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[p0ck3tzz-blog]

To the realest since forever

Let me just open with an apology. Im sorry. I really am. I disappear in the blink of an eye, i show up an eternity later, and have the gall to think i understand the situation off the bat. With so little context. As if not as much changed on the west side of things as has changed on the eastern front. I shouldnt have tried to give advice, i shouldve shut up and listened. I thought i was doing right, thats the truth, but now im definitely tasting some salty foot. I never thought you were a fool, or some dweeb. To me youve been the coolest since W-Wednesdays. But I thought i knew what you were going through. Thought id been there before. Aspects of it i have, no doubt, but there was more to it that i didnt know, and didnt have the time to comprehend. I should have reached out more in the last few years, and i regret having not done that. Im not going to go into how people get swept up into the flow of life and let things slip, you get that. I just want to be clear that from this point im keeping those priorities straight. Im trying to buy you one of those dumb ass “over the hill” mugs when that time comes, you feel me? I learned a lot just now reading through your writing, and i see im too quick to offer my opinion, and definitely too brash. You aint gotta forget shit man, thats not my call, but i hope you find a path to acceptance of the way things are. Lord grant us the power to change the things within our means, and the ability to accept the things we cant. Ill stand right next to you and watch the sun blaze whenever you need it. Tell me whatever, and if i dont agree, thats okay, because i HEAR you and wouldnt disown you for anything my man. I choose ride. My heart really goes out to you right now P, i hate to see you struggling, youre my family and it kills me that youre hurting. Where youre at right now is clearly complicated, and i understand you need a break. So if you aint around on the normal channels of coms, ill keep checking here, and i hope you do the same. Miss you, Love you, Respect you.

-S