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The Quiet Song

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Nothing prepares you for how upset your nieces and nephews get about never being able to see one of their people (your now ex) again. That shit is breaking my soul. One of them is taking it particularly hard and I feel awful about it.

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It's happening! I'm meeting up irl with my internet friend tonight! It's been a very long time since I've done this lol but I'm so excited c:

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Fingal's Cave is a geological formation located on the uninhabited island of Staffa, in the Inner Hebrides of Scotland.

It is known for its extraordinary structure of hexagonal basalt columns, which were formed from rapidly cooled volcanic lava millions of years ago. The cave is approximately 72 meters long and is notable for its natural acoustics, giving it a cathedral-like quality.

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This break up has shredded my heart beyond recognition. I feel hollowed out and I'm hurting more than I can put into words.

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healing happens in circles, not lines. you will return to old places with new eyes.

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Angelic Ice Lolly from Neopets. Where are my l33t restockers at 😎

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Painted little pride flowers! 💐🌈

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“what’s your aesthetic” it’s super niche actually it’s called clothes i like. hope this helps

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Maybe this therapy shit is working

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Got something to say….

Any neopets lover in chat?

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HUGE POST of all my Neopets Faerie fanart~! 🧚‍♀️

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くものした、さくらさく under the cloud sky

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doing brain laundry rn (seperating my thoughts into lights and darks)