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Life lately, I'm still alive. Got my bestie married, celebrated my engagement with my grandmother before she passed away on her 103rd birthday, stepped away from the salon full time, got a job as an accountant...oh and picked up my wedding dress and bought our wedding bands.

6 months til' I become a whole ass wife

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"I wish you joy" Jane Austen, from a letter to her brother Frank (26 July 1809)

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Life's been crazy the last 8 months: here's my update...

Had a horrible and traumatic fall, went on the floor full time at work and leveled up 3 times (yay), my best friend of 12 years decided to just up and disappear because I stood up for myself, got engaged, began wedding planning, got my college best friends married, got diagnosed with fibromyalgia and hEPS after months of tests and dozens of doctors appoints, and found my wedding dress that made me forget all the pain and made me actually feel beautiful.

Now here we are happy spooky season bitches

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I can't even believe this is real life. I tried on wedding dresses for the first time today....who would've thought this would actually ever happen.

Didn't find the one today, but it was such a surreal experience.

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Coming out of retirement momentarily to say I'm gonna be a FUCKING WIFE.

Holy SHIT.

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Stop ✨ creating ✨ non-existant✨ drama

WE ARE ALL HAPPY

We've moved on.

This is my last post on this shit hole.

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Imagine falling in love and it works out for the rest of your life.

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via weheartit

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Funeral to engagement ring shopping because nothing says eternal love like burying your great aunt.

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the feminine urge to write a love letter and sign it with a lipstick kiss mark

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“Don’t let my silence wound you. I'm just tired of words.”

— Manuel Bandeira, from “This Earth, That Sky.”

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I will never forgive myself for the way I begged you to love me.

-Poetry At Most

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I’ve reached the “I don’t have the energy to feed into that” era.

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I had a full circle moment today. A year ago I was crying over someone I thought I was meant to be with. I thought I was unlovable. I thought I wasn't worth anything, that I was ugly, and just trash.

Today? I woke up to my boyfriend kissing me goodbye in our house. I get reminded everyday how beautiful I am and how I'm the love of his life. He treats me like I'm a once in a lifetime girl and I'm so in love that I cry about how blessed I am. Truly amazing how in one year things can change so drastically and I'm just so grateful for this life.