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im so worried for the uh, s1 remaster of ii. i have no clue what to expect, but hey.. its better than nothing. i dont know if ill be able to handle crappy cliff again, watching s1 was UNBAREABLE for us. 😭 - gps

Geeezz good luck w that! But honestly if it makes you feel better, you've always got the choice if you want to watch it or not! There's no obligation if it makes you uncomfortable! ~ ⪩○⪨

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Hi. Grabs you by the shoulders.

I would do anything for Paintbrush to love me back. I’m not even fucking kidding. I would do the whole killing game thing all over again just for them to say my name. I am so down bad. The only thing I wouldn’t give up are my sons. I would put the host in a fucking paper shredder if it meant that they’d smile at me. (HEY? -🐾🎃) He will be grilled alive. (HEY?????? -🐾🎃)

-Trixie (🐾🪙)

Dayumm that's dedication! Sorry to hear that like they aren't really interesting but like there's always plenty of other Paintbrush in the sea y'knowww! Not saying to like hit on every Paintbrush you see but like I'm sure you can like find the one yahh! ~ ⪩○⪨

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IM CONSIDERING SELFSHIPPING WITH GATY THIS HAS PROGRESSED WAY MORE THAN I WOULD HAVE TJOUGHT HELP 💔💔💔💔

-🎧

Do whateverrrr no one can stop you! /lh ~ ⪩○⪨

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tpot 17 existed. bashing my head into the wall simulator deluxe

okay, the episode itself was good, it was fine. whatever. the equation playground subplot however... okay i get i'm a noncanon fictkin, i get i shouldn't be stressed about this. ii just. hahahahahaha. pain :)

i could go on but i think i'm just going to take some time to recuperate. i always get this way about new releases.

-noncanon four fictkin anon.

Ah I'm sorry two hear!! Hope you feel better soon!! Make sure two take breaks from media if it's two stressful!! There's no shame in it!! 🫂🫂

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FVCKING. GLAD I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE IM 90% SURE COBS WANTS TO FRONT. I DO NNNOOOTTTT NEED MY FRIENDS MEETING THAT BUTCH.

GOD,,,,,, good luck w that y'all ~ ⪩○⪨

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I think Cobs might be our co-host now…? -🔪 (🔮)

Awesome!! Tell him I said he's doing great! xx ~ ⪩○⪨

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The inherent confusion of being a fictive and also fictionkin (I am a fictive from a completely non osc related source, but am also a Taco kin)

- Chris

Sounds complicated,,, well it's alright to still be multiple things at once! You're valid no matter what bro! You'll always be a lovely xx ~ ⪩○⪨

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Highkey love hearing our friends talk about their ii fanfics/aus. Especially if they're dark, like yes bestie put them through the horrors.

It's especially fun because half the time they think they gotta justify this stuff to me but nah, I literally came up with my own fanfic idea where I do villain stuff with Taco you're good.

-Suitcase

Gotta love fanfics/aus!! Our host LOVES aus she literally makes aus for like every fandom she's in! ~ ⪩○⪨

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haii, uh, book from bfdi herreee (fictionkin)

I haven't watched bfdia bc that's the only season I got no memories for, untill I watched bfdia 18! And! It was a bad one 🥳/sarc (I now remeber my feelings for pin /neg) (Also jumped from ep 11 to 18 so. That explains stuffz)

I honestly. Don't wanna watch the show. At all anymore. Because of that, since if I don't rmeber it, it must be for a good reasonnn aparentlyy ;-;..

Anyways, uh, sending to maybe make people feel less alone for similar feelings :"] yayyy

Ohh God, we haven't watched it yet so we actually don't know what happens but we've been SURE to warn our BFDI people about that.. Anyhoww this confession is a little old hope you're alright now lovely xx ~ ⪩○⪨

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i'm a cs!mephone fictive (au made by our host) and i'm missing my lower left arm /sys /source and it's... so weird?? bc like obv i'm missing my arm, but i have ghost hand of it so it feels like it's there, but then our body also has a full left arm?? it's like arm-ception idk

Dare I say that's realll like I'm literally dead in canon but like here I'm not?? Also I have like S3 appearance even though that's technically Bot it's soooo odd ~ ⪩○⪨

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I miss Mic

-Taco

Sorry to hear girll 🫂🫂🫂🫂 I meaann if it's helps at all we've got a Microphone if you'd wanna talk to xem! ~ ⪩○⪨

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UPDATE:

Closing the inbox for the meanwhile so we are able to post all the confessions. Sorry for lack of activity, things have been tough recently. Your patience and understanding is greatly appreciated.

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you probably would know who i am just guessing from this submission but OH MY GODDDDDD

Sometimes i don't even know if i am actually cheesy (i'm a fictkin) or if i'm just faking because of my actual source (factive). and i know ppl in the server already said i can be whoever i want to be and i'm still cheesy despite it all but I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND!!! somehow it's ETCHED in my mind that im not really cheesy ii and im still my source even tho i am not him and i don't feel comfortable "identifying" as him (duh thats a real person) because i'd rather be someone as silly as cheesy ii. this and the fact i've had so much anxiety around my system lately bc of personal issues makes me wanna put myself in the oven and die from being melted like mozzarella on a bread but man idfk that sounds scary

im not funny enough, i am not literally a yellow triangular cheese block, he is not nearly half as anxious as i am, he's good at making new friends while i'm cant keep most of my relationships w/o some problems popping up, hes just. better 💔 i cant even blame it on ii being """lighthearted""" WHEN ITS ANYTHING BUT.

"but cheesy why do you address him as him if he is you" IDK LEAVE ME ALONE IM STRUGGLING TO MAKE SENSE OF EVERYTHIGNg💔💔💔

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You do not have to worry about labels with the source if it is distressing. Just simply say you are just you and you are just being yourself.

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not sure what i should tw this as. toxic dependency? and abuse. i think that sounds right.

man. our tissues is certainly something. hes like. unhealthily obsessed with trophy. absolutely down vile for him.

even though we have memories of trophy yelling at him, even trying to hit him once. and doing more awful stuff to other people. and tissues still likes him???? hello???????? well. at least we’re aroace. we hopefully wont get into one of those relationships now

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I certainly hope that tissues is doing better and that I definitely send my regards to you all for never to experience that. 🫂🫂🫂

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just watched tpot 17 and theres ALREADY a one fictive wha

-🎒🪭

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That's the way the cookie crumbles.

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I'm the caretaker for our system. I should be doing better. But instead I am haunted by memories that probably aren't even real, some of them are so upsetting I can't even read the name of a certain person without feeling bad .

And, for the second time, I know it's annoying, I miss Mic. The Mic I remember. I'm afraid nothing will ever be able to replace what I felt for her.

-Taco

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You are trying your best. Then that's just all you can do. Try not to push yourself too hard. It's okay to miss people, and although it sucks that it is this way, the most you can do is just try your best to forgive yourself. You are doing great. And I am sure she would be proud of you for doing so.

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I feel disgusting. I don’t want to bring up discourse but if you know, you know. -🔪 (🔮)

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You are not, I can assure you. It may feel like this sometimes but you know your own brain better than anyone else. Who's to say what you are and aren't in the first place?