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Please follow me/read my stuff in wattpad it would mean a lot and I'm desperate i have literally no life outside of that app and it would mean the world if people noticed my work my username is PartyPoisonGeeWay so.......ya.......please

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Everyone’s talking about how Gerard’s still as sassy as ever(of course he is, he’s the sass queen) but I’m sitting here like Frank’s faux hawk is back

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I tried to tell my friend that I DON’T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME was totally fine to play around my little sister’s friends while you could hear Dallon’s voice coming from my phone saying “Now shut your dirty mouth if I could burn this town I wouldn't hesitate to smile while you suffocate and die and that would be just fine and what a lovely time that it would surely be so bite your tongue and choke yourself to sleep”

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So my mom has found my fan fiction before right, but she has never read it. Well today when I got home she says “I read your writing today...well all the ones I could find...do you need to tell me something?” At first I was like dear lord save my soul (very surprising considering that I personally am not religious unlike my parents) until she said “that one when the girl is actually a boy...is that a cry for help and acceptance? Are you my son?” Note, I haven’t told her I’m nonbinary yet so I was like “no no no I searched writing prompts...also why would I write a cry for help that you were never supposed to read in the first place?” Luckily she doesn’t know the fandom well so she thought it was just a story(she knows not of my late night activities aka reading fanfic until I can’t keep my eyes open for one more second)I eventually got her to abandon the topic but now I’m scared to go to school, I have fanfic everywhere, my notebooks, random pieces of paper, the computer, everywhere...I’ll never be safe again

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Happy Birthday Tyler!

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I just walked downstairs to use the computer and my dad is sitting there clicking the mouse continuously so I asked him what he was doing and he replied “closing all these open windows but don’t worry I left your...twenty one pilots? up for you.” I go over and panic! at the disco’s girls/girls/boys is pulled up while my father sits there in confusion. Most of the time he’s smart but you can only ask for so much I guess. In his defense, he had it on full screen so he couldn’t see the title or artist, but when the day comes that brendon urie and tyler joseph look exactly alike I will know I’m officially going crazy.

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Excited cause tomorrow after school I get to look at a music school and if I like it I’m gonna start going for private lessons and ease into a band as a singer and if I’m doing well as a singer my mom said I could learn bass too

Edit: got home about an hour ago a shaking sweating mess I hate that I’m so confident and can sing well when alone but as soon as the lady asked me to sing something for her I froze and started shaking uncontrollably my voice quiet and cracking I f*cking hate social anxiety cause it is my dream to be a singer for a band

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Finished drawing Frank’s dinosaur onesie

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Started to draw Frank’s dinosaur onesie

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Not too pleased but it is what it is

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Started a new drawing but in a different style than usual hope it goes well I don’t really like the feet and head

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I was told to do something productive or worthwhile so here I am sitting on the couch in my basement watching the Life On The Murder Scene video diary

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I changed my mind because of the news and decided to be revenge era Gerard for Halloween instead of a broken doll

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It’s official MCR IS BACK and I might get to see them play god god god god god I’m screaming right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Happy birthday to one of the most amazing people in the world! I know I’ll probably never see one of his concerts or get to meet him, but Frank Iero plays a huge role in my life. He’s taught me to do what I love, to stay true to myself, to not care what people think of me, and that even when life seems terrible it will get better. There was a day when I truly wanted to die, but one of Frank’s songs came on and I told myself that if Frank could get through hard times so could I. To this day, his music is the only thing that can stop me from having a panic attack or calm me down after having one. Every time I hear one of his songs I start smiling uncontrollably just from hearing his voice and I feel alive, like I’m free and not held down to the earth with gravity. I aspire to be like Frank one day and I am willing to put in however much effort it takes because in the long run it could save lives. Once again, happy birthday Frank!

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So is it just me or do you sometimes just scroll through some random social media site and come across a picture of Gerard Way and just look at him like really look him, at his eye shape, at which way his hair is falling across part of his face, at how big he is smiling and how much of his tiny teeth you can see then think to yourself, this is the most beautiful human being I have ever seen, he might not be perfect, but he is perfect to me and that’s all that matters, he is amazing in every way shape and form and is a core reason for my existence because I do, I’ll be looking at Pinterest and come across a picture and just take my time to really appreciate Gerard and how he has inspired me and helped me

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I got a pumpkin today, its name is Frank. I named it Frank because it is really short compared my siblings’ pumpkins. Well, I hope you have a decent day.