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hi hi I had to process that magnificent fic for about two weeks like a existencial crisis because I cannot stress enough how amazing it was! I saw that you took questions regarding the story and something hasn´t left my mind. I may be stupid and missed it completly but I'm truly curious about the prophecy she gave Geto. What did the oracle tell Geto?

And also, when I read that devastingly beautiful finale I could only think of only one song an it's this one https://youtu.be/Kkrl3hM-NwI?si=WZlFbBLUwj4RmVEY . I know it's in spanish but Satoru's pov on the final just clicked with this song to me. Like I just know realized that he remembered her beauty mark on her back from the begining, even insisted on plastering it in a canvas till the very end. AHHH I JUST LOVED YOUR DOOMED SOULMATES SO MUCH

excuse me ma'am but who gave you the right to make me happy 😭💕💕💕💕 thank you so much for liking the story!!! it makes me so happy to hear that you enjoyed it!!!

oh, pls you're not stupid at all. it's because the story never explicitly states the prophecy for geto.

sensei told him:

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👀👀👀👀👀

(I do have it written in the back of my mind but this is one detail I would like to keep (at least for the time being) [omg do I have plans???? lol idk])) but what I can say re his prophecy is that it does touch on self-restriction [not self-restraint-- restriction of the self [beep][beep][beep])

am I being cringy by keeping this in? but maybe some day I may share it as well!!

THAT SONG IS SO THEM OMGGGGGG

the pre chorus reminded me so much of sensei's feelings toward satoru tbh!!1 Thank you so much for sharing this with me, it makes me so happy that you liked this story enough to associate other materials with it💕💕💕 THANK YOU

thank you so much for being so nice and lovely 💕💕

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I want to kill you im a broken women.

How am I meant to tell my boyfriend when he comes home that no I’m not crying like my mother just died rather that I’m crying over the fact that SHE SACRIFICED HERSELF AND NO ONE REMEMBERS HER???

He’s HAUNTED BY HER BUT DOESNT KNOW HER??

He wanted her BABY FFS

When he said this should be a canvas oh my heart broke for that bitch to say you think I’m art work. OH PISS OFF HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD THAT YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WAS DOING FROM THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS???

how will I ever read something else now?

I’m dead.

Ur amazing.

I love you.

That thing ticking in your room isn’t a clock.

Count your days.

I AM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO BREAK YOUR HEART (or did I) 😭😭😭

It's sensei's curse I'm sorry 😭😭😭

I really like the scenes revolving around the beauty mark, too! Thank you so much for appreciating those details, it means so much to me to see that you are feeling emotions over those scenes!!!

ngl I was heartbroken myself while writing the last five chapters. I can only hope the progression from the beginning was enough for those chapters to be impactful

I wanted to shift the narrative and place our characters in each other's shoes (in a way) and I hope I was able to do that! it's not like the story really was in my control either, you know. characters have their own 'souls', if you will. I wanted to be true to gege's work in terms of characterisation as much as I could but I tried my best to make the storyline as flexible as I could so that I could bring you a nice reading experience

thank you so much for reading ito!! as I said, if there bits you'd like me to elaborate, pls let me know! I do have a lot more than published planned out. if you're ever curious about any details, just ask!

also, could you please make sure that thing that's ticking in my room goes off after I graduate becaus im really busting my ass off for this degree 😭😭😭😭😭

thank you, I LOVE YOU TOO!!! ❤️❤️

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so... i started reading ito a very long time ago and i remember the time you went on a hiatus, i was heartbroken back then because this was my favorite fanfic but im glad you could came back to it! 🫶 unfortunately, i forgot the name of the fiction and im so serious when i say this, ive searched for it for so long i was literally about to cry because i couldn't find it

two days ago, i randomly remembered your username and oh my god i was so so happy when i saw the fanfic up there with that many chapters i was like HELL YEAH

but then i read it. 😀

😀😀😀

im heartbroken. IM SO HEARTBROKEN HOW COULD YOU DO THIS but again thank you for your amazing work but i will still continue crying thank you very much

IM SO SORRY FOR HAVING DISAPPEARED. THAT TIME IM SOS ORRY 😭😭😭😭😭

Thank you so much for reading ito! and I am sorry for breaking your heart 😭😭😭 but what could I do, that's the soul of the story hahahaha was that too dramatic?

I would like to thank you for your support for both times and I sincerely appreciate the support. Had it not been for the readers, I wouldn't have been able to see this one through. Thank you so much for being with me through this ride. I appreciate you a lot 💕

[peekamatcha]

jack gilbert, “islands and figs” / richard siken, “the worm king’s lullaby”

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Literally crying straight hours after reading Ito.

Yes I’m dramatic and yes this story hurt my soul.

But it was still amazing. The characters, the writing, the dynamics between characters. I loved it all.

I love how you wrote Haru and Susanoo with sensei sm!

Please someone please ease my crying and tell me sensei and Satoru maybe in another universe or in the afterlife meet up PLEASE.

I am so sorry 😭

Thank you for loving ito, it means a lot to me! Thank you for reading it, thank you for spending energy on it!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

Haru and Susanoo were so much fun to write, I am so happy about the positive feedback I receive regarding them. It makes me incredible joyous to hear that people like reading them as much as I love writing them!!!💕💕💕💕

As to easing your crying, I'm sorry again but I cannot say for sure 😭😭😭 but if it's going to be any consolation, in my head, in the very original thread that sensei broke had, they had much. more time

I think I hinted this at one of the chapters but can you guess how far back in time sensei had to ask benzaiten to take her to change the flow of time? she as taken to that day 🤭

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Oh Matcha 😭

Ito was just perfect. I think the ending was just sad tragic UGHHH but it was perfect!!! i was afraid that this would happen but its good oh god i have no words right now.

I finished it just before going to the gym and mann it felt like I went through a heartbreak? It was insane and yeah Ive been listening to pretty when you cry by lana del ray as per your answer earlier to what inspired you and yeah i see it now GOSH I FEEL IT NOW 😭 the raw emotions and feeling of missing something from your life,missing that high from your life and chasing it but you cant omg the yearning damnn it was intense

when i first started reading ito i never expected this! it took an interesting toll huh

Basically i just wanted to let you know that the story, the ending,everything was beautiful. (I cried a little)

Thank you and congratulations for finishing this fanfic💕

Ill definitely like definitely!!! definitely will read more from you if plan to cook something up in the future!!!

Again, thank you for sharing ito with us 🫶🏼

Thank you so much for reading ito!!! 💕💕💕 Thank you so much for all the time and effort you invested in this story!!! It makes me so happy to hear that you liked it, truly. You don't understand how happy it makes me when people tell me that they FELT something while reading it and for that I am so thankful for your taking time to read this 💕💕

Hahaha re: ito taking a turn, it really did, didn't it? I wanted it to be fun and lightweight in the beginning but the main inspiration was angst so it was going to take a turn one way or the other. I can only hope that the change wasn't super drastic and didn't break the flow of the story.

Thank you for your tears and I apologise 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 Thank you for being and staying with me. I hope I can come up with a good story idea again and we can set sail on another journey together 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

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Hiii, I’d love to say that I adore your writing so much and Ito was one of the best things I’ve read!

I was wondering if you’ll do any new books in the future?

Thank you so much for such lovely words 💗💗💗💗 Thank YOU for reading ito!!! I wouldn't be able to write had it not been for your reading!!!

and I hope to! I have one or two ideas but they are supppppeer duppppper underdeveloped at the moment and ito took a lot of mental engery so I'd like to rest a little bit and take some time while developing those ideas further because they really do need some planning.

I also wanna start exploring new fandoms as well so if you have any manga anime recs, let me know!!!!

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thats his brother son...he carried him for 9 months

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🛹

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He does not mean that, Gojo.

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ACTUALLY working on it 😭😭

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im da butterfly tbh🦋 short hair ver under da cut

he looks cute w short hair lol like the mc in slam dunk!!

drew this thinking abt a movie i watched its called 'about family' (2024) its a comedy but kinda sad and ah 🫠 i liked it! BUT i was thinking,,,,,, IF he wanted to,,,,,,, cant sukuna go be a monk lmfao idk much abt buddhism but i thought its all abt treating all life forms with compassion & not judging by appearance???? whats the monastery gonna say? "sorry we dont accept uglee freaks" ???? that wouldnt be v buddhist of them :/ so in conclusion he could probs find some monk buddies there if he rly wanted 😔 not pictured but i imagine he can stick both arms into each armhole and just wear the robes cuz the sleeves r big anyways. if anything they can just make this hole bigger vvv

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First of all, I AM A GREAT FAN OF YOUR WRITING.

Secondly, IVE NEVER READ ANYTHING LIKE ITO. Its so good like the emotions feel so raw and genuine i cant describe it.

I wanna ask you what really inspired you to write this masterpiece?

(You dont have to answer if you dont want to)

Please correct me if im wrong but i think you mentioned in one of your chaps that it was supposed to be a one shot based on that specific chapter?

You did an amazing job with this fanfic 🫶🏼THANK YOU FOR WRITING IT AND SHARING IT WITH US

first of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUCH KIND WORDS

second of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING TIME TO SHARE THIS WITH ME 💕💕💕💕

I am so happy to hear that I made you feel something. that has always been my goal. I try my best to put out something as readable as possible but my main aim is always emotional. To hear you say that emotions are one of the core properties that stand out in the reading experience makes me happy beyond words 😭😭

as for what inspired ito, you are correct!!! chapter 50 was supposed to be a standalone chapter. I had initially planned to publish it as a one-shot. As for what inspired it, I was listening to a lot of lana del rey lol [pretty when you cry, specifically] and I thought, man I really want to read something that will feel like this song, so I wrote that chapter. I really tried so I'm really hoping that it worked 😭

But then I realised we would need a story for it to work

Then I started thinking about how I could do it and I thought this doesn't need to be a super complicated overly complex story. it could simply be something I write to have fun and I would find a way to connect the storyline to that specific chapter later somehow. granted it hasn't been the most light-hearted story for the last several chapters but [beep beep beep beep beep] -> i will say more on this once ito officially ends lol

also, I am always happy to answer questions about ito or writing in general. I find it so motivating and educating for myself to talk about the process so I always appreciate the questions I receive. Thank you so much for asking 💗💗💗

and again, thank you so much for reading. it is mindblowing to me that people take time out of their lives to read something I write. as a reader myself, it is so so so so so so so so so dear to me that I can offer people something that makes them feel the way I feel when I read something I like 💓💓💓💓💓

thank you for being on this journey with me, I appreciate you beyond your imagination

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This drawing is dedicated to 'ito' by @peekamatcha !

Sorry if it's not polished! But I hope u like it!

I love your writing, you wrote everything so well and the development of each characters! I'm excited for more of your works, Matcha!

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