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After 2 months of inactivity, here’s the promised AP fanart that’s been sitting in my drafts lmfao hope ya’l like it :))

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Amberprice Fanfic Compilation

To whom it may concern,

I've been felling quite shitty lately and nostalgia is the only thing keeping me breathing, therefore I'll be providing you the best Amberprice fanfic recommendation you didn't ask for.

Previous warnings before you proceed: a. Amberpricefield it's not my cup of tea, so you won't find any here; b. This was made completely based on my own literaly taste (don't come for me if you hated it all); c. I've been struggling with keeping my focus for long periods of time, that's why you won't find a lot of multichapter works here. I'm really sorry, but a long history requires a lot of brain cells and I've burned them all lately; d. Huge thanks for all the amazing authors who wrote this pieces, you've been doing Gods work; e. Fell free to recommend all types of Amberprice fanfic that I missed out. I've made this thinking that someone could be felling as shitty as I'm felling right now and could use some escape from reality to help cope with everything else.

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1. Buried Childish Qualities by Scorpion_Queen (https://archiveofourown.org/works/27196012/chapters/66428533) Amberprice + Summer Camp = pure nostalgia. This fanfic fells like those endless summer nights where you would stay up until dawn doing absolutely nothing simply cause you could. It reminds me a little bit of "Looking for Alaska" by John Green which only added for the nostalgia felling.

2. Castles in the Air by Scorpion_Queen (https://archiveofourown.org/works/19161673/chapters/45544687) When I started my marathon of reading Amberprice Fanfic until my eyes stopped working, something that really pissed me of was the over-the-top romanticization of Chloe and Rachel. For me, the beauty in their characters was the visible flaws, that's what made them "touchable". No one is completely good or bad (except Mark Jefferson, fuck him), and this author understood beautifully this assignment. Definelly a must read if you like the nuances of their relationship. Chloe and Rachel are actually Chloe and Rachel in this one.

3. Slumber Party Rules by Scorpion_Queen (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28055220) At this point you must think that I'm in love with Scorpion_Queen. Well, you're completely correct! It's been a while since I loved so much an authors work that I wasted long hours reading all their pieces. I couldn't thank Scorpion enough for that. Basically, this one shot involves a game of truth or dare from Max pov. It was very interesting seeing how other characters interpret the relationship between Chloe and Rachel.

4. Coward by Mogatrat (https://archiveofourown.org/works/11067531) Smut + Angst = pain. I'm a huge simp for authors that shows the ambiguous relationship between them. It's a very quick read, ideal for poop time (that's me trying to be funny).

5. Every Move Just for Herself by Mogatrat (https://archiveofourown.org/works/15923051) Mogatrat do a FINE job when the business is Smutt + Angst. Also, the internalized homophobia is *chief kiss*. This is a very quick read, so you know...

6. Pink Bubblegum by Danganphobia (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13155687) This one just fells like home. It's the type of reading that just fells right, you know? It's easy and uncomplicated. Do you remember how I said it that i hated over-the-top romanticization of Chloe and Rachel? Well, my hatred does not apply to this one. HAPPY ROMCOM AU Y'ALL. Just accept this gift without further explanation.

7. Yours by craashintome (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13210812) Another gift without further explanation. HAPPY ROMCOM AU Y'ALL!

8. Strawberry by Danganphobia (https://archiveofourown.org/works/12627669) Here's the thing: after a while, reading fanfic and pretending that the real world is a mirage got me quite happily alienated. Therefore, that's my excuse for all the fluffy one shots in a role. So, you know, enjoy yourself :)

9. Notice Me by lunargrrrl (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13505091) The format of this one fells like a poem. Honestly, I never thought that something like this would captivate me at all, but it definely did. Pleasant surprise to say at least.

10. So, You're a Fatalist Then? by Dandybear (https://archiveofourown.org/works/12434655) After I read this one, it took me a while to read another Amberprice Fanfic. I have this theory that most of us reads to live a life that do not belong to us. We have the privilege to simply escape. And I loved to escape the fact that Chloe and Rachel never left Arcadia Bay. This piece reminded me what actually happened.

11. Can't Complain About Much These Days by breezered (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13267965) Do you remember the cutscene in the end of Before The Storm where Chloe paints her hair completely blue? Well, I hope you do, because Rachel helps her out in this one. Believe me when I tell you that you need a little bit of fluffy after the last one.

12. Please Don't Be My Valentine by Ghost_In_The_Hella (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18082052) Conversation Hearts by Ghost_In_The_Hella (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29562945) No need to call me Santa or, in this case, Cupid (ba dun tss). Valentine's Day Special y'all!

13. Tonight I'll Lie Awake, Felling Empty by orphan_account (https://archiveofourown.org/works/4583376) If there was a Life is Strange Before the Storm part II, this piece would definely be a part of the plot. If you need more persuasion to read this masterpiece, I will leave you with this quote: "For Rachel, who doesn't believe in past regrets, it will probably be like it never happened."

14. Alright in the Evening (Baby With You) by breezered (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13214394) That's the euphoric felling that Rachel tried to describe to Chloe the night after the play, where everything is possible and running away is the easiest thing in the entire world. This piece fells light.

15. And the Forest Burned (You See Smoke) by breezered (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13153557) This one destroyed me in the most beautiful way possible. I've been staring at my computer screen for a embarassing amount of time trying to describe how this made me fell so I can indoctrinate you to also read it, but I'm failing horribly. Do you know that book that list 1001 things you have to do before dying? Well, if I've written that book, reading this fanfic would be one of those things. If that's not enough for you, stay with this GENIUS quote: "No, loving Rachel Amber doesn’t kill you. It never burns out, not really. Her absence doesn’t make the fire fade or dwindle, it stokes it and stokes it until the passion and the heat from loving a ghost burns you up and leaves you empty. You spend every second of every day painfully loving Rachel Amber until there’s nothing left for you to give, no more energy and no more attention." (I'm also in love with breezered. What can I say? I'm a whore).

16. The Way You Kiss me (Will Work Every Time) by breezered (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13343250) This author is just *chief kiss*.

17. Gone by orphan_account (https://archiveofourown.org/works/16579007) I've never seen a single soul in this Earth that doesn't love Smut + Angst. Have fun kiddos :)

END OF THE LIST

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far too young to die

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Fighting it is hopeless, sinking in your ocean

Just like you designed me to do

Fall into your blue

your last words before you die are the 3rd line of the last song you listened to. what are we saying ladies?

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Haha, hey Chloe! You really used to listening the sad things so I thought that I leave a nice recording, on here, for once. Something to make this device not so negative for you. Well, I just wanted to say… I love you, Chloe Price and I hope you know that, ‘cause when we’re gonna get out there, we’re gonna kick some major ass and we’re gonna be so good! It’s gonna be great and I’m so excited for a future! I love you Chloe! Seriously. Don’t forget that! I can’t say it enough! 

Ehh… Hey, Chloe. Uhh, sorry for stealing, here, cassette player… I, uhh, I just, I need to tell you something and I hope this gets to you but I don’t know if ever will, but I’ll try anyway… I just wanted to say I’m-I’m sorry Chloe, I didn’t mean to run off with Frank or Jefferson or, uhh… I don’t know, what I was thinking, uhhh, but drugs were just so pulling and I didn’t know who to turn to or what to do and I didn’t want to manipulate (?) life anymore, than I already was. I didn’t wanna hurt you Chloe, I’m sorry, you’re my number one. Always.

Uhh, hey-hey Chloe. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you, isn’t? I think I fucked up this time and I know I said I didn’t want to put anything sad on this but I needed you to know. But I don’t think-I think this is gonna be the last… Chloe, stay strong for me, okay? And even if-even if you never see me again, just know everything I’ve felt for you, was geniuen. There is not one single person on this Earth that could replace you. I love you Chloe Price and I’m sorry…

Voice by amazing @widowbiker

~ And I’m sorry, too :) For making some mistakes in this text, because English is not my native language, so writing only based on that wonderful recording could’ve been the most tragic thing I’ve ever done, haha :) ~ 

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Oh, take me back to the night we met…

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“I missed you so much.”

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“ Chloe. ”

“ What ? ”

“ Kiss Me If You Dare.  ”

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“Spirit, take my hands, most faithful friend.. for but a little longer, I beseech: continue in thy service to my schemes. And when they are complete, I sWEAR to thee– We shall fLY beyond this isle! The corners of the world our mere prologue! I’ll seek to make thy happiness so great, that e'en the name of liberty’s forgot! What sayest thou to my most hopeful wish?”

||AmberPrice||

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Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it down.

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It’s the weekend and Chloe and Rachel look ready to conquer the world! What will you be doing with the time you’re given?

Special thanks to @ohnoafterlaughs for this commissioned piece of art. 

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Still

Here’s a sneak peak at what you’ll be getting in the Limited Edition!

The Limited Edition is included in the Vinyl Edition, so you’ll be getting all of this too if you’ve pre-ordered that.

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“She was my angel…”

Helena Mischenko 2018

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This. Broke. My. Heart.

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i know angels exist. i’ve even met one.

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So I don’t know about y'all but my heart is hurting at the realization that even though Rachel Amber never got to fulfill her dream of going to LA, her voice actress lives there (and is currently the same age Rachel would have been) so in a way Rachel did make it.