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Ya know I'm so sick of Mel still trying to act innocent while labelling me and Ghost as villains

She literally not letting us move on, she keeps trying to turn everyone against us, like dude, you couldn't just block us and move on could you?

Please just stop trying to play like you're the victim, you're not

If you all don't understand what I'm talking about, I can show you all what I mean bc I'm so sick of getting near panic attacks every time I try to live my life only to hear more shit about what she's doing constantly and not letting us leave but everyone wants to pity her

What abt the ppl she abused and manipulated?

What about the people left to pick up the pieces and losing people who they thought were friends to someone who literally is known to be toxic, even if there's proof against them for being toxic

Why are there ppl siding with someone who is continuously working to harm them even if this situation should've died months ago?

This is going to end up possibly a multi-part post bc she's literally done that's much and I have the screenshots of her behavior, I can say how many parts for sure, just know when I stop reblogging this post with details for a few hours I might be done by then

Tw d3ath/murd3r art

And implied forced br33ding rp Mel had me do bc it was her sick idea and I was too scared to say no

First of all, her drawing these

This is clearly Ghost's Oc Onyx, she drew Exta

She can deny it all she wants but this is clearly Ghost's Oc Onyx

Onyx for reference

There's no way she can deny this is Onyx, a character Ghost had clearly stated she wanted her to not use him anymore and to never use him again

She did anyways while mischaracterizing him as a cheater, and by the fact we know how she sees ppl as the irl versions of their ocs bc she saw me as the irl version of Zek, it's clearly her way of saying she wants to k!ll Ghost by k!lling off Onyx this way

That also being said, I think this was also an attempt to misgender me because of the fact Ghost remained with me after the split, me and Ghost are nothing more than friends and I am transmasc, Mel does have a history of bringing up that I have a vag even if it made me uncomfortable and got upset with me for pointing it out because I was accepting her "friendly fire", I think it's her way of misgendering me now that I'm gone

Secondly this rp

This whole thing was her idea, I allowed it because it was what she wanted, SHE suggested this, idk why she thought it was a good idea or why she wanted this enough for our story for the Zombie au we were working on together

Even then kinda were to pull up with dog breeding in reference to this situation and especially the fact it was supposed to be asexual only for her to pull up with the concept of forcibly j3rking him off?? Wtf?!

I'm sick of myself for being so docile that I allowed this to happen, because I was mentally unwell from the grooming online and at home that she was taking advantage of my submission to write her sick fantasies thru me

So wtf was she implying here if she saw me as Zek and she was doing this to Zek? Was this her sick way of telling her fantasies about me??

Especially bc ik she was obsessed with me at one point, I didn't realize she was obsessed with me, and honestly it terrified me when I found out because she's been aware I'm Aromantic and she had these fantasies and obsessions with me behind my back and I'm guessing this is what happened with Ghost too

She likely grew obsessed with both of us and because of us both leaving her she retailated

Yes I have screenshots of her admitting her obsession which I'll add in the reblog

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filler post holy artblock 😡😡😡😡

teehee

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cutely explodes

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happy new year!!

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As someone who does research often, in fandoms I get hyperfixations, please believe that I have seen things. In every new fandom I join, since I got used to the fact that those things are always in our presence. This is why I've temporarily quit making Nuzi art pieces (not for long tho because I still like it and it has been one of my emotional support couples, and if I ever post anything else other than that, my account will die, which is one thing I fear as someone who craves attention.)

I apologize for the extremely long hiatus. I also have artblock which would be off topic if I mentioned this in the above text.

@reiyo0chu

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oh yea i have to add this

this and my fav song⁉️⁉️⁉️

Now that you're here

Ngayong nandiyan ka na

There's no need to rush

'Di magmamadali

I'll always be beside you

Ikaw lang ang katabi

Until our hair turns grey

Hanggang sa ang buhok ay pumuti

Now I don't need to find answers to questions I used to ask

'Di na maghahanap ng kung anong sagot sa mga tanong

Because you're my certainty

Dahil ikaw ang katiyakan ko

This time, I won't ever let go

Hinding-hindi na ako bibitaw

Now that it's you I'm dancing with

Ngayong ikaw na ang kasayaw

Kung mayroong mang kulay ang aking nagsisilbing tanglaw

If there were a color that sheds me light

Ikaw, ikaw ay dilaw

It's you, you are yellow

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voiceover part 2 electric boogaloo

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woah i forgot to repost this here but idc so

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made this at 2 am

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sorry, i keep losing motivation

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WAIT UR RYOCHU?

DUDE I LOVE UR YOUTUBE HI! :D

YES HII OMGOMG 😭😭😭😭

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im sorry i got bored

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TW: S/A topics ⚠️

So for a while I was watching this gacha story on youtube, at first I wasn't fully understading what was happening, but then I did, and it became one of my most comfort and hyped stories at the moment

Thank you @Victaton on youtube, thank you for creating blue and spreafing awareness with your story 💙🫶

I also made a speedpaint on youtube and talked a little more about it on the video, go give it a watch !! (and to the series too)

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holy cross coquette necklace

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Yay pomni!!

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JUST PLEASEEEEE 😭

Uzi smiling and nodding at N just so N could feel proud about what he discovered, even tho Uzi already saw it. CARING LOVE ✨

CAN THEY GET MARRIED ALREADY? 🔝‼️

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