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perhaps i am simply Cringe but whenever i see someone i hate selfshipping with me i think i should be allowed to kill them with knives and hammers

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You wanna know the ultimate pettiness? I dont like people drawing my scar so light. Sure, I hated the scar, but it feels like people trying to make it less bad for their own viewing sake. I had to live with it.

It was not a shallow cut of the skin, it wasn’t even a deep cut. It was a pickaxe going up through my gums and through my skull, and back down, shattering my bottom jaw and tearing a line of bone down from my eye to my lip. I lost enough skin to make a fucking wallet with it if I wanted. Maybe I should’ve.

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Was going to make a coherent memory post but about five different kins are all pushing very strong memories on me so here’s just a constant I’ve noticed for the sillies.

Cool eyes. Most of my kins had cool eyes. That is all. :]

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“yeah no i dont kin him” actively crying because of a horrible traumatic memory of the days following getting a pickaxe shoved through my jaw . /lh

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thank you from tyler the creator but in relevance to being a fictionkin and thinking about memories from source

“Thank you for the love. Thank you for the joy. But I don't ever wanna fall in love again. Thank you for the time. Thank you for your mind. But I don't ever wanna fall in love again.”

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anyway . dsmp kin thing because even if i dont remember everyone/didnt meet them I remember most people . you guys should ask me about people and ill tell you how i remember them . physically and relationship wise.

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is it odd that not all of my kins are FROM things? commander isnt, hes the only listed one that isnt because hes a strong kin - very specific memories. I can tell you how i felt physically and mentally on certain days, my job, parents names, everything. but I never found a single piece of media that had him in it .

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‘I definitely only copinglink Quackity. I do not kin Quackity. I am just linking really hard’. Also me getting mad because rewatching the lore none of the Quackity info is lining up with personal memory on minor levels. Like. No he didn’t say THAT in that conversation they were talking money not defenses. MONEY.

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CHAT. Chat big specific memory im 100% certain is mine and NOT somebody else from the hives. This is swag this is swagtastical yall

Okay so. It was short but I can visualize it is the cool part. Like. I can SEE it, it’s so clear. I was at my kitchen counter, getting a glass of tap water. Just got out of the shower. And within the next ten minutes I got brain fog and then im pretty sure I was infected by the apotheosis.

So either shower water or tap water infected me BUT . the COUNTER WAS SO CLEAR in my mind. It had these little wooden decorative blocks carved and put above the sink, like Tetris blocks. There was a dying bear paw cactus and some fern. I could slightly see a brown couch in the living room, which was really small and very dark colored. Dark brown house.

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i miss 🐝 and 💿. getting back into source fandom is making me miss them again . :[

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good memories from my dsmp kin that i dont put on the list because. maybe if i focus on good memories ill be normal /lh

these purple flowers in front of my house. theyd get stuck to 🐝’s legs if he walked over them.

🔱 teaching me how to toss a trident on his break.

putting items inside of slimes and watching them shake, and then kind of shoot them out. it was really funny sometimes.

trying to ride a horse. did NOT work.

sitting on ruined buildings with 💿. we ate suspicious stew and I fell off off a roof into a pile of rubble on accident (I was fine) . (that bastard didn’t even get a bad stew and i got weird poison)

hunting with 🦊. once . we didnt talk a lot

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maybe the real friend was the people we murdered all along

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I deserve a tail for the funnies by the way. But. Not like a dog tail, like a snake tail that just extends from my spine and shuffles the ground behind me. It doesn’t do anything I just like that it’s there . :]

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Large kin ask game

Notes: I tried to make these friendly to both kin with memories and folk who kin with no memories! Also the second set of questions are heavily linked to fictionkin, but feel free to use for any kin type!

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General kin asks:

🏆. Who are your main kins? Is there a reason they're your main kins?

🤯. How many kins are you aware of? If you don't want to list them all that's fine, just do your top ones.

👤. Who is the most recent kin you have discovered? Do you have any information on them (ie kin type, what happened in your canon, ect)?

🦧. Do you have a kin you didn't expect to kin but did?

🍿. Do you have a 'kin type' (Ie do you always kin characters with black hair, do you kin characters with a temper, ect)? Can you relate this 'type' to yourself currently?

🦄. Is there a character from media that you haven't engaged with that you're kinsidering?

🌐. Do you have any kins that take place in an AU? Or any kin you'd like to see in an AU?

🌟. Do you have a favorite kin? Why are they your favorite?

📚. Is there a kin source you have that no one else seems to kin from?

🪶. Do you have a specific kin type (ie otherkin, fictionkin, objectkin, ect) that you lean towards?

🌱. If you could live in any of the worlds your kin is from, which one would you like to live in?

🪀. Have you met any canonmates before? If so which canons/kins?

🎆. Do you have any kins that are no longer main kins for you? Who are they?

🪄. How did you discover being kin? If you don't want to share for any reason, what age did you learn about kin?

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Specific kin asks:

💕. What is the most important relationship(s) you had as [kin]? Or do you have a comfort character that links to [kin]?

🖋. Give a brief summary of your kin timeline! Or write about why you kin [character].

🎶. Do you have any music you associate with [kin]? If you want to list multiple songs!

🌈. Does your kin (or anyone else) have a queer identity in your memories? If you don't have any memories, do you have a headcanon for [kin] or anyone else?

🍃. What are your most comforting memories? If you don't have any memories, do you have any scenes from source that bring you comfort?

🥁. What hobbies did you have as [kin]? Or are there any you do to feel connected with [kin]?

👗. As [kin] were there any fashion types you enjoyed and/or wore? Is there any fashion types you'd like to see [kin] wearing?

🪞. Were there any differences in your kins canon appearance to your kin timeline? If not is there any differences would make to your canon apperance?

🍔. Do you have any food that you link to [kin]? Did you enjoy eating this food or is there another reason?

🎧. Did you listen to any music as [kin]? Or what music do you associate with [kin]?

🐣. What does your fandom get right about [kin]? Why do they get wrong?

🐦. Are there any similarities between canon [kin] and you? Is there anything canon got wrong?

💧. Do you have any regrets as [kin]? What would you have done differently?

🗺. What was your universe/world like as [kin]? Or what would it be like living in the world of [kin]?

💖. Favourite part about being [kin]? Why?

💔. Least favourite part about being [kin]? Why?

🖼. Do you have a favourite picture of your kin? If not is there any of a comfort character?

🎲. Send a question I haven't thought of!

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Oh great double kin moment. I’ve been having MAJOR Android sensory stuff all the day and then suddenly it’s time for me to also have vivid Hive memories. PICK A LANE, brain !!!

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It’s actually sort of funny how quickly habits from my other major source are trying to shut down the hatchetfield fun. I just want to yap about memories, but a huge chunk of my brain is going ‘no. Hivemind bad. What the hell. Stop glorifying a hivemind.’

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Having two very vivid kin. Feelings? At the same time is so weird.

Having hive related memories and they’re making me excited and like. Feel kind of at home to talk about, but at the same time every instinct from my other major source is telling me that the mold hivemind is VERY BAD.

“I should yap about being in the hive..,:3” “The hive. Sounds. Horrible. What?????”