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Who is he????

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"I was so angry at how life kept moving on".

I've been obsessed with Aubrey lately. I love her. And to think that at first she was the one I was least interested in the game, but now all I want to do is fill my room with her merch.

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"You know... after everyone drifted apart... I felt so alone".

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Some fashion doodles I made :)

Should I make her an OC?

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Me

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I'm just going to say that wherever I see Julian... 👁👄👁

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Part of me really misses my old account. I don't know how or why it was deleted, but one day I just couldn't access it anymore :(

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Who are we?

Sometimes I wonder who we are as individuals. I think my favorite thing to do every day is to wonder how the lives of the other people I pass by at university are going. They all have distinct, separate lives, yet they are all interconnected in some way. Sometimes I see people laughing, and other times, crying; some laugh alone, others in company; some cry alone, others are comforted. And I walk past these people thinking that, in some way, I'd like to know about them.

I know it's not possible. There's no normal or common reason to approach a stranger and ask them about their life, or maybe I just don't want to feel like I'm bothering them.

But I can't help but wonder how they're doing.

I can't help but wonder why they're laughing, why they're crying. What caused their sigh to come out so suddenly? What's going through their mind?

I observe in silence and think that perhaps the things happening around me are all wonderful. Life has no meaning, only the meaning we give it. A grade doesn't define me, but the effort I put into learning; a friendship doesn't define me, but everything that person taught me. And as much as this way of seeing life is valid for me, it might not be valid for you. But I live happily thinking this way.

I want to think that despite everything, life is going well for you. Maybe you don't see it, and maybe you're just too sad to notice or feel it. Maybe you feel it, you feel like your life is getting better. Or maybe you sit in a torturous stillness. And either way, I want to invite you to give your life a meaning, whatever you want to.

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Why did I come here?

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I lost my old account 🧍🏻‍♀️