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pandaxandra · 4 years

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I would cry, but it appears I've used up my allotted amount of tears for the month

#depression shitpost #hey kill me???

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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Guess what

I'm still a piece of shit 🙃

#lmao i hate myself #so fucking much #ugh

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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I literally just .... Wanna kiss him so bad??? and also wanna maybe do more ??????

#bombs #this is bs #i want to be single forever

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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🎶I'm back on my bullshit agaaain~~🎶

#dont try and tell me #how it ends #joseph dubay music #B.O.M.B.s #ugh

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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I know it's been a while... But I'm back to being a mess, I guess

#must have gotten sick #of being normal #the fuck is wrong with me

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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That awkward moment when you have a uh... adult dream feat. your roommate and go to get a glass of water and he's sleeping on the couch right outside your door .... Oof I hope I wasn't too vocal 😬

#he is damn sexy though #why monkey brain ao horny

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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I hate that I have so much empathy...

Like, it's a ridiculous amount. I feel like, as a human, I shouldn't be able to empathize this much with those around me.

And all I do is hurt people.

Why can't I just be the heartless bitch I've always dreamed of?

#i know I'm going to hurt him #probably within tbe next few months #he's so good ....#he doesnt deserve that #I don't deserve him #i should end it #before he gets even more attached #it's probably too late

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pandaxandra · 4 years

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Feeling very melancholy tonight.....

I know why

#its because I'm a terrible perso #it's gonna end soon #he's not going to trust me #i hate me #all she does is fuck up my life

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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I want him so badly....

I'm never going to change

#guess you could blame it #on my left side brain #i should know better....

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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Like fuck dude

Why am I so horny all the time

Specifically for my roommate???????¿????

Kill me dude

#bi probs #straight probs #he's so hot....#like even just one night.....

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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I can't believe I let myself catch feelings again so soon.

What happened to taking some me time???

#I'm gonna break this poor man's heart #i just know it #and there will be #no going back

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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What the fuuuuuuuuck

What am I doing??¿?

WHY DON'T I EVER LEARN

#I'll talk to him about it #it's like i lie to myself #bitch just do it #BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!!!!!!!!

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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I honestly can not stop myself from crushing on any person who is even remotely nice to me. Can we all just have a cuddle pile please??

#this is the gay agenda #poly irl

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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I suppose things could be worse ... At least I still get inspiration sometimes

#i haven't done a self portrait #in like 5 years #i like it a lot #be gentle

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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Some days are easier ... Even when you know you're everyone's biggest letdown, sometimes you feel okay with that.

#i was okay for a while #slipping again now #it felt like old times #but also not ....

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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Literally ??¿?

What am I even here for???? N O O N E G I V E S A S H I T

#i hate me #she's so dumb #fuckinggggg #can i just get struck by lightning????

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pandaxandra · 5 years

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It's not like I want to ""fix him"" or whatever

I just really like being around him

And I want to kn ow

What his a rms feel like

#i want to put my head on his chest #WOW am i straight now ??#what's going on

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