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kafka was so right i literally could have built the pyramids with the effort it has taken me to cling onto life and reason

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the vibe I bring to the function

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Tant que le soleil frappe(2022)

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Sylvia Plath in Paris, 1956

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sometimes grief comes to visit and she greets me and suddenly im back to that house and im roaming around and my head is pounding and my heart is in my hands and im bleeding out and my tears are pouring and everything hurts because you are not there and i cant remember your voice or your smell or your hugs and i cry like a baby and i cant breathe and i miss you like im drowning and will someone please pull me out and can that someone be you?

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stop playing it cool, just be passionate and intense and insane and whoever sticks around is meant for you

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Nightclub singer at home, ca. 1960s

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Hadi Rahnaward: 'Fragile Balance' (2023) rug sculpture created with matches

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a reminder for the next time a man calls you hot and you think that shit's romantic:

Dostoevsky once said "She tortures me, tortures me with her love... in the past it was only that infernal body of her's that tortured me, but now I've taken all her soul into my soul and through her I've become a man"

and Kafka once said "in a way, you are poetry material; you are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out. Words burst in your essence and you carry their dust in the pores of your ethereal individuality"

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i need to be medicated

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‘When I just wrote “this is the end of Norma Jean [sic],” I blushed as if I had been caught in a lie. Because this sad, bitter child who grew up too fast is hardly ever out of my heart.”

- Marilyn Monroe, My Story

Marilyn Monroe photographed by Andre De Dienes, 1946.

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can’t stop thinking about swann arlaud on god

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how aesthetically pleasing swann arlaud is in the bare necessity..

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If you're lamenting the fact that you used to be able to shoot through a 500-page novel in like a day when you were in middle school and now you can't, it's worth bearing in mind that a big part of that is because when you were in middle school, your reading comprehension sucked. Yes, mental health and the stresses of adult life can definitely be factors, but it's also the case that reading is typically more effortful as an adult because you've learned to Ponder The Implications. The material isn't just skimming over the surface of your brain anymore, and some of the spoons you used to spend on maximising your daily page count are now spent on actually thinking about what you're reading!

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Willem Dafoe para GQ Italia, por Szilveszter Mako. Noviembre 2023