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reloading the sas rogue heroes ao3 everyday to check fic updates is like the equivalent of reading the newspaper to check the stock market if you think about it

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been obsessed with making these

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effervescent

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Mad about politics again

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we moved on from this too quickly

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Xavier Ortiz

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I just have thing for characters and real life people who are really good at something. In this case navigating the desert during WW2 in the northern parts of Africa.

Please vote, reblog, and enjoy!

sasrh fma poll masterpost/index

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I completely understand fandom drama. I really only logged onto Tumblr to check my friends blog and a community I was in (not TUA).

I remember logging on once and realising I hadn't see your name for a while and I wanted to check on you. I definitely haven't been your longest follower or biggest follower or someone you'd single out, I love looking at your blog for fun and because it makes me happy.

Im really glad you're posting again. Don't feel pressured to post.

🦄 anon, so you kinda know who I am when I crash your inbox.

Ah! Sorry 🦄 anon, I did it again :( When real life gets in the way Tumblr is most of the times the first thing that has to go. I had phases were Tumblr just swallowed me whole and I got lost here for hours. Some years it was even an addiction, I would say - because my real life sucked that much that I run to Tumblr. Nowadays I come back to tumblr because I found a new show/movie/book etc. and I need more! I need to look at gif sets, talk to people about the characters, read ff (that I do most of the time on AO3 though).

I hope my current fixation does not bother you too much ;) Much love <3

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FUCK~~~~~~~ T.T I am old!

Here on Tumblr and in real life XD

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SAS Rogue Heroes Season 2 Episodes 2,3 /// SAS Rogue Heroes Season 1 Episode 3

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Fun Story to Share.

I got my (now 18-year-old) daughter into Ao3 back in 2021. I taught her she should always comment - even if the fic looks old or abandoned or whatever. She did.

Well - she got this email this morning:

The fic was written in 2014 and essentially abandoned.

Bethy read and reviewed in 2021 (and was actually the only person who had commented at all).

Today in 2025 - the final chapter was posted by the author and this was her reply to Bethy’s comment.

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Never question whether a fic is too old to comment on.

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Eyes of the forest. Aspen trees

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This just in

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Paddy & Eoin please?

Again, I'm guessing this is for the "give me a character breakdown", and, of course, I love both Paddy and Eoin

How I feel about this character

I love them both. Like, I actively adore Eoin (as much as David, I'd say), and Paddy has my heart too. Paddy is, as he says about himself, a wild dog, except he's also a deeply complex man, who has a soft side, and a dark side, and we see that Eoin keeps him on that even keel, even when he's maybe encouraging Paddy's more reckless side (I saw you grinning at your man while jumping out of that truck, Eoin McGonigal). They're a perfectly matched pair. They deserved more time together. They deserved each other. Paddy has his flaws, but he's also kind, considerate, a man with a well of emotions that he doesn't always let show, but he has these moments of tenderness, of caring (especially that scene in S2 E5 with Reg and Paddy). And now Eoin is just haunting the narrative, and haunting Paddy, and the only thing more beautiful would be if Eoin was still alive and they could be together.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

I mean, as I said about David, in the SAS:RH fandom, we pretty much ship everyone with everyone else. I am personally a fan of Paddy/Eoin/David, but also Bill/Eoin is cool to see. I know a lot of people ship Paddy/Augustin, and I can see it. Also, after s2, Paddy/Bill, because oh boy, is Bill pissed with Paddy. Paddy/Reg is always a good one too. Eoin/Johnny is always an interesting one too.

My non-romantic OTP for this character

For Paddy, probably Paddy & David. Also, Paddy & Reg, because there's some kinda bond there, and I love it. For Eoin, Eoin & Bill. Would've loved to have seen them interact more.

My unpopular opinion about this character

Gotta say that in some ways I agree with what some people have said about how Paddy is portrayed, and in other ways, I disagree. Paddy was a complicated man, IRL. We know that from all of the anecdotes about it. Do I think it's overdone at times? Yes. Do I think they could've shown more of his softer, calmer side? Yes. Do I think they needed to show this darker side of him? Still yes. I think Jack is a phenomenal actor, and I can't actually imagine anyone else playing Paddy with that depth to him, with that level of complexity. Also, fuck it, I think his accent is fine, and that's probably a very unpopular opinion. Also, pretty sure I don't have an unpopular opinion about Eoin except for the fact that that man was dirty. Like, wiping his mouth on that gross undershirt. Eoin. Really. Do better. (Jk Eoin, I love you really, but also, your undershirt looked very gross).

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Eoin not dying would've been great. Yeah, that would fix everything, honestly. Paddy and Eoin kissing. Also, them riding horseback starkers would've been funny to see. And Paddy parking a Jeep in a house and no one being able to figure out how the fuck he did it. And Eoin pointing a gun at Paddy's head and threatening to shoot him, as he did IRL, because can you imagine the tension. Oh, and nice little flashbacks of Eoin and Paddy meeting. Pretty sure all of that would fix me.