studentwithatc

[studentwithatc]

I apologized to him and he was very understanding and felt terrible.

[studentwithatc]

ugh I hate when they start being rude for no reason I would drop him too lol

I know right? Yeah I dropped him in a quick sec.

[studentwithatc]

It’s over

Saint has been so rude lately that I legit have no feelings for him anymore. Also no emotion when he talks to me. I know he knows something is wrong. I won’t apologize for the way I’m acting because he started it. I don’t know why he is so rude.

...anyway, I’ve been so upset with him that after school on Monday or Tuesday idk. I came up to him and literally said “I just came to tell you that I’m quitting the club.” And I walked away, no emotion no nothing. He was behind me walking and asked “is there a reason why?” And I didn’t look at him. “Just can’t deal with it anymore.” I simple responded and that was it. He said hi to me during class today and I said hi and that was it.

I can’t with him anymore

[studentwithatc]

Why are you in love with your tc?

I wouldn’t say I’m in love with him. Being that I’m still young and don’t know what love is really like. But I do adore him, which means that I will be there for him, make sure he’s okay, invite him to things, ask how he is doing, etc. Even though we don’t talk much anymore because I’m so busy with other school stuff, I reassure him and say “don’t worry, I’m still here”. So no I am not in love with him, I simply just adore him.

[studentwithatc]

Where did the pseudonym 'Saint' come from? Or is it a pseudonym?

Well, giving too much information may be dangerous. But I call him Saint because it’s apart of his actual name...but I started calling him that because it such a powerful name but also it was a code name (which didn’t work since some of my friends found out because they have him as a teacher too). It’s really sweet that he only allows me to call him that. Thanks for the question!

[studentwithatc]

Ask me questions about my TC or me

[studentwithatc]

April 2nd, 2018

Wow... Saint asked me how my break was (it was terrible)... and he felt bad. But I also told him I wouldn’t be buying my fishing license and he looks sad but I told him I would still be in the club. Gosh can I just kiss him and give him love?

[studentwithatc]

Aye, should I start posting again? I really like Saint & still want to maintain a connection.

[studentwithatc]

Update

My life is just terrible at the moment. Saint and I don’t really talk anymore but everytime we do, he’s pretty happy about it. I’ve been single for awhile. I’ve been having issues with some kids at my school. So I don’t think I’ll post anymore. I do still adore Saint.

[studentwithatc]

Confused

I’m single. For a couple weeks now. Saint is bummed out that I might quit fishing club. He cares so much about me though

[studentwithatc]

February 21st, 2018

I like how Saint cares about me and questions why I wasn’t in class on Friday...and he said yes to be my recommender for a college thing. Wow

Guys... I’m with Joseph still. We’ve been dating since February 14th (Valentines)...

[studentwithatc]

numb

to the other side of the “tcc”...not teacher Crush Community but “true crime community”... I get it...crime is interesting...knowing why people do certain things is interesting...but you know what’s not interesting...people who romanticize murderers...

and to think that i share the same community tag makes me feel numb. and im sorry but im not sorry...i feel empathy for people, the victims, the families but I don’t feel any empathy for the shooter...

why should i?? yeah maybe he had something personal going on in his life that led him to make this horrific decision... BUT KILLING SOMEONE IS NOT THE WAY TO GO!

im torn

17 innocent people lost their lives and it doesn’t matter if the president makes guns illegal... GUNS DONT KILL PEOPLE...PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE.

to y’all people who support these murderers... get some fucking help. seriously...

im sorry for the people who were affected by this tragedy... my heart is with you.

[studentwithatc]

I’m dating J now...

[studentwithatc]

Should I update anymore? / February 13th, 2018

I mean I don’t go to him anymore to put my jacket away...

I don’t visit him.

In the morning he opened the door for me and asked me if I was okay... and I said I was terrible and he said uh oh. I’m sick that’s why.

During fourth period, he checked up on me and I said I’m terrible still and he asked me if I needed to talk to someone and I said I can handle myself...

It was rude

Then during class... I asked him a question and he made me feel dumb... so I was like “I’m not stupid” and he was like studdering and tried to fix what he said...then I laughed and said “it’s a joke.”. Then I saw his face relieve.

After school...I went up to him and apologized and he said he understands...also he said I’m a teenage girl. And I was like ...ahem

Anyway yeah

[studentwithatc]

Okayso, I have this boy I like. He’s my teacher. He’s smart, funny, handsome, and I melt whenever he’s near. The thing is, he has a wife and two kids. I want him to like me, but don’t know what to do..

Don’t act on it, kid. To be blunt.If he seems faithful to his wife that he has kids with. He wouldn’t be interested in a student.He’s got too much to lose.

[studentwithatc]

February 9th, 2018

I’m sorry I haven’t posted all day. I’ve been busy... I got home from a dance.. it’s 10:44 pm. J walked me home and it was nice...we danced together, it was just happy except the crappy music they played. They didn’t play no Spanish music and it sucked.

Anyway...I didn’t drop off my coat and I didn’t say good morning or have a nice day...nothing. I came his class late...

Idc fuck him.

[studentwithatc]

February 8th, 2018

I’ve been super busy today.

Guys...I think I’m done with Saint...

Nothing happened at all...except after school he basically said he didn’t want to keep me waiting for him to open his door... so he helped get me a locker...

Plus J and I have been talking... tonight we went to a basketball game and it was nice.