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A softer stage of heartbreak

this stage of heartbreak is softer than i remember. which is to say i have run out of tears weeks earlier than usual. the fits of sorrow more violent this time around. sob sessions on weekend mornings missing you. fighting the urge to call. panic attacks in locked bathroom stalls because hadent you promised?

but it is over now. and the edges of my broken heart are softer. less jagged. not shattered just, broken.

i can catch your eye without having my heart skip a beat. but sometimes i think that when we lock eyes that that beat of my heart belongs to you. for only a moment. before i smile quickly, glance away.

did you know i can do that now? look away. walk away. i can walk away and not look back. have my thoughts drift away from you by the time i turn the corner…most of the time.

your voice and name do not evoke summer sautls from my stomach. instead fond memories dipped in regret and baby blue sadness.

i still wish on eyelashes for you though. but sometimes i wish for myself now too. sometimes i wish just to be happy. and sometimes when i wish this i do not even think of you.

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Ursula K. LeGuin calls it like she sees it

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i love this edit sm!! 

In the darkness, two shadows, reaching through the hopeless, heavy dusk. Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.

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by pink_champagne

Steve and Bucky have been running the most renowned mob in America together for 21 years. Then when Stark sends a rat, ties, loyalty, and strength are tested.

Words: 1173, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: James “Bucky” Barnes, Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Bruce Banner, Clint Barton, Carol Danvers, Scott Lang, Peter Parker, James “Rhodey” Rhodes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Wanda Maximoff, Stephen Strange, T'Challa (Marvel), Happy Hogan, Shuri (Marvel)

Relationships: James “Bucky” Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: mafia, Mafia AU, Stucky - Freeform, Violence, mob, Mob Bosses, Steve Rogers Has Issues, Post-Serum Steve Rogers

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boyfriends best friends playing catch.

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I’d just like to recommend “Smile For the Camera” by Lordelannette on Ao3. Because it is a-freaking-mazing.

Thank you for writing in!

Smile for the Camera* by lordelannette (complete | 172,270 | E) *underage, past /others

In the pages of every high school yearbook, there is a boy that everyone thinks they know. In the case of Shield High School, that boy is James Buchanan Barnes, and sometimes, he doesn't even know himself. No one does.

No one apart from a certain blond haired, blue eyed boy that makes Bucky's heart stutter everytime they lock gazes. The boy whose name just happens to be Steve Rogers.

High School AU

Part 1 of Smile for the Camera

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Did I get this dynamic right

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Guess he ended up taking him home after this 😌😏🤫🤫

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Saying Grace - 2020

My art for the Classical Art Redraw Challenge on Twitter. A Steve and Bucky (cropped) version of Saying Grace by Norman Rockwell. (Original artwork HERE)

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Pretty exhaustive list from Jane Friedman.

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NETFLIX ANNOUNCES NEW ORIGINAL 3 PART DOCUMENTARY SERIES 

Series Directed by Clarissa Carter and Written by Duncan Jones examines the life, death, and resurrection of James Buchanan ‘Bucky’ Barnes. Features Interviews with Gen. Thaddeus Ross (U.S. Army) , Major Carol Danvers (U.S. Air Force), Dr. Helen Cho, Dr. Karla Sofen, Dr. Leonard Sampson and Maria Hill; Narrated by Channing Tatum.

BEVERLY HILLS, Calif., (February 28, 2017) - Netflix today releases the trailer and confirms a March 17th launch date for its new original documentary series Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100.

Following the shocking revelation that Sergeant James Buchanan ‘Bucky’ Barnes did not die in Switzerland in 1945 as long believed, Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100 assembles a group of experts to analyze and disseminate the revelation that Captain America’s loyal sidekick is, and perhaps always was, an operative of the secret Nazi science division, HYDRA.

Working with leading historians and political analysts, Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100, Directed by Clarissa Carter, grand-niece of S.H.I.E.L.D founder Margret Carter and written by Duncan Jones, grandson of Howling Commando Gabriel Jones, Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100 attempts to piece together the tragic and bloody timeline of the man now known the world over as ‘The Winter Soldier’. 

Combining never before aired interviews with those who knew Barnes best with on the ground reactions from those now scrambling to uncover the truth from the wreckage that once was S.H.I.E.L.D. Oscar-nominated Channing Tatum provides the narration for Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100.

“Barnes’s impact on modern history is unmatched,” says Clarissa Carter. ‘If even a third of the crimes he has been accused of committing are true, we looking at someone who has completely shaped the geopolitical climate of the world for nearly fifty years.” “It raises the question,” adds Duncan Jones, “what happened to Barnes after he fell? Already a HYDRA agent, did he return to his handlers in Austria? Or was he captured while still loyal to the United States? You’re either looking at the greatest criminal of the modern age, or the world’s longest suffering POW.”

“Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100 is a wholly immersive journey throughout the last century. The filmmakers have unprecedented connections with those involved in Barnes’s case, giving us a rare vantage and even rarer access to some of the darkest and most secretive moments of American history,” says Norman Jackson, Netflix VP of Original Documentary Programming.

In conjunction with the launch of Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100, Netflix will also present five documentaries discussed in the series, including Scott Sinclair’s ‘The Howling Commandos’, Walter King’s ‘Welcome Back, Cap’ and David Davis’s ‘In The Hands of HYDRA’.

Directed by Clarissa Carter and Written by Duncan Jones, Betrayal: Bucky Barnes at 100 is an OffShoot Films, StarCity Television, and JJPB Production, in association with POP! Productions and KKI Partners. The series is executive produced by Clarissa Carter, Duncan Jones, Cabel Ahmed, Jackson Peters, Johnny Storm, Channing Tatum, Elaine Hammond and Virginia Potts. Producers are Abigail Scott and Thomas Hammond.

ABOUT NETFLIX:

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Where is Dean?

Sam and Eileen Looking for Dean in the right places ;)

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Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living.

— Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close

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let’s see who’d be interested

reblog if you’d read a book with:

latino main character

trans feminine non binary main character who uses multiple pronouns, including neopronouns

omnisexual korean main character

fat poc main character

trans male main character

poc latina main character

black main character

badass muslim trans woman main character

aroace main character

physically disabled main character

gay autistic main character

poc mixed race main character

(yes, there are twelve main characters. it’s a series about zodiac signs. it’s in order, so starting at the top is aries, and going down the list is each sign <3)

(there’s more minorities in there as well, you’ll just have to wait to meet them!!)