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Don't fucking underestimate women, we'll tell you we're fine with tears streaming down our face and blood dripping from our skin. This same rage we've built up for months if not years.

I respect people, man, woman, non-binary, if they cry on a weekly basis. You are truly strong in your own way. Let out that pain, rather than letting it destroy you, like it does to the rest of us.

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someone please tell me what i was high on when i wrote this

I found this in one of my journals, now I question my life

There is just something about soul-binding, heart-shattering, jaw-dropping, time-stopping, mind-reeling, habit-forming, follow-you-to-the-ends-of-the-earth-like-you're-my-last-breath love. Sometimes it's painfully disgusting and I'm content knowing that it might not truly exist. Oh, but cara mia, sometimes, when I have time to think, or I've become love-drunk, I wish it were more than a fairy tale. I wonder what it would be like to find your person, your soulmate. To have a thousand boy kisses. To share them with your perfect someone. Your infinity, your forever-always. All special, all shared with your favorite person. All a part of the universe's perfect plan.

My respects to Tillie Cole, author of a thousand boy kisses and a thousand broken pieces

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Red

How I despise the color

It's vulgar,

demanding attention

screaming out in desperation

so many shades

all for the same thing

the color of blood

the color of love

the color of hate

overused and overrated

But oh,

like a beacon

begging me to see it

you decorate the color

making it tolerable

beautiful even

and how I crave

you

my favorite shade

of red

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I hope you have the night of your life, love.

Go out, have fun.

When you're done, rest up please.

Make sure you're eating and staying hydrated.

Okie, luv ya.

Have fun!

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Mini-rant

I. Swear. To. Hades. This man drives me insane.

Public speaking is not my thing, and yet there I was.

He pushed me up in front of people and made me speak.

Honestly, knowing he was there helped a lot.

Until I looked over.

He was recording.

I mentally froze.

I like putting on a show, and him recording me... 🤩

BUT NOT WHEN I'M RANTING.

I mentally froze.

If he wants to hear me rant, I can rant for hours at a time.

Ong, I don't know whether to be mad or not.

Like, he want's to see me, hell yes.

But the possibility of blackmail... yikes

Not saying that I don't trust him

I'm just used too looking for those things.

Anyways, I love him

Even though he drives me absolutely crazy

🩶

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That was hot

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I just want someone to praise my scars and be there as fresh ones heal.

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Disney movies and chocolate covered pretzels until it gets dark

Then chips, salsa, and Horror films until morning

And cuddling of course

definitely lots of cuddling

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Just a bit of thinking

I'm not anything special or remarkable. You however, are like a god. You care so much and will go out of your way to show it. You're strong, brave, and just overall amazing. You can be an asshole, sometimes but every second spent with you is worth it.

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Average conversation between me and my boyfriend

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You're a sweetheart

kind, loving, and caring

you've got a smile that lights up a room

and a heart that carries the weight of so much

you've got great friends

which is why I think the way I do

I'm jealous of the way they look at you

I'm jealous of every second you spend with them

every second we're apart

and I'm scared

that they'll try something

and I may run the risk of losing you

I know that I'm weird

there ARE people better than me

those are the people I'm jealous of

because they could easily steal your love

and I would lose the best thing worth fighting for

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Please

I love you with every breath

to the moon and back

as long at the world spins

you deserve every good thing that comes to you

you may believe otherwise

because of the way you were before

but you've changed

and that alone deserves so much

please believe me

you deserve to be happy

you deserve love

you deserve the world

please accept it

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Happy Valentine's Day, my love

I hope that

even thought we aren't able to see each other

you had a wonderful day

xx

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Love

It's true love when they say they'll stand with you through sickness and health

And mean it

If you wake up in the morning

Your hair a mess

still delirious from sleep

and they smile at you

Like you're the prettiest thing in the world