your limit to trigger your repulsion - that's not how exposure therapy works nor is it supposed to cause harm to yourself.

Do not make yourself physically ill trying to be "normal" you deserve better. You deserve kindness. Grant yourself that kindness.

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Your first mistake in art is thinking you draw men and women inherently differently

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i'll be honest. as someone who experienced the dsmp's slow slow slow slow death, it feels kind of.. idk refreshing? to see a server admit it's run its course and can no longer continue under current circumstances

like it's far better to face reality and end things on your own terms than keep it within an inch of its life on life support agonising for over a year for no other reason than the server owner's desperate attempt to cling onto the only thing that gave him relevancy (fuck you dream)

farewell qsmp, unfortunate that things happened this way but the heart was there. o7

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in honor of finally updating connection (twst x pmmm fic) after almost a year of not writing it (again) here's an updated yuu magician outfit

you can read the fic here

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i am not a religious person…….. but if you’re out there, giant rat that makes all of the rules,

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Thanks for the question, Anon!

-submit your poll!-

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So are you saying that if you found out a guy had a pussy you would be okay with that????

am I okay with the sun rising every morning??? my pillow being my preferred temperature?? getting extra fries with my order???

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My average writing experience:

"Alright I think I'm almost done actually-"

*Google doc grows second health bar and a choir starts singing in latin*

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Autism and masking are so funny because like internally I despise when plans change or food feels funny in my mouth or there's a tag in my shirt or I talk to too many people in one day or I have to make a phone call, etc so I always feel like a nervous wreck at any point in the day, but on the outside I'm just 😎😊😃 just vibing and I seem so chill and adaptable and emotionally put together, so it's hard to differentiate like am I GENUINELY okay with this or am I masking

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cannot recommend more putting secrets and hints in your creative work that you dont expect anyone to figure out