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65 Questions You Aren't Used To

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

3. The person you would never want to meet?

4. What is your favorite word?

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

7. What shirt are you wearing?

8. What do you label yourself as?

9. Bright room or dark room?

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

12. Who told you they loved you last?

13. Your worst enemy?

14. What is your current desktop picture?

15. Do you like someone?

16. The last song you listened to?

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

29. What is your favorite expletive?

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

34. What was your last dream about?

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

38. What is the color of your socks?

39. What type of music do you like?

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

43. Do you have any scars?

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

46. Are you reliable?

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

48. Do you hold grudges?

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

51. Are you a good liar?

52. How long could you go without talking?

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

56. What do you like on your toast?

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

58. What would be you dream car?

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

60. Do you believe in aliens?

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

64. What do you think about babies?

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

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Troye Sivan Songfics Masterlist

3AM Shadow - fluffyloser

Summary: Dan ended his suffering by becoming one with the sea and Phil could never blame him for it.

Blue Neighborhood - fluffyloser

Summary: Dan and Phil have known each other since they were kids, but their friendship has always been different.

Bring Color To My Skies (ao3) - Stolen_Star

Summary: He knew leaving London for L.A. would be a big change but he never expected for things to be like this.

Gasoline (wattpad) - StayStrongLittleLove

Summary: Song fic to Gasoline by Troye Sivan. Phil tries to get over Dan.

How Much Did I Fuck Up? - morningphanime

Summary: Dan is an addict who shows up on Phil’s doorstep on the one year anniversary of leaving him.

Ice and Tanqueray - fluffyloser

Summary: Dan and Phil, Phil and Dan, it was always going to be like that, but only a fool could believe that.

My Happy Little Pill - phanbivalence-is-bliss

Summary: Based on Happy Little Pill.

Only Fools Fall For You - troyesivphan

Summary: Songfic for Fools by Troye Sivan in which Dan daydreams about his future with Phil and tells him about it.

Since I’ve Been a Fool - darren-fucking-chriss

Summary: Only fools fall for Phil Lester, his girlfriend is the main fool.

Talk Me Down - galaxyhowlter

Summary: 2012 angst basically.

The Quiet - cloudlessthoughtsnpristinehearts

Summary: Phil messes up big time and Dan goes mute. At this point, anything is better than the quiet.

The Stars are Falling - in_too_deep_geronimo

Summary: “Oh.” Oh fuck. He feels everything around him stop, he feels hollow and his fingers are numb and he can feel it spreading. Everything starts spinning and he hears Dan give a small whimper. No, it couldn’t be. Right? This can’t actually be happening, YouTube would never cock something up this badly, surely.

Too Long to the Weekend - in_too_deep_geronimo

Summary: Simple, just take a break from thinking about all of the wondrous qualities of Phil Lester and what it would be like to live with him full time, alone from either of their parents and the rest of the world.

Touch - fkahowell

Summary: Fic based on Troye Sivan’s song Touch.

We’re Getting Deeper In This Mess - curiosityandrain

Summary: Things end and so they remain quiet. It’s deafening, but they’re too scared to say anything, so they remain distant.

Wild - phangirlingforphan

Summary: A six fic series based on the EP ‘WILD’ by Troye Sivan. Teen!Phan.

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Looking Foward to "2022"

Summary: A sequel to “Back in 2009”, Phil proposes to Dan. Based off of Eden’s ( twentydollarblog) “2022” song. Word Count: Over 2000 (my longest) Trigger Warnings: I screamed, not the characters, I did. A/N: I quote an Owl City Song points to who finds it. Thanks for umbriankachu for being my shia labeouf. Thanks for Eden and Katherine for making such amazing music together. I can’t link on mobile, but “Back in 2009” is my first fic. Enjoy! ~~~ A sequel to my first fic, “Back in 2009”, Based off of @-edens url- 2022 song. Phil’s finger fumbled with the ring in his pants pocket as he layed on the bed next to his boyfriend. His finger glided over the smooth black band as he turned it over and over. He was going to ask Dan to marry him.

It had been a year since they had gotten back together, and Phil was ready to take the next step foward. The matress shift next to him and Phil glanced over. After a day of working, Phil had come into their room, the one Dan use to use as his own, and layed ontop of the duvet. After a few minutes Dan joined him, as if Phil silently asked him to. They lay in silence as the fairylights they had strung across the ceiling blinded their eyes and their legs hung off the side of the bed.

“BOOM!” The thunder outside shook their flat causing both of them to flinch. Phil clung onto Dan, wrapping his arms around him securely. Dan chuckled a bit and did the same, kissing the top of Phil’s head.

“I love you, ” Phil whispered feeling the presence of the ring burn in his pocket.

“I love you too,” Dan whispered back. — The next day Phil woke up with empty arms and sore legs. He sat up, stretching his arms out and running his hand through his morning quiff, groaning. “Are you awake?” Dan’s voice came from the kitchen along with the bangimg of spoons on bowls and the shake of cereal.

“Yeah,” Phil said in his morning voice, maybe too quiet for Dan to hear. Phil stood up slowly, taking the glasses he slept with off and rubbing his eyes. He walked from the bedroom and into the kitchen to see Dan trying to pour cereal. Phil wrapped his arms around him and kissed his chin, resting his head on Dan’s shoulders. “Morning gorgeous. ” Phil mumbled sleeply.

Dan smiled, “Good morning to you to my darling.” Dan finished pouring the bowls, “Can you let go of me now so we can eat and finish ‘Angel Beats?’” Dan said wriggling, trying to get out of Phil’s grip.

Phil squeezed him tighter, “No, my bear.”

Dan blushed, “Come on you spoon I’m hungry.” Phil grumbled ans let him go. He grabbed his bowl, heading to the table and sitting down in his appropriate coloured chair. Dan sat next to him and turned on the T.V., selecting the last episode of the anime they had started almost a week ago. They shoveled cereal into their mouthes as the show went on, their eyes growing watery. The episode ended quickly and Dan was almost full on sobbing into his bowl. Phil took his hand slowly and rubbd circles with hia thumb on the back.

“It’s just a show Dan, it’s okay,” Phil said, going “shhhh” over and over, not know if it was helping or not. Phil was crying too, not as hard as Dan, but he let out a few tears that he’d wiped away.

Dan sniffled, “But she… and he… and the SONG!” Dan sobbed again but start to calm down after a minute, “I’m good, I’m g, “he hiccuped and Phil giggled, “ood.”

“Good g-,” Phil imitated Dan’s hiccup and received a glare from his boyfriend. Phil laughed and Dan sighed getting up from the table and grabbing both their bowls.

“I’m going to go to Chris’ s for a collab, he said he apologizes for what happened last year and wanted to have a collab to ‘smooth things over’ or something,” Dan used quotation mark and rolled his eyes.

“Bear, you can’t hold a grudge with him forever,” Phil said, not shocked Dan was still angry at Chris for what he did. Dan told him once, and Phil couldn’t even remember it now. He just remebers thinking that it wasn’t that major.

Dan grumbled, “Okay, yeah, I’ll play nice Mom,” Phil rolled his eyes and got up.

He wrapped his arms around Dan’s waist and kissed him deeply, and breaking the kiss only to say, “Okay son.”

Dan shoved Phil away playfully, “Stop it you spoon! Okay, I have to leave.” Dan said grabbing his wallet off the counter and giving Phil a quick kiss, “Bye! Love you! ” Dan called as he clambered down the stairs.

“Love you too!” Phil called back, and was answered by the slamming of the door. Now that Dan was gone, Phil could get down to planning. —– “Okay,” Phil said after he set the black band on the table. It wasnt completely black, it had a green wave going through the middle and on the inside it had “October 19, 2009” inscripted into it. Phil hoped it wasn’t too over the top.

He opened Microsoft Word on his laptop and wrote his heading, “Proposal Ideas For Dan, To Dan, Not by Dan ” , then hit enter twice. “Let’s see,” he said aloud to himself. Dan was the one everyone knew to talk to himself, but Phil did it when planning out videos, or in this case, proposals. “I could, take him out to a fancy dinner? Pros: food, Cons: too cheesy.” Phil typed down the classic(ally lame) idea with pros and cons, then stopped.

He really had no other ideas. He was supposed to be the creative one, making such popular challenges, like the seven second challenge, which is now an app (#spon) . Phil stared off into space. Dan deserved so much more than just some fancy dinner. He deserved something special and meaningful. Dan deserved- wait. Phil closed his laptop and got up, he knew exactly what he was going to do. —- “Will you marry me?” Phil said on the screen with one knee on the ground and a ring in his hand. He had, just finished editing his final product, and now he had to do is wait for Dan. He should be home soon, Phil thought, checking the clock. Dan had texted him five minutes ago saying he was ten minutes away. Okay, Phil had some time. He ran down to the bathroom and did his buisness and came back to grab his laptop, a small black box, and his coffe he made earlier. As he bought his things to the lounge and sat down, opening his laptop to tumblr, he heard Dan unlock the door and come in. “I’m home!” He called out.

Phil smiled, “I’m in the lounge, how’d it go?” He asked as Dan bounded up the stairs and sat next to Phil, cuddling up against his side.

“Good, Chris was nice, not like he isn’t in general, but it was different this time. And the video went well, we filmed for a few hours and it was exhausting. I could’ve come home and fallen asleep, but I saw a sale at a coffee shop I walked passed, so there does that dream.” Dan said with his eyes closed, as if he were trying to remember all of it. Phil kissed the top of his head, since this ackward position they sat in put Phil’s head higher.

“I filmed a video while you were gone,” Phil blurted out, trying to contain his nervousness and excitement.

“Hmm? Did you edit it too?” Dan asked and Phil nodded.

“Not much editing I needed to do, just some stuff at the beginning and the end.” Dan gave him a confused look.

“Okay,” Dan said carefully. Phil bit his lip and pulled the video up . He hit play and handed the laptop to Dan. He watched his eagerly. They sat in silence, before Phil realised Dan couldn’t hear anything. Phil paused the video and grabbed his laptop back, blushing of embarrassment, and Dan didn’t gibe him anything for it. Phil turned up the volume and handed it back. Dan hit the spacebar, playing the video. – “Hey Dan!” Phil in the video had on a black suit and white shirt on. He sat in his usual spot and everything else was the same, except the concept. Dan eyed him suspiciously but continued to watch.

“I love you, you know that, almost all our subscribers know that, platonic or not. We’ve been seeing each other romantically for what? A year now? And I’ve decided every single thing I love about you.”

“1: You’re smile, because it lights up the room, especially when only I can see it. 2: Your cute little dimple. 3: You love me, which is the best thing I could have ever asked for in the world. 4: I couldn’t have made it here without you, you were like my stepping stones. 5: How much you care about me. 6: The spaces between my fingers are right where your’s fit perfectly. 7: Your thoughtfulness. 8: The small singing you do when you think no one is listening, I always am,” Phil in the video paused to giggle. Phil sucked in his cheeks, watching Dan’s face closely. He had actually come up with all of these on the spot and in one shot, so he was worried the video would come out weird. It seemed fine so far. “9: Your face. 10: You,” Phil in the video paused for a moment to just smile at the camera, “11:Always being there for me, or frankly anyone else. 12: How you have achieved so much from when I met you. 13: How brave you were to not go back to uni. 14: The way you mumble in your sleep sometimes. 15: How gentle you are. 16: How sassy you can get. 17: Your beautiful brown eyes. 18: How you didn’t leave after the incident. 19: How you always give others a second chance. 20: How you pretend that you really care that I’m taking your cereal, but never really try to stop me. 21: Your butt, it’s pretty hot,” Dan snorted at this one but was completely red, “22: How scared you were when you first met me, and how comfortable you are now. 23: Your black aesthetic, and how commited you are to it. 24: How you always ask everyone’s opinion. 25: How you never try to offend anyone. 26: How you wrote that beautiful thing that brought us back together. 27: How often you say my name, until the point where I’m not sure it’s even a name anymore. 28: You falling of chairs. Seriously though, It’s hilarious. 29:How competitive you get during games we play.30: How cute you are with dogs. 31: This isn’t realy one but can we get a dog soon? Like move out and stuff? We could get a house in the suburbs and get a dog and raise children. ” Phil in the video paused, looking out into the distance. Dan was completely transfixed on the screen, so Phil started to reach into his pocket.

“I could go on forever on everything I love about you, but it’d be the video that’d never ends. Sometimes I wonder why we just don’t come out, but then I wonder why they need to know how our life goes. I love you to the moon , to Pluto, to distant galaxies, and so much more. And I want what I said before, with the dog and stuff, and I only wanted it with one person, you. So I guess what I’m trying to say is, Dan Howell, Will you marry me?” Dan’s eye were watery as he turned towards Phil. Phil had gotten on one knee with the ring held out.

“Daniel James Howell, I want to make our relationship the video that never ends, will you marry me?” Phil asked, watching Dan’s eyes get more and more glossy.

“Yes, a thousand times yes.” Dan said and flung his arms around Phil, knocking himself off the couch ,and both of them on the ground. “And it will be the most fun I will ever have. I’m looking foward to ‘2022’ with you.”

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Back in 2009

Description: Dan writes a poem called 2009 recalling everything him and Phil once had. Based off of(well its used in here) like-totally-phan ’s 2009 Phan song. Word Count: oops idk TW: Swearing A/N: This is my first (and probably only) phanfic. I’m sorry my writing shit before you read and this is just a thought I had on a bikeride. Also I’m writing on mobile so everything is going to be weird. ~~~

“Back in 2009” Dan typed the last words into his document and hit save. It was late, the sun set a few hours ago, and Dan had fallen into a state of sadness. ‘Dan and Phil, best friends, nothing more, nothing less’ he sighed and buried his face in his hands, causing his laptop to almost fall off the bed. “Shit!” He shouted he tried to save it, only failing because of his razor sharp reflexes not working today (or any other day for that matter). As he reached to pick it up he heard a bing on his phone. Dan brought the laptop to the bed and grabbed his phone off the nightstand.

Philly- Did your laptop fall off you’re bed? Dan chuckled, -Yeah, but i was attacked by a bear too-, he replied. He heard Phil snort through the wall. Dan smiled, but it quickly faded. He wished Phil was in here with him. Their legs intertwined. ‘Where’d it all go wrong?’ . He wondered if Phil even remembered the times, or if he dreams of him. ‘Dan you’re literally quoting the poem you just wrote you idiot,’ he rolled his eyes at himself and hoisted his laptop back to his lap and closed the docmument. He opened up a new tab to go at his nightly routine.

The next morning around 10 Phil’s eye’s slowly opened. He rubbed them and yawned. His arm reached out and searched for his glasses. His hand hit them and put the on his face. Phil hated being almost blind with out the two peices of glass, but he lived with it. He pulled him self out of the bed and looked into the mirror, where a sticky note was stuck. He pulled it off and read the small note.

Goodmorning deep sleeper! I went to go get some groceries. I left around 9:50 and I’ll be back around 10:30. -:Dan

Phil smiled and put the note on his dresser. ‘Dan could be so cute sometimes’. Phil shook his head, she shouldn’t think things like that. Dan and him we’re friends. Sure, he could call Dan cute in a platonic manor, like Dan did in the punk edits video (Your personality it too adorable for it.) And it was something he thought about when he paces around his room at night. But him and Dan we’re just supposed to be friends, that’s what they decided long ago. Phil just couldn’t stop dreaming about his brown hair and his brown eyes. Phil looked at his clock which read 10:04. He grabbed his phone as he headed to the kitchen for breakfast.

Phil poured his almond milk and Shreddies into a white bowl and grabbed a spoon. He went to the lounge and sat down. Dan had left his laptop on the table, and Phil’s was back in his room. ‘He won’t mind if I use his, he uses mine all the time that lazy spoon’ he thought as he opened the lid. A smiled prowled on Phil’s face ‘let’s leave Dan a suprise’ he said looking up scary gifs. Phil scrolled through them until he found the right one, just a regular jumpscare, and copied it. Phil opened Dan’s documents and went to go start a new one, when one of the titles caught his eye. “2009” . Phil opened it curiously.

A few minutes and a couple tissues later Phil had finished reading. Is this how Dan felt? Phil wiped away a few more tears. How had he not known? He closed the laptop and sat for a minutes, breakfast completely abandoned. Suddenly, his phone rang. “Phil, do we need more Shreddies?” Dan asked knowingly.

“Yeah, we’re almost out.” Phil sniffled. On the other side of the line, Dan furrowed his eyebrows, concerned.

“You alright mate? Are you crying? ”

“No, well yeah kinda, but don’t worry about it.” Phil felt his cheeks getting hot.

“I’ll be back in a bit, see you soon. Bye.” Dan hung up and hurryingly checked out.

“Phil?” Dan called into the flat. When he called Phil had been crying. Phil barely ever cries, and he couldn’t have been watching something, he would have texted Dan whether it was a title or a link. Phil make an indistinct noise from the lounge. Dan jostled up the stairs, dropped the groceries on the counter, and went into the lounge. Phil was staring into space, his face was blotchy and Dan’s laptop was on the coffee table. “What’s wrongs?” Dan asked sitting on the ground next to the couch. Phil turned his head to face him with some tears still in his eyes.

“I love you too.”

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