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i have been writing on tumblr actually, js not on this blog bc i hate what ive written on here 😭😭

im planning to write for bnha/mha if i do revamp this. will remove everything ive alr written from the mlist and almost start fresh? but i wont delete anything

entirely not sure though

might fuck around and revamp this blog

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might fuck around and revamp this blog

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stars across your cheeks ; lo'ak sully

wc: 896

warnings: ooc i think? contains a little bit of spoilers, nothing major

a/n: i suggest listening to show me how by men i trust while reading! a little rusty from not writing in so long. constructive criticism is welcome!

— comforting lo'ak after the raid

"(name)."

air brushed against your shoulder as the curtain to your tent opened. you hummed in response, already knowing it was kiri who came. your fingers worked neatly mixing the crushed herbs in your bowl, the bitter stench of the medicine stinging your nose.

"they're back, and they're injured, bad."

neteyam had mentioned that he and lo'ak were joining the raid on the sky people today, but he assured you that they would simply be lookouts, and they wouldn't have to risk their lives.

worry filled your heart as you hoped none of their wounds were fatal. you rushed to prepare anything that can help the two before joining kiri at the tsahik's tent. when they saw you, neteyam gave you a sheepish smile, while lo'ak avoided your gaze.

"oh eywa, look at you two." you sighed, kneeling beside the seated lo'ak to inspect his injuries. you put your fingers under his chin, tilting his head to the side to examine the other side of his face. scratches littered his skin, a little blood here and there but not much compared to his brother. he shook off your grip, a deep frown tugging at his lips.

"lo'ak—"

he huffed and got up, walking away from everyone. you blinked.

"what happened to him?" you asked, taken aback by his behavior.

"things went wrong and dad was upset." neteyam replied. he hissed in pain as kiri rubbed some of the herbs on his wounds.

that's right.

lo'ak walked off without getting anything treated. you glanced back at neteyam, wondering whether to run after lo'ak or to stay and help. seeing kiri and mo'at both looking after him, you decided it would be okay to run after the other sully.

hours passed and there was still no sign of him. the bowl of herbal paste was losing its moisture and slowly hardening. your ikran whined, tired from the hours of flight. the sun began to set, plants emitting a soft glow, and finally, you spot him laying flat on top of one of the mountains. you steered your ikran in his direction and landed as softly as you could, in case lo'ak was sleeping.

he wasn't though, he was simply staring blankly at the night sky. you sent your ikran off and stepped closer to the boy. his eyes looked lost, his lips parted in a quiet breath, the dots on his skin rivaling the twinkle in the heavens.

"lo'ak, you're going to get an infection if you don't get your wounds treated," you spoke, voice lowered into a whisper to not disturb whatever peace he seemed to be reaching for.

he sat up groggily. he slouched his shoulders and met your eyes. he was giving in. it was rare to see lo'ak like this. usually, he was more verbal with his problems around you. he was always quick to complain and grumble about his dad's scoldings.

once again, you knelt beside him, placing your bowl of herbs beside you. you dipped your fingers in the paste and gently smeared it on his scrapes. he leaned into your touch before fully leaning on your chest. with the last bit took care of, you wrapped your arms around the boy, pulling him closer. he adjusted himself just so that he would be leaning directly where your heart was, his ears perking to listen to its beat.

"what's wrong?" you asked, tilting away to look at him properly.

"i am a nuisance," he muttered monotonously.

"lo'ak, you are not a—"

"i almost got him killed, (name)."

it was the silence that followed after that broke lo'ak. shivers racked his body as fat tears rolled down his cheeks. his hiccups turned into rapid breathing, shivers into tremors, tears into sobs.

"lo, hey, look at me."

he gasped for air, desperately avoiding choking on his tears. you grabbed him by the shoulders and met his eyes, asking him to follow your breathing.

"deep breaths, c'mon. do it with me."

he looked confused at first like he couldn't process anything you said. you placed a hand on his chest, and one on yours in an attempt to get him to match your breathing. you waited, no matter how long it took until he could breathe through his cries.

"you don't have to tell me everything now, lo'ak, take your time."

he nodded, head tilting forward to rest on your shoulder. it hurts you to see him like this, to hear the guilt in his voice, and to feel the heaviness in his body. you felt his tears dampen your shoulder, but you don't care.

“oel ngati kameie,” you whispered.

even if he were to drench your entire arm with it, you'd stick it through to ensure he'd be okay. even if he were to spend an eternity wailing and clinging onto you, you'd wait patiently. and that was more than enough to lo'ak, to know you'd stay by his side mightier than any mountain to keep him grounded, to know that you would never see him as the failure he was sure he was.

when neteyam goes searching for you later in the evening, he finds you two fast asleep by a rock. a tiny smile graced his brother's face as the warmth from you comforted him in his sleep, the glowing stars across your bodies painted a picture neteyam didn't want to ruin.

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i miss writing fics

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if i lose this mf im staying single for the rest of my life.

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why do men..

….y do i feel like i know who this is…

but yes,.. why do men 😒

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Hey hun(is it ok if i call you that??), hope you're doing alright! I knoe i can't speak for everyone but i entirely respect your decision. Everyone gets burnt out! Remember to take care of yourself physically mentally and emotionally. I honestly don't mind if you don't get back into writing but don't feel pressured to feel like you HAVE to write. I love your content but i'd much rather have you be alright!

heya!!! thanks so so much for this 💕 i appreciate this lots!!!! (and yes its okay to call me that!!)

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Hiatus

hey everyone! i’m running on empty promises saying i’ll be back to posting;;; which is why i’ve decided to? kind of? discontinue this account. i have no idea if this account is still alive actually.

i’m incredibly burnt out from writing, i can’t even bring myself to write for my assignments let alone manage this account again. my life has also changed a lot, i myself have changed a lot since i started this account.

i’m deeply sorry for all those requests i wasn’t able to write, and maybe in the near future if i’m not as burnt out from it, i’ll be able to finish them. however the way i see it right now, i think it is highly unlikely that it’ll happen.

if any of you want to reach out to me, i’ll be responding on discord (dm me if u want the tag, would rather not post it).

this account will stay up! if there are asks/comments i might still respond on here but i don’t really open this app anymore so

lastly, thank you all so so much for this past year. i cannot express how truly thankful i am for all the support and love. writing here allowed me to meet so many new people and make so much friends. thank you all so much for reading my writing and sticking w it. i’m grateful for this little corner of my own on the internet.

thank you all so much, my stars

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i genuinely need to know how i get money in 12 days the reaver knife is @ risk someone pls

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y’all how do i earn money under 12 days

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hi everyone! i’ll be revamping my blog in a few days!

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AYIIEEEEEEEEEE OMWOMW

basta gusto ko lang naman magpalutang lutang

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basta gusto ko lang naman magpalutang lutang

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Take all the time you need! Your mental and physical health are more important

i’m incredibly late but thank u sm !!

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Hi there! Just wanted to tell you that you're an amazing writer and the way you depict the characters is great! Please take care and stay safe and healthy and hydrated, friend! (is it ok to call you that?) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

hiiii !! thank u so much, lovely 🥺🥺 and yes ofc it’s okay to call me that <33 appreciate it lots tysm

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hey everyone, i’m sorry for not writing. my mental has been up and down lately and i can’t find motivation for anything.

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Hey, just checking in. Hope you're doing well! Reminder to take time to relax and hydrate! ❤ ❤ ❤

heyy thanks so much <333 slr fkskdk make sure u do the same !! <3