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laughing together with someone you like having around is probably the most purest form of happiness

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"5years"

After all the shitty dramas that i've been posted here a year ago maybe around yr 2014 at kanina nabasa ko siya lahat lahat. I think 5yrs was enough for us. Nag matured na ako sa buhay ko at iniwan ko na ang mga kadramahan ko sa buhay, ang pagiging martyr ko. I choose to leave him last 2016 dahil kasi siguro ayun na nga nag matured na ko at naisip ko walang magmamahal sa sarili ko kung hindi ako lang, di ko deserve yung mga ganung klaseng tao. And after 2yrs of being single, I think tama naman ang desisyon ko dahil masyado pa akong bata para sa ganung relasyon. Nakakatawa lang yung mga kadramahang pinost ko dati in the same time naawa ako sa sarili ko, feel na feel ko pa rin yung mga emotions ng mga sulat ko hahaha! Atleast! Now i'm free.

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I want you to take me somewhere… far away from here. Take me to your castle, my prince. ~Miracle Saantha Perez

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definitelyhandsome

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Ang batang ayaw sa chocolates. :)

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LUNCH TIME.

Kahapon before lunch, eto ang nangyayari sa kusina. 

Tadaaaaa! Eto lang naman ang niluto ng dudung ko.

Sinigang sa miso (salmon)

Calderetang baboy.

Inihaw na tahong.

Pork Barbeque.

Shrimp with butter&garlic.

At habang busy ang lahat sa kusina, ang mag ninong overload ang sweetness. Si ninong na galing sa Qatar, kaya ayan dami niya pinaluto, namiss nya daw lutong pinoy eh!

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Ano ang buhok na pumuputok? 

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Wala ng bawian, mamatay man, period. No erase

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Diary ng panget The movie.

Ilang araw na kong may hangover, jujuju! Ano bang gamot? Sakit na ng ulo ko, nakakaadik na. =D

Netong linggo lang, napanood ko sa KMJS yung tambalan ng JADINE, na-curious lang naman ako kung bakit biglang sikat yung loveteam nila. Ayun pinanood ko sa Youtube yung DIARY NG PANGET , wala pa nga ako mahanap na HD eh kaya nagtiis na lang ako sa pirated copy :D Habang pinapanood ko yung movie, akala ko yung tipikal lang na mga movie na pagkatapos mapanood "AH GANUN PALA YUN" Pero nung nakita ko yung abs ni Cross? :D hahaha, lande! Hmmm si eyah ang galing niya gumanap sa role niya, kung "maikukumpara" kay kathryn bernadro mas bet ko siya, si lorrie at chad? gagaling ng cast. Feeling 13 y/o ulet ako, hahaha. Pagkatapos kong mapanood yung movie ayun nakatatlong ulit kong pinanood ulet yung movie hahaha, tapos yung mga OST nila, super LSS lahat! :D LAKAS TAMA NA NGA KO.

At ayun na nga super taga-hanga na ko nila JADINE & YANDRE. Updated na ko sa mga accounts nila, hahaha. Feeling 13 again, excited na ko sa upcoming movie nila na TALK BACK AND YOU'RE DEAD. Pinaparinggan ko na nga si dudung eh, hahaha :d Lewl!

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That's my boy! 1 year and 4 months old. Sabi ko "Sean, dali picture." Tapos ayan ang pose niya, haha nice diba? Galing ng umanggulo.

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The Da Vinci Code.

Hanggang ngayon mag hangover pa ko simula napanood ko siya ng mas maayos kahapon sa tv5, palibahasa kasi tagalized na siya kaya naintindihan ko na.HAHAHA WEAK! Siguro mga 10 or 11 ata ako nun nung napapanood ko lang sa tv trailers at news yung tungkol sa "THE DA VINCI CODE" na ayun nga andaming nagwelga na catholic churches sa pagpapalabas ng movie. Nung napanood ko siya kahapon nakakapanaas balahibo talaga yung storya lalo na nung sinabe yung tungkol sa BLOOD LINE ni jesus, na nagkaroon sila ng relasyon ni magdalena. HAHAHA Ayun kala ko totoo siya, nakikipagtalo pa saken si dudung dahilt true story daw yun pero nung sinearch namin fiction lang pala siya, buti naman at fiction lang. :D

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I am no writer. I can write endlessly over and over again but the words I dabble into my journal or type across my keyboard are never anything grand. Yet, I keep on writing. It’s my escape. This heart of mine feels too much. It’s not sensitive but rides the emotion that consumes it. Sometimes the emotion is too strong and needs a way out. So I write. Over and over again. Until these emotions dissipate. these emotions create alternate realities and stories are created. Other and most often, the words are vomit. First drafts of what I feel.

Sometimes, people usually hate to write. Maybe it’s because of it being forced upon in classes. Maybe it’s because it can reveal parts of you that you don’t want to see. If people write though, maybe they’ll see what I see. Experience the feelings I feel. Writing is a form of escape. Where reading takes you into the world of others, writing let’s you create your own. It is self discovery. It’s a place no one else can create because it’s yours. The words I write is a form of me that no one can take away. It’s a part of my identity. 

Writing is wonderful. I am no grand writer but regardless, writing is a lot of me and no one else’s.

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When someone makes you the happiest person and the saddest person at the same time, that’s when it’s real. That’s when it’s worth something.