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>>my fear and false self are good at holding hands<< we are watching SNL and Lil Nas X is dancing on the television in my living room and my mother is sitting in shock with a look of distaste not unlike the face she made when we were in the car and I was 15 and I said I am bisexual my dad is silent but not visibly uncomfortable and I am moving back and forth on the rocking chair thinking of how it must be so scary to live so brightly and genuinely on that stage. I am thinking of how I did not kiss her in my driveway when I could have or how I dropped her hand in the city because I was scared. I am thinking of how I have been called slurs in the Christmas kit garages of frat houses and I am not a famous person with people capable of tweeting at me. It is almost June and I can feel the rainbow confetti like an omnipresent weight in the room like a storm cloud because I still haven’t gone to a parade or kissed a woman goodbye in a subway station. credits: florafaunawrites . . . . . . . . . #spilledink #indiezine #poetry #queerwriters #bisexualvisibilityday #bipride #lilnasx #zine #aesthetic #indie #lgbtq https://www.instagram.com/p/CUSLc-MDQXd/?utm_medium=tumblr

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a very messy, sneakpeek of QUARANZINE ISSUE 1 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1B2Sz_4UrbgLtxYBAlTPvbWNorAgCrdaS/view?usp=sharing