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Monday 15th April 2024 23:38pm

Today has been rough. The morning weather was peak. Rain was depressing I can’t lie. I also had sleep paralysis?? Like what’s that all about???! I’ve found getting my sleeping pattern right rough these past few days and it’s been affecting my mood at work. I’ve been quite noticeably irritable at my colleagues but it’s also cause they’re not really considerate people but I’m considerate to them so it’s annoying when you’re thinking of the company and the company are thinking of themselves. Aside from that though life has been good. I’ve been a great spirits these last few weeks/month(s). There’s been great progress and opportunities come my way. I even asked the universe for a 2nd stream of income and lo’ and behold! My dad called me and said he had a business idea that he thought I’d like and that I should link with him!?! like!? I know that im already going to be a financially independent man these next couple of years. Life truly is great man. I really do love my life haha. But yeah that’s the little update so far. Working tomorrow from 11-4pm. Should be fine. Can’t wait to get back into the gym man. Thank you God! Goodnight!

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thursday 11th April 2024 04:38am

I cannot stress enough how important it is to impress your subconscious mind with the reality you want to see come to pass. I’ve seen a direct change in my life since impressing my subconscious. It really is a cheat code to life. that coupled with gratitude and a positive attitude and thinking really aid the process. I’ve been listening to Bob Proctor’s seminars for the last 4 weeks or so. As well as reading the Kybalion in conjunction to the seminar (which basically explains the kybalion/natural laws in more depth imo) and I will tell you I’m so happy with life right now. It’s arguably the most positive, like genuinely positive I’ve been in my life. I am so grateful that I have a brain and awareness and that I have the power to change my entire life into the one I want. Genuinely, opportunities are coming towards me that didn’t seem available before but they truly were out there. I always knew this time would come and I’m glad I’m prepared for it. I’m expecting great things this year and I’m sure I’ll see them come to pass. God is good always. Amen.

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simpler times man 🥹♥️

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Rest in peace Chance Perdomo (19 October 1996 – 29 March 2024).

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finally got my hands on the Meisner in Practice book! can’t wait to learn!!!

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Wed 3rd April 2024 journal 14:51pm

life is good man. for the past 3+ weeks I’ve been reprogramming my subconscious mind to accept the reality I want to see happen and I will say that my day to day interaction with people and things has changed. I’ve managed to raise my vibrations and I’ve managed to consciously think positive in situations that the old me would think negatively. I’m so proud of myself and how far I’ve come even though it’s been like a month and a few weeks. I find now that things keep coming to me, things I want to happen are happening. I’ve also been able to help people and not feel so self conscious about it. I’ve been taking ashwaganda pills too; very effective, very beneficial! I’ve been going to the gym; sauna, steam, pump!) and I’ve been seeing friends (I need to link up with more) and it’s really been fun. I don’t really do edibles like that anymore although I will order a pack this month and just keep it and do it every now and again but with conscious awareness that I’m doing it. I don’t think I can go back to doing edibles every day or every two days the way I used to. It was not healthy. I’ve also been listening to Bob Proctor’s YOU WERE BORN RICH seminar(s) as well as Mark Passio’s Natural Law seminars in conjunction with reading The Kybalion. I feel like these three mediums have aided my process to self discovery and self improvement. I’ve also picked up kick boxing which is cool. I’ve also been actively impressing in my subconscious the life I want to live and actively meditating everyday for 20 mins which I find helps keep the enthusiasm for my desired reality alive and also helps my mood in my current state cause I KNOW that what I want I WILL get. I’m glad I’m making a document of this cause I feel like it’s been a long time but it really hasn’t. it’s just such new territory for me cause I’m usually operating at the lower vibration but I thank god and myself for having the care to get me out of that way of thinking and being. I know now that I’m going to keep improving. My goal is to actively practice acceptance and try not to be so attached to outcome based thinking as I don’t feel it’s very helpful for my growth. I also think practicing acceptance will be beneficial for me in the long run as the things I say I want now will probably be available for me in the future. Delayed gratification really is a blessing. As they say “THERE IS A SESSON TO SOW, THERE IS A SEASON TO REAP, BUT YOU DO NOT DO BOTH IN THE SAME SEASON”. I recently told my dad that I love being 25. It’s a really cool age. I hope to look back at 25 with great fondness. Life is happening man. I’m not angry at the world anymore. Thank you God!

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https://on.soundcloud.com/tcTfj5dxkteEs2cL6

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sorry that I’m not there yet

22:05pm

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The Lord Of The Rings: The Two Towers (2002) Dir. Peter Jackson

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06:41am Thursday 14th March 2024

grateful to see another morning. yesterday was a good day. I went to a Muay Thai class for the first time in my life. truly a humbling experience. I will be going back. my body is a bit sore now but that’s okay :) I am adding to my power. I also had a really nice conversation with my brother about our childhood and religion. he was telling me about Ramadan and how he’s coping. I was also watching a meisner class on YouTube. I really like his practice more than other practitioners because at its core his goal is to get people to become less self conscious (ego driven) and more aware. So I’m going to learn his technique more as that was one I favoured in drama school. Today will be a good day because I’m going to WILL it into existence. Amen. God favours my work. Amen.

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I’m aware of my power(ful nature). praise be to God.

01:41am wed 13th March 2024

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tomorrow: sun 10th March 2024

wake up 7:50

gym 8:15 arms(biceps) (chest) (sauna & steam)

home 9:15

dressed 9:40

train 10:03

breakfast

update: 21:25pm. I did everything I set out to do today. proud of myself for setting that intention and sticking to it.🎉