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[pachaw]

Easier said than done

Sometimes all you can do is to shut out the world around you. Let go. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Stop overthinking. Stop obsessing. Stop worrying. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you waste agonizing over it, the longer it takes for things to work out. Relax and let the universe take the wheel for a while, your time is better spent just picking out the best songs to play for the ride anyway.

[pachaw]

I don't think I could say it better, especially the motivation part

I remember the first time we started talking you were the reason I got my laugh back the reason I fell asleep with a smile on my face the reason I had motivation to do things again the reason why my problems didn't seem so bad you truly have made my life better by just being in it

in this story of mine

you always be my favourite chapter

[pachaw]

[pachaw]

Which means absolutely nothing. My aim is to be there at the end of your story having shared as much of it as possible. Every second that's left to be precise

[pachaw]

Terrified

sex is fine but is there someone who's afraid of losing you?

[pachaw]

I can relate but id alter it slightly. I didn't fall in love too young. I have 1/2 of the people I love from that relationship. Add my mom and youve got 3/4. The other one eho may iron may not read this knows who she is. And this is where I agree, I now know what I want from love and hopefully if she agrees I never have to look for it again.

So while I agree, id say its more a context thing

[pachaw]

Except I know what will happen ill get stomped on, I'll be #2 to someone who shouldn't even be on the scale and eventually I'll explode and it'll all be my fault

“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”

— Turcois Ominek

[pachaw]

Every time im near you. And i know that without losing it first

∞

[pachaw]

You are, I know that Baby Girl. But do you. And am I that to you

i’m her btw. the once in a lifetime kinda woman.

[pachaw]

∞

[pachaw]

I do. Every time, and you know I always will, don't you

[pachaw]

Pfft. Breathe, think straight, see, hear, taste, smell, anything.

Without you theres nothing. Oh ill take what I need from others if you leave but it'll be survival, not living

need a man who cant even breathe without me

[pachaw]

You have it all, you know you do, now choose to come wrap yourself in it forever. We can handle the rest but only together

You have my shoulders, hands, arms, and always my heart and soul. All of me.

[pachaw]

Been there, being with someone who genuinely tries is a different kind of everything good. It makes me want to be everything for her

I’ve seen this on all sides of the gender spectrum. Make sure they’ve grown up enough to know they carry half the relationship too. 🤷‍♀️

[pachaw]

Im not the man youre with for fun

We can have fun

Im not the man youre with for a two day from now goal

We can have those

Im not the man youre with for fluffy nothings

We can have those days

Im not the man youre with for a day

We can have fantastic days

Im not the man youre with for comfy and easy

We can be comfy and easy

Im the man who wants to be, can be all of those.

But i am the man who will be your blanket

I am the man who will be your fire

I am the man who will stand by your side while you struggle and fail

I am the man who will take your hand and kick your ass to go try again

I am the msn who will tie you to his bed

I am the man who will hang you from his cieling

I am the man who will do all he can do to stoke your fire till the fires finally go out 44 years from now

I am the man who will love you and only you like theres noone else on earth.

I am the man who believes you are the only one on earth

[pachaw]

I lay here every night

Thoughts of you churning around in that cavity i cant empty

Dreams of a future you wont grasp, of memories i cant forget.

Feelings of love and light, frustration and grey, devastation and black

I cant not love you, 

i cant not see you

I cant not hear and feel you

I cant stop the churning,

i cant stop the wanting

I cant stop the loving

I dont want to stop any of it,

The silence of "over" terrifies me far more than the rest

[pachaw]

Baby, this comes up how your life looks to me. Im the writer in this case. I want be what noone else has been, noone

I know they all want your attention, little doll. but they can't give you what i can. they want to use your skin, but i can worship it. they want to ignore your past but i can embrace it. they want your affection for a day but i want to keep it. they dont want to match your devotion but i can give it right back to you.