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July 13th, 2021. I can't believe I'm still here, missing you so much. I tried to move on and met new guy new people, tried to open my heart. But whenever I did that, I feel like I was cheating on you. Can you get out of my mind please? Why it hurts so much...

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Another draft that I never get a chance to post when I was with you. I miss you so much, it hurts 💔

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Daily vitamin from baby pinzy for my subak oppa ❤️

Where is my babyboo? Ohㅡ there he is :D what's wrong with subak oppa face? Where did your smile go, oppa?

I heard my smile can make you smile too, here are some vitamins from pinzy's smile to brighten up oppa days!

First, always start your day with a smile, smiley face, smiley heart, happy day ㅡyeaay!

Look at pinzy's face, oppa. What's that cute things on my face?😝

I hope this little vitamin from pinzy can be a little booster for subak oppa, have a lovely pinziest day, my babyboo. I love you the most ♡

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Just a little appreciation for subak oppa

First of all, if you read this, I just wanna to clean my draft, so i post everything on my draft. Memories :') damn where are you oppa

If subak oppa by any chance read this tumblr post, I wrote this on April 24th, 2021.

We've been together for almost four months (I guess? Hehe) and I'm really thankful to you. Walaupun kakak sibuk, tapi masih ngobrol sama aku setiap hari. Walaupun kakak capek, tapi masih sempet nanyain kabar aku. Aku suka baca morning messages dari kakak, seneng kalo ada notifikasi dari kakak. You're my favorite notification. Thank you for always be there ❤️ your existence means a lot to me. I love you. Love. You. ❤️

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What should I do when I miss you a lot

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Hi Subak oppa! It's been a while since last time I gave you a cheer up message.

Uhm, anyway oppa, pinzy doesn't want oppa to have a heavy or a bad day. I really hope good day will happen to you and you'll be a happy person everyday.

Put a smile like me, big smile until your eyes are gone like this ^_^

Cheer up and fighting 💪 hopefully, I can be your happy pill whenever you read this, oppa. Also don't forget to pray, I believe God will give you strength.

Look at those cute kittens, this is a visualization of what you will get when you come home after a tiring day. A kiss from pinzy to recharge your day. (p.s. I gain strength from kissing you too, hehe)

Last but not least, it still same, I love you, I love you so much, oppa ❤️

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Subak oppa and Pinzy holding a living snowball with eyes, nose, lips, ears, and four legs. Cutie ♡

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Subak oppa, hi !

Guess what date is today? Happy valentine day to the love of my life♡ and here, I have a little something for you, oppa

I wrote I LOVE YOU in capital words with permanent marker, because I do really love you, so much. There's nothing I wanna change about you, about us. Pinzy loves Subak oppa ♡

I don't really know about valentine's tradition, but I often see people celebrate it with chocolate and flowers.

Here's your one and only flower, just shower her with a lot of love and affection 💘

And then instead of giving you chocolate bar, I give you a squeezable yummy mochi a.k.a my cheeks. There are steps to eat your mochi:

1. Squeeze before you eat the mochi

2. Eat your favorite mochi

3. Kiss the mochi after you done

You know where you have to go if you want to eat your mochi right? Eat your mochi before it will be eaten by bella!! 😝

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Mrs. Choi & Mr. Lee

This genre of pinzy and subak

Love kill, pow 💥🔫

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4/4 weeks of January,

dinner with fried chicken,

cooked by chef pinzy

Chef pinzy's cooking skill is upgraded, will definitely cook more yummy and healthy food for my boyfriend 😋

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I remember took these photos but haven't had a chance to post it until now.

Do you remember that dinner night we had on the 3rd weekend of January, oppa? We ordered delivery food from japanese restaurant and had a sushi for our dinner.

A simple dinner at home, we fed each other with sushi, and digested the food in our tummy while cuddling on sofa♡

After that, we processed to go bed and slept while cuddled each other.

Such a simple night, I called it a dinner date. And I really love it, had a quality time with my love one ♡

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Be productive even on our free-lazy time. He's the photographer and I'm the model

He captured me with his camera and I captured his smile with my eyes ♡

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part two of some little things that I love about him

Category : sleepyhead boyfriend

I found him cute when he was sleeping

Category : hot a f boyfriend

K word me, sir

Category : bee bae bby

Wanna cuddle him all day🥰

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Subak oppa with his dream love towards ✨ the real subak ✨

I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm going to steal his watermelon anyway ㅠㅠ

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Hello, oppa !!

This is your daily vitamin, take as much as you want♡

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Shooting your heart with my love gun, to keep {your heart} as mine

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I give you my love as well 🥺💖 please take a good care of my heart

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See you on another post, oppa♡

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Someone is complaining and questioning about his position in my heart. Of course subak oppa holding the first trophy.

Subak oppa and bella, both are my cute babies.

Both can act cute and adorable but only subak oppa who's take me to date, cuddle me to sleep, cook food for me, and give me piggyback. Only Subak oppa who allowed to hug and kiss me. Bella can't do a lot of things that oppa can do to me 💘

mine mine mine mine mine mine 💕

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If my subak oppa have a bad day or something is bothering oppa, I'll come to oppa, bringing a bucket of love

I hope oppa always smiling and be positive everyday. I love you, subak oppa, only you❤️

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Me, him, third date ㅡ January 16th, 2021

Accompanying someone who's in love with cheeseburger♡

Finally I managed to capture his photo without him realizing about it. With his big mouth, he was capable to finish the cheeseburger in minutes, while me was having a hard time for just taking a bite ㅠㅠ