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Don't think I've ever screamed so hard in hysterics as I did that day..

that feeling of your heart dropping when you found out something you wish you didn't.

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Or in my case do both at the same time

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Closing my eyes before it's gives me a rush. Just wish I didn't have to open them after the first time

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I'm still alive despite not wanting to feel alive. Not die but just shut off from the world for a long long time

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😔

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Man it sucks how depression comes in cycles

Got bored on the train

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Why do I always say the stupid wrong things. What's wrong with me. Maybe I should just disappear then everything would be better

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Someone if you can help out!

Help... urgent

Hey everyone.. I know I am not so active anymore. I really hate to do this and honestly I will probably end up deleting this but I am truly desperate. If you’ve been following me for a while you’ll know that I live in a really absuive home with a mother who is a malignant narcissist. She is physically and emotionally extremely abusive. It has escalated to the point where I am extremely unsafe; she has been leaving straight razors on my bedside and been telling me to commit suicide ( I have a history of attempts, amongst other mental illnesses including anorexia to the point where I am physically unable to work, ptsd, adhd and melancholic depression). I am so desperate, I have to get out because I just cannot function here anymore, but I am unable to work and I don’t have much money because my mother also abuses me in that way by taking my money or holding me ransom to giving her money or else she will do x y z. I guess I have seen people ask for help to get out of situations like these before and I just wonder if I left my paypal or something I’m not sure how people do it... would anyone help out? Because I have to leave as soon as possible because it’s just too much. I need to get out. Please help me

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Got bored on the train

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Me!

Gemini: The Mind

A Gemini will be able to be see every side of every story. They are very flexible thinkers, which means that no perspective is out of reach. The mind of a Gemini is so complex, that very few are able to understand, which can sometimes annoy the Gemini sign because at times all they want is to be understood.

Tip to Gemini: You have a mind of an goddess, you are truly a “gem”. For those that cannot seem to understand you, forget it! They will understand when it is too late, when you are 10 steps ahead of them doing bigger and better things. 

Tips to others: Take time to get to understand your Gemini. They are very special and have a lot to give. You would honestly be surprised at how much they know, how interesting learning is to them, how articulate they are, and how they are able to express themselves when giving the opportunity.

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Nothing harder than being in love with someone who doesn't love you back...

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reblog if you need a big hug right now