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you know it's bad when im up at 1 am watching spongebob squarepants episode theory videos

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i wanna check myself into a mental hospital so bad but i know 2 days from now ill literally be completely fine like nothing happened but i really need to like. not be alone at the moment

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i really need someone to save me

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celery in my house

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i love that turlough wears eyeliner in enlightenment like the makeup department really did that. For me specifically

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The Fifth Doctor is protective. Enlightenment (Doctor Who)

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now i dont even rly feel sad about what i was upset about earlier but im just normal sad and apathetic and the free channel only has the 4th doctor on. not even celery is here to save me

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ok i cried so hard it made my period start so that explains why i felt like my world was crashing down LOL

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im so sad

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i was drunk earlier and felt fine but as soon as it wore off it all went to hell so time to hit the bottle once again bc nothing else helps!!!!!!!

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ive been sobbing my eyes out for the last half hour for literally the dumbest reason i cant even control i like actually think i'm going to hurt myself if i continue to stay alone right now

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i keep wondering why no one loves me and then it's like oh yeah because i'm a horrible person that can't control her emotional outbursts!

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i feel suicidal again and i know what caused me to spiral but i also know its bc of my extremely late period making me extra upset and uncomfortable!!!!!!

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Seto’s eyes…

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i want to learn how to hold a pen correctly so i can fix my handwriting problem... youtube tutorials here i come

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Some Encanto studies I did back to back in 2022!🎶🦋