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tw: implied child abuse/sexual assault, mentions of blood

for the record; state your full name, age where you were born.

ever been outside of las vegas?

the twitch of his eyebrow, an exhale of breath that's almost like a snort of laughter. “the only people who have never left vegas are either too broke, too stupid, or too batshit crazy. i’m a little crazy, but not enough to be stuck in this dump forever." he dreams of city limits, of chasing the sun all the way to the horizon but... vegas sinks him like a stone.

how do you make a living?

a half-smile quirks at his lips, doesn't quite reach his eyes as his fingers drag back along the tabletop, trace the minute imperfections in the wood. “i've kinda got a robin hood thing going actually. kill the rich, give to the poor.” he runs a hand through his hair, pushes the black locks back from his face for a moment as his eyes sparkle in the low light. "that's the kind of shit robin hood did, right?" his hand drops and he shrugs a shoulder. "'cept i think the vegas ghetto's a little shittier than whatever forest he used to run in."

what’s your family like?

the weighted word plunges the room into a heavy silence, cold and deadly. for the first time in the conversation, angelo's movements are less practiced, uncomfortable as his boots drag against the floor. he picks at a piece of imaginary lint on the thigh of his jeans. “don’t have one.” he won't talk about found family, won't say some cliche bullshit about how he found a better family than the one he was given. it's all bullshit. all unconditional love until it's... conditional. he won't talk about business deals in back alleys, about business moguls who think they're above the rest, won't talk about him. "they're all dead, or at least they're dead to me." he spits the words like venom, fingers curling into a fist as the muscle in his jaw works, tightens with withheld rage.

describe your best moment.

he thinks of the smell of butter sizzling in a pan, of toasted bread, and a warm smile, a real smile. he remembers a t-shirt that hung off his frame a size too big and lanky arms wrapped around his waist. he remembers a warm bed and food in his stomach for the first time in ages. he remembers kisses pressed to his cheeks and the tip of his nose. he catches his expression before his lips have a chance to slide into an unintentional smile, the easy kind that angelo hates, the kind that betray too much. he purses his lips instead, glares as though it's the interviewer's fault for asking the question in the first place. "can't think of one."

your worst?

this one's easy. this one is blood on sheets and crying in dark rooms. this one is the chilling red blink of a camcorder light, a voice that asks him to do the unspeakable. this is memories that still make his palms sweat, his stomach turn. he swallows around the lump in his throat, crushes his cigarette into the tabletop. there's a tremor in his hand as his gaze is so intense it seems like it could burn a hole straight through the wall. "you don't wanna know." there's a tightness in his voice that wasn't there before, a clipped way of speaking, like he wants to cut off the words before they're even out of his mouth. "let's move on." there's a dark growl in his voice to hide the painful squeeze in his chest, the way his heart hurts when he thinks about the past.

close your eyes & say the first word that comes to mind. what does this word mean to you?

his tongue clicks against his teeth as his eyes roll up to the ceiling and then back again. "stupid," he mutters, crosses his arms over his chest. "as in, this is fucking stupid."

do the neon lights hum to you?

he pushes his chair back from the table, raps his knuckles lightly on the wood as he rises to his feet. he looks older when he's standing, broad shoulders squared under leather as he digs the pack of cigarettes from his pocket, grabs another to set between his lips. a lighter flicks, flame flutters on and then off a second later. "this whole fucking city talks to me. i can't get that shit out of my head."

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♕ yuri plisetsky; the center of the universe ♕ 

01. hobgoblin - clc

02. shine - years & years

03. bite - troye sivan

04. moving mountains - skylar grey 

05. weaker girl - banks 

06. heavy - linkin park ft. kiiara

07. go for broke - machine gun kelly ft. james arthur

08. the greatest - sia ft. kendrick lamar

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❄150+ textless/small/medium gifs of Choi Min-ki (AKA Ren from Nu’est). None of these gifs are mine. If you see your own gifs here and want me to take them down, feel free to message me. Reblog or like this if it helped you in any way.  

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( alias ) jay ( pronouns + timezone ) he/him + pst ( favourite animated movie/show ) oooh so many but movie probably howl’s moving castle and show is hourou musuko.  ( fandom you would like to see ) evangelion and lots of studio ghibli!! ( what you hope to see on cath ) lots of diversity and an accepting atmosphere plus lots of plotting between fandoms ( an image to describe you )

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hgtawm-inspired friends, law students, 23-27 

look around you. at the quiet girl you share notes with, the cute guy you have a crush on, the gunner who talks too much in class, and ask yourselves, do you know who anyone really is?

ok so i went back and forth a bunch about whether or not i wanted this to be an open request or if i wanted to add the spirits of the characters in. i decided to add them but, if ur character doesn’t fit any of them, ur 100% still welcome to join this group! i don’t want to limit it to just six characters or just characters based on the tv characters so pls don’t hesitate to add ur character in!

anyway, this is a pretty straight forward request for law school students. i’m a huge sucker for frenemies turned true friends and no one outside of other law students really understands the amount of pressure they’re all under so, by default, this group bonded with each other, even though they’re totally different people from totally different walks of life.

obvs these guys didn’t murder anyone like the keating five but i’d love for them to all have secrets that one of the others knows that bind them together. these could be anything from cheating on tests to sleeping around behind each other’s backs to popping pills to stay up all night studying but basically, they all fight dirty to get what they want, which is to be the best. 

first last - the wes*

first last - the laurel*

kellan rhee - the connor, played by jay

first last - the michaela*

first last - the asher, reserved for charlie

first last - the oliver*

* if ur taking a spirit that’s a poc in the show, pls keep them a poc. however, u don’t need to stick to the ethnicities on the show (ie. the laurel could be of african, asian, pacific islander, etc. descent). everything else (gender identity, sexuality, class, etc.) is all open and diversity is highly encouraged!

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ki-nam “kellan” rhee + he/him + 23 + law student + yoongi min + chess

blair waldorf has nothing on kellan tbqh. boy’s been stabbing people in the back since he was old enough to realize that, if you’re not first, you’re last. the only son of a south korean diplomat and his trophy wife, he knows how to put on a smile for the public, but behind closed doors, he’s anything but diplomatic. he’s not a bad person, he’s just probably not a good one either. the only things he’s interested in right now are coming out the top of his class after his first year at law school, getting drunk on expensive champagne, taking a bunch of pictures of him smoking for his instagram #aesthetic, and kissing cute boys. 

needs: friends (i’m requesting a htgawm-inspired group so look out for that!), enemies (pls he’s a dick and he needs some rivals), childhood friends (he attended an international school + grew up in nyc), past/present/future boyfriends/fwbs (boi is gay af)

dylan lastname + they/them + 30ish? + undecided + ruby rose + battleship

so obviously dylan is a HELLA work in progress because i’m looking to fit them into a family but there are a couple of things that i have figured out. the main thing is that they only recently got back into town after having been gone for a couple years (idk i’ll nail down the specifics later). they’re a headstrong personality, always looking for the next adventure life is going to take them on. they’re probably the person you’ll find drunkenly singing the spice girls outside of a bar after closing but they’re charming and friendly which covers up how much of a train wreck they really are. 

needs: a current girlfriend (that won’t last), friends (they’ll have at least gone to high school in nyc if not grown up there so childhood and otherwise), a job?? (if someone has a request they’re looking for characters for, mb something artistic), idk all the things tbh

contact me: pls message me on here and i can give u my discord (preferred) or my aim! and i’m 110% open to plots besides the ones i have listed! these were just suggestions and things off the top of my head! <3 

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hey y’all so i’m going to post blurbs in a little bit but, since i haven’t seen this in the tags, i’m going to be requesting a group of law school friends, loosely based on htgawm. i say loosely based because i’m not a huge fan of limiting just to spirits from the show but i do want that ~vibe like cutthroat as hell and all scrambling to get to the top but also bonded through common experience. i’m thinking a 23-27 age range but everything is rly flexible! pls feel free to message me if ur interested and i’ll give u my discord (preferred) or aim so we can chat! 

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alias: jay (he/him) age: 23 timezone: pst identifiers: slytherpuffffffffff tbh that’s the most accurate description of me.  about you: just gay trash honestly. isak valtersen is my son. favourite plots: ummmmm fuck i’m so bad at this question. probs like big family plots and slow burn relationships. i like playing trans and nonbinary characters as well as mlm pairings but miss me w/ that fetishization shit. anddddd just all the angst really.  favourite faces: harry styles, justin bieber, choi hansol, reece king, jay park, yoo kihyun, zayn malik, tyler young site previews you’d like to see? oooh ummm probs the application or miniprofile!! your most used emoji: the eggplant bc i’m 12 

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jude foster + 24 + florist + cherry + liam payne

+ couldn't hear the thunder but i heard your heart race

tw: mentions of autoimmune disorders

✿ he grew up in hickory creek in a blue collar family. his dad was a mechanic and his mom owned a little flower shop. they’ve been in the town for generations and jude always promised he’d moved away but lol here he is. 

✿ he’s the manager of his mom’s florist shop. he took over after she was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis four years ago. 

✿ yes, he knows how to make flower crowns like a bo$$. he can also make a pretty dope flower arrangement and/or bouquet. 

✿ working in a flower shop isn’t his dream but plants are fun and he’s low key attached to the little succulent that grows in the front of his shop. his name is charlie and jude takes good care of him. 

✿ he goes to a lot of weddings because of his job (because apparently it is a #Thing to need a florist on standby) and he low key cries every time the couple say their vows because he’s secretly a giant Sap. 

✿ he likes girls and boys but he’s not so vocal about that second one. he’s not in the closet but he’s kind of content not coming out to anyone because words are hard and he thinks it’s really no one’s business who he’s fucking.

✿ pda makes him uncomfortable af and he laughs a lot and sticks his hands in his pockets and stumbles over his words. 

✿ unless he’s drunk then he wants to make out with all the pretty people.

✿ if you hurt one of his friends, he’s actually the shade king and, if you have the misfortune of crossing paths with him, god help you, because he will ice you the fuck out. 

✿ tl;dr: the #Dad friend who tries to take care of everyone and who can make flower crowns to fulfill all your hipster photoshoot needs. 

✿ needs: some younger siblings (genders and faces are open), florist shop coworkers (probs only 2 or 3), all the friends honestly, mb some exes if u want

adele hirsch + 30 + lawyer + coconut cream + gal gadot

+ pour your heart out watch your blues turn gold

✿ born eitan hirsch in israel, adele immigrated to the states with her grandparents when she was five and grew up in the bronx. 

✿ when she came out to her grandparents, her grandmother was mad af and her grandfather turned to her and said, “if he wants to be a girl, let him be a girl. he’s too pretty to be a boy anyway.” and she knows that’s not exactly politically correct but she loves it. 

✿ she worked as a prosecutor for the da’s office but decided to move to hickory creek about a year ago because she wanted to be able to spend more time with her daughter and not be working all the time. 

✿ she practices family law now and it’s not exactly fast-paced and cutthroat like her old job but just makes enough money to support herself and she’s happy with that. 

✿ she got divorced about two years ago and it was not amicable. she was especially mad she had to hire outside legal council for the proceedings. 

✿ her five year old adopted daughter noa is absolutely her whole and she would do absolutely anything for her. 

✿ she’s a firecracker and has absolutely no qualms about putting anyone who who disrespects her in their place. she’s very vocal about immigrants’ rights and trans’ rights and intersectional feminism and she will talk for hours if you let her. 

✿ her first language is hebrew but she’s also fluent in english, french, and greek because she was a hella overachiever in school and loved learning languages. 

✿ she still goes back into the city fairly often to take care of her grandmother and grandfather. she tried to convince them to move out to hickory creek with her but they were too attached to the city. 

✿ she has a wine cellar and she’s low key embarrassed because it’s such a pretentious thing but she loves wine so she’s not that shy about it anymore. 

✿ she loves cooking and, on her days off, she likes to prep all the meals she’s going to make for the next week so that she and her daughter can always have homemade cooking. 

✿ tl;dr: fierce mama bear lawyer who buys too many bottles of expensive wine and enjoys screaming very loudly about trans rights. 

✿ needs: her ex-wife, a future thing mb, other lawyer coworkers, friends, people to yell angrily at about social justice issues

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hey y’all i’m late to this party (like i’m late to every party) but i have liam payne and gal gadot reserved w/ no real ideas so if u want things pls scream @ me ok?? 

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alright guys, introducing my three babes for plotting purposes. i didn’t do graphics bc tbh i’m lazy af so soz. i tried to keep the blurbs short just so u guys could get a ~sense of them. also, i put some specific wants but i’m def open for other plots/ideas as well! a couple of them have established stuff but don’t hesitate to suggest!

odessa madden (27, dispensary manager, venus, taylor swift)

all dess wants to do is get high tbh. literally the amount of times she says “420 blaze it” in one day should be illegal.

she works at a dispensary which she thinks is the coolest job on the face of the planet and she’s the manager which means she gives hella friend discounts even tho she’s not supposed to. 

she’s basically a frat bro like she can shotgun beer w/ the best of them and u can tell she’s nearby bc someone is probs screaming BRUH rly loudly. 

there’s like not a single considerate bone in her body and she’s not sorry about it bc, u know, she’s not considerate. 

but honestly deep down, she’s not the most terrible person in the world. she just has no idea what to do w/ her life which makes her panic and keep everyone at arm’s length. 

she is like the most gay. 

wanted: she could use some coworkers and also someone who owns the dispensary she works at?? also cute girls for her to flirt with?? other stoners???? cute stoner girls that she can woo w/ her fratboy charm??

cassidy o’hearn (22, lgbt club promoter, moon, justin bieber)

my poor lil bby cass is a complete mess. 

he was one of those kids that was always too smart for his own good, too observant of all the fucked up things that were going on around him. by the time he was in high school, he was already a little ball of fury and he’s only gotten worse over time. 

he’s basically completely out of control now. he’s 22 which like mb he should be outgrowing some of his bad behavior but he spends most of his day getting high on anything he can get his hands on and drinking too much at night. 

he’s a university dropout who works as a club promoter for a local lgbt club and he has no real ambition to do anything else w/ his life bc like why bother trying?? 

wanted: he’s part of the skins group that gemma posted about yesterday so def give him all the friends through that. he also has an older brother if anyone is interested!! and like he’s a wreck so ppl for him to cling to and sleep around w/. 

ellis hill (21, bby cop, neptune, tom holland)

oh man and then we’re finishing with my presh lil child. ellis here is currently attending the police academy and like all he wants in life is to help other ppl bc he’s a cutie like that. 

he’s been in boulder his whole life and he’s always been v involved in the community, constantly surrounding himself with extracurriculars and volunteering because he never wanted to go home. 

he had a rocky home life as a kid which is why he’s very familiar with cops and why he decided to become one. 

honestly, he’s the most open of these three babes so lmk if ppl want plots with this babe! 

wanted: obvs it would be super cool to see some more cops around so that he can bother them about their jobs constantly. andddd like honestly whatever u can throw at me pls! C:

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alias: jay pronouns: he/him timezone: pst fav snapchat filter: tHE DOGE ALWAYS FIGHT ME fav types of plots: the worst tbh all the worst. angst is my most favorite thing. angsty, terrible dysfunctiona relatonships but also like family plots. fam plots are one of my faves tbh.  last show you binge watched: LUKE CAAAAAAAAGE one plot/character idea you have: well now i have them all planned thanks to y’all lovely beautiful ppl but like trans bbies. all the trans bbies. all the lesbians. cries what you’d like to see on bad decisions: i feel like everyone always says diversity but diversity bc it’s lovely to see all sorts of different characters. different ages, different ethnicities, different gender and sexual identities, etc. etc. C:

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hey y’allll. i’ve got taylor swift, justin bieber, and tom holland reserved rn. (ik hella white squad but let me live i could only reserve 3). the only things set in stone for these characters are that justin will be trans (ftm) and tom is gonna be in the police academy sooooo hmu if u need them in families or other plots~~ like i love big family plots plssss <3 <3 super excited to write w/ y’all!! 

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In the words of Tim Drake, “??” 

for @timdrke

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CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS PLEASE

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Ryan Potter: just cast himself as Tim Drake

me: 

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7x06 “Wanted: Dead or Alive”    >  Caleb Rivers