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"When you hurt under the surface

Like troubled water running cold

Well, time can heal but this won't"

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Suffering in silence is SO real!! Talk to someone..it really helps!

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As I sit here with my therapy papers in front of me I get a wave of overwhelmed emotions and wanting to breakdown. I've tried making this step multiple times before and here I finally am. There's no turning back now! It has to get better from here.

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Reflection

As I sit here reflecting on my life I have realized I have forgotten a few things. I used to say all the time that I didn't believe in love I believe in care. Well as life moved on I got in a relationship and was in love, but along the way I have forgotten you can not have love without care. To love someone you have to unconditional care about that person, including doing what it takes to make that person happy. If you truly love them you will want them at their happiest.

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“Around us, life bursts with miracles, a glass of water, a ray of sunshine, a leaf, a caterpillar, a flower, laughter, raindrops. If you live in awareness, it is easy to see miracles everywhere. Each human being is a multiplicity of miracles. Eyes that see thousands of colours, shapes, and forms; ears that hear a bee flying or a thunderclap; a brain that ponders a speck of dust as easily as the entire cosmos; a heart that beats in rhythm with the heartbeat of all beings. When we are tired and feel discouraged by life’s daily struggles, we may not notice these miracles, but they are always there.”

— Thich Nhat Hanh (via abiding-in-peace)

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Time is the one thing you can't get back, so why be mad or upset or even hurt?? It's ok.. Choose happiness!!

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Depression

I feel you setting in..you will not win another year..I will defeat you..you do not control me

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Really just need a good friend today.

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I really don’t know what to do....

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He’s helping me become a better person to myself

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Bosses🙄

When you have one of those bosses that like to have closed door conversations..I see you 🙄

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I just wanna be happy and get my bills paid.

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I don't set all dressed up and go out..I don't have friends to go out with..if I lost my one idk what I would do..when did it all change

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I could give a fuck less about your life because I'm so happy with mine!!

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You treat me with the utmost respect, you give it your all 24/7, you love me unconditionally, you never let me fail or doubt myself, you encourage me, you support me, you stand by me in the rough waters and the calm, you aren't afraid to show me off, and you calm me down like no other - even in the midst of extreme female moods and attitudes.

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7. You were an extroverted kid. If you think back to an average day in your childhood, you were always calling friends to come over or playing outside with other kids on your street. Then, at some point, you had some traumatic event(s) that lead you to prefer to be on your own. Being isolated is a coping mechanism for you, not something you are naturally inclined toward.

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The saddest thing ever..when your bff tries to hand you the blunt but you're not smoking cause you're trying to better your life..sad but proud