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I lie all the time.

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According to Sartre, apparently I can do anything I want, I just keep making excuses.

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The worst part is losing all hope.

I can spend a whole week believing I can do anything. That I can be happy. That I can be normal.

And then it's all gone. And I remember everything.

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I dreamt about a planet.

As always, it was just a part of something bigger. So I can't remember how I got there, but I ended up on what was supposed to be a planet.

It felt like stone, like the one that's covered in pebbles. And it wasn't a sphere, it was like... a rectangle? With flaps on the sides.

I don't know, man. It wasn't a sphere, that's all.

And I'd hang from a side of the planet and look under and see something written in Latin.

Obviously it was pure gibberish but it was supposed to be Latin.

When I woke up I pulled out Google Translate and I don't know if this is correct, but "Before God." could be "Ante Deum."

So yeah, a planet that was here long before even God appeared.

I think about it and it scares me a little bit.

That's pretty much all. The next thing that happened is that I had always been in a room. No windows, just a big room with the planet floating at the center.

I started floating around, and I was scared of touching the ground. Nothing happened when I did it, but I was still nervous.

Maybe God saw that planet and decided to do something similar. So he expanded the room as much as possible and started working.

But nothing compares to that planet.

I want to go back.

Or maybe not, the whole situation is beyond weird and scary.

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Sometimes I wonder what do you think when you read what I post here.

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Why am I even expecting her approval?

Of course I'll never be good enough for that.

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The laziest guy in my class was congratulated by my teacher for his answer.

It should have been me.

I don't even want to study anymore. What's the point

That was the only thing I wanted to be good at.

Just that.

I resent everyone for anything.

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I resent everyone for anything.

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That was one of the very few things I truly enjoy.

And I'm even bad at that one.

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If you get a "Why?" three hours after you messages me, it's not my fault.

My message didn't get sent and I'm freaking out.

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My message didn't get sent and I'm freaking out.

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I declare myself the legitimate sovereign of yapping.

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Who the fuck is the girl who started following me and why is she kinda...

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(Late) Friday 6th, 2025 - My Ranking of "PRINCESS OF POWER" by Marina, with little to no explanation

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I did go to this guy's birthday party. Someone bought wine for some reason. At least I got to drink a little bit.

There were little sandwiches with chicken, too. And we watched a movie. It was fun.

... But who cares!!!!!!!

Today, Marina released her sixth album "PRINCESS OF POWER", and I listened to it from start to finish at 12 PM while having breakfast.

And I want to share my ranking with you. Even though you don't care at all.

This time we'll do it from my least favourite to my favourite one ever.

13. ADULT GIRL. Bitch, you'd better donate all the money you'll get with the album to pay for my therapy 😀 absolutely destroyed me, thank you very much

12. EVERYBODY KNOWS I'M SAD. Read the above.

11. BUTTERFLY. I love this song, seriously. The high pitched voice in the chorus is the best part, sounds so whimsical and I'm a sucker for whimsy. But the rest of the songs are so good, I felt bad putting this song here but I can't help it :(

10. CUPID'S GIRL. I didn't really care about this single when it got released so let's just move on to the next one

9. JE NE SAIS QUOI. What I hear when I think of you. Sometimes.

8. FINAL BOSS. The wake-up call I needed... and ignored :D moving onnn

7. DIGITAL FANTASY. I need to go to the big city and play this during sunset in the car. Please.

6. PRINCESS OF POWER. So cute <3 my favourite track 1

5. ROLLERCOASTER. No explanation really. Just vibes.

4. HELLO KITTY. I thought this one was gonna be like how Everybody Knows I'm Sad but no complaints. It's sexy.

3. METALLIC STALLION. She gets it. 100% accurate. Oh God.

It's a tie between the last two songs actually...

2. I <3 YOU. It sounds so fun omg and the music video is beautiful. It reminds me of the old girly computer games I used to play when I was a child. How pretty.

1. CUNTISSIMO. The lyrics. The instrumental. The video. EVERYTHING. You know, "The Family Jewels" was my favourite album... but I think I changed my mind with this album. I loved it! Except for THOSE two tracks...

That's all! That's all I wanted to talk about

I <3 YOU Marina, you made my week x10 better. And I had a pretty bad week.

Rest well!

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I'm posting too much today.