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[pengningie]

user pengningie stuns with their tumblr debut fanfiction titled ‘my angel’ 🙂‍↕️

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i really wasn’t expecting so many people to see my work, so i was SUPER shocked that it got a lot more attention than i had anticipated!!!

hope u liked it!^^

[pengningie]

remedy | c.sb ✮⋆˙

pair: soobin x f!reader warnings: oral sex (m receiving), explicit language, deepthroating, mild dacryphilia (crying), slightly possessive!soobin, lmk if i forgot anything else!!!

word count: ~1.3k

disclaimer: rushed & self-indulgent!! not proofread to perfection bc i wanted to get it out of my head ♡

You sat on the couch mindlessly, lounging against it comfortably as you watched a blur of people pass, all shuffling and hurrying around as they spoke into their headsets. You sighed softly to yourself, bringing your hand up to your throat as you swallowed slightly, hoping to lubricate your throat somehow after practically screaming your lungs out for a few hours just before. Just then, a group of loud voices filled the hall, a few guards escorting them. “Ah, seriously, Soobin! You always try so hard. Aren’t you embarrassed?” Beomgyu snickered, elbowing Soobin as the taller man groaned in annoyance. “I don’t try hard. I’m just naturally talented.” The others laughed softly at the bantering between the pair before they grinned widely at the sight of you. “Y/N! Hey! We didn’t see you at send-off, what’s up?” Yeonjun called out, smiling with a small wave. You quickly got up from your seat, smiling as you smoothed out your clothes. “I figured it’d be less hectic if I came backstage first. Would also avoid being seen walking here with security,” you said with a small shrug, one of your eyebrows raising briefly as the tallest of the group stayed eerily quiet. “Yeah, makes sense! Well, I’m gonna go check out what they have for catering. I’m famished,” Kai sighed dramatically, Yeonjun perking up excitedly at the mention of food. “I saw they had some kind of noodle dish! Let’s go see it.” You and the others watched as the oldest and youngest left, Taehyun and Beomgyu quietly excusing themselves to leave you with Soobin. He smiled tiredly as he walked up to you, his hands instinctively reaching out to rest on your hips. “I missed you. I mean, I know you were watching — but I missed you,” he said sheepishly, laughing quietly to himself as he tried to word his emotions properly. You shook your head with a smile. “I get what you mean, don’t worry! I missed you too. You were amazing. It made me so happy and proud seeing you shine on stage.” His expression melted into a fond one before he reached up to place a hand on your cheek, his brows furrowing as his lips pressed into a thin line. “Your voice is kind of sore, Y/N. I think we had some cough drops and honey around here somewhere. Let me check. Just sit down for a bit,” he urged gently, smiling in satisfaction as you complied. He looked around the tables and through his members’s bags, muttering that they wouldn’t mind anyway — they were all close enough not to care. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he looked back at you from where he was standing. You could already tell that he’d ‘failed’ in his mission to find something for your throat, so you reassured him softly. After all, how could you be upset when your boyfriend, so gentle and caring even after a long concert, still tended to you so sweetly? He sat down next to you, the couch sinking slightly under his weight. “I’m sorry,” he said with a small frown, his bottom lip jutting out slightly. You hummed softly in response, sitting back against the couch as he followed suit, his eyes fluttering shut in exhaustion. “Y/N.” You turned to face him, leaning forward the slightest bit to see his face properly. “…Yeah?” His eyes remained shut as he responded quietly. “I know another way to help your throat. It’s a pretty popular remedy. It’ll coat your throat to make it hurt less.” And you, thinking so innocently of the situation, believing that your tired boyfriend had honest intentions, happily agreed.

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“H-Hnng — shit. Feels so good!” he gasped out with a small grunt, his right hand resting on the side of your head to keep it in place. Your fingers clawed at his thighs as you looked up at him with glossy eyes. He clasped his free hand over his mouth, groaning at the sight as his length twitched on your tongue, making you whimper in response. “S-So beautiful. Couldn’t think straight the… fuck… whole concert ‘cause of you,” he punctuated his words, thrusting his length further down your throat as you gagged and sputtered, struggling to keep up. “Wanted to show e-everybody who my pretty g-girlfriend was.” You let him fuck your throat freely, his words slurring and turning whiny as you felt him twitch uncontrollably in your mouth. “S-Shit, shit, shit! G-Gonna coat your throat with my remedy. S-Swallow it all, ’kay? C-Can’t go wasting it.” You moaned around his length, causing a guttural moan to escape his lips as his hot seed coated your throat, and you swallowed every last drop — just like he asked. He panted heavily, his chest heaving as he brushed his damp hair from his eyes. He looked down at you, a small smile gracing his lips as he carefully helped you up, tucking himself back into his pants quickly after. “How’s your throat now? Better?” You laughed slightly. “Honestly? It’s even worse. But hey, my voice isn’t that raspy now.” He grinned widely, his dimples peeking out. “Oh well. Don’t worry — that’s just a side effect of my special remedy.”

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[pengningie]

my angel ଓ | k. kh

disclaimer: first work! there has to be a kai drought on moablr or something so…stepping up now…not proofread and really rushed and weak plot but enjoy!

wc: 5.5k~ pairing: kai x reader (f!reader)

warnings: smut, pining, bsfs to lovers, kissing & touching, praise, light marking, not rlly implied protection (stay safe!), slight size kink, crying (from pleasure), fluff into filth

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5:30 A.M. Monday, July 14.

You groaned in exhaustion, reluctantly getting up from your bed as the alarm your mom had gifted you before you went off for college rang. “Without it, how will you make it to anywhere on time?” Whatever, you had never been a punctual person anyway.

You went through the motions for the morning before heading out of your cramped dorm. The morning sun shone down on you as it greeted you awake. You supposed it was better than taking a day or night class, as you would’ve felt even lazier and more reluctant to leave, right?

After trudging through the sidewalk, you finally arrived at the bus stop, which had been meticulously placed not so far from the housing areas to transport students to the campus. Your backpack was slung lazily over one arm as you reached up to click your headphones on and scrolled through social media on your phone.

You watched a video of a girl about your age dining at a cute café nearby. Maybe you should check it out? You looked up briefly to check if the bus was nearing, only to be met with a Greek god—no, angel—running toward you.

You blinked a few times. Am I dreaming? You scrambled to remove your headphones, letting them rest around your neck as you took in the view.

The so-called angel stopped just a few feet in front of you, stepping aside awkwardly to stand beside you. He was panting softly—not hard, but just loud enough for you to hear.

You gave him a sidelong glance as you swallowed thickly. You can do it. Your social life is shitty anyway.

As you turned to face him, his gaze met yours. And… wow. His face was sculpted beautifully, with moles scattered across his skin like fairy dust. The corners of his lips twitched up into a small and polite smile, and so you took your chance.

“…Hi! I haven’t seen you around before. Are you new?”

He blinked a few times, obviously taken aback, before laughing softly.

“Um, actually, no. I’ve seen you around though.” He smiled.

You swore your heart just stopped at the sight of him. Wait—he’s seen you around?!

“Really? Well, nice to finally meet you, I guess?” you said awkwardly, giving a sheepish smile and extending your hand out to him. “I’m Y/N.”

He smiled and took your hand. “Nice to meet you.”

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That day had been the kickstart to your totally awesome, totally amazing, incredible and wonderful college life. Or at least, according to Kai.

You looked up at the boy who was currently across from you, scarfing down the cafeteria eggs. You scrunched up your nose, grimacing at the sight of them.

“Seriously? I mean, I get you like eggs and all…but those are like the cheap ones that you just pour out and scramble,” you muttered as you took a bite of your own breakfast, perfected after months of finding the more edible options. He looked up at you and shrugged, his platinum hair falling over his eyes as he turned his attention back to his plate.

“Food is food. And all eggs are good! I don’t think they taste weird… you’re just being dramatic.” He retorted with a small smile. You simply rolled your eyes, resting your face on your palm as you watched him practically devour his food.

“Just hurry up. We still have to study for our exams.”

He swallowed his food, washing it down with a glass of cranberry juice.

“Can’t we just do it later? Maybe at my dorm?”

Your lips parted slightly, your brows furrowed as you contemplated his request. Spending hours alone with Kai—the guy who’s ridiculously known around campus for his looks, yet completely oblivious to the fact. The guy who makes your heart flutter when he just so much as looks at you.

You mentally kicked yourself for overthinking the situation. After all, it’s just your best friend. You nodded with a small smile.

“Okay then.”

He playfully cheered and finished the last of his eggs, stacking his and your plates carefully as you both got up to leave.

“Let’s head to the library first to grab some extra materials and then go to my place?” he said gently, looking down at you with his honey eyes.

Oh, they were so beautiful.

You sputtered slightly, sighing internally.

“Yeah! That sounds great, actually.”

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You weren’t sure when it all started—the whole predicament of you falling for your friend, only friend if you may.

Maybe it was because you two were always together, attached at the hip. Or maybe it was how caring he was with you, always being there for you at your lowest, and at your happiest.

Maybe it was also just his lingering touches, the innocent ones that you wished would extend into something further.

Either way, you were head over heels for him, and you were sure of it.

But Kai was a painfully oblivious person. Not stupid, nor dense—just oblivious. After all, being kind was just in his nature! Always the sweetest, thinking that the most romantic gestures he would do were something normal.

You frowned, looking up at the taller boy’s broad back.

“Kai,” you said softly.

He paused in his tracks, turning to you with books in hand from the library trip you both went on earlier.

“Yeah?”

You took a moment to appreciate his features and broad yet delicate body, smiling softly.

“Nothing. You were just walking too fast.”

His brows furrowed slightly as he stepped beside you.

“Oh! I’m sorry,” he mumbled quietly as he fell into step beside you, both of you continuing to walk to his dorm, opting to take the ‘scenic route’ only because the buses were delayed today.

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This could’ve gone worse, you thought.

You looked down at your lap, his platinum hair ruffled and messy as he had made himself comfortable after a long study session. You exhaled shakily, leaning back on your hands.

Hesitantly, you reached a hand out, running your fingers through his hair delicately. It was soft—the silky strands lacing through your fingers.

You jolted slightly as he shifted, turning to look up at you with a sleepy smile.

“Y/N, what’re you doing?” he teased lightly.

You cleared your throat, smiling back.

“Taking care of my friend. What else?”

He hummed softly, sitting up properly.

His room was cozy, the two of you on a small rug placed in front of his bed (nearly taken over with his plushies), his walls plastered with posters and adorned with shelves of manga and trinkets.

You both fell into comfortable silence, his gaze boring into yours.

“What is it, Kai?” you asked quietly, your breath hitching as he slowly moved closer to you on the rug.

He stayed silent, his hand reaching out to cup your face as he caressed it delicately, almost reverently.

“You’re so beautiful, Y/N. I like you—no, I love you. I’ve always known I had. Since I saw you, y’know? When you first talked to me…I…I was elated.” He laughed shyly.

A soft, “Oh” left your lips at his words.

Your mind scrambled to catch up to the overload of information, your face flushing as it finally did.

“I like you too, Kai. A lot.”

He grinned widely and tilted his head slightly.

“Really? Gosh. Can I kiss you?”

You nodded, and before you could register anything else, you felt a soft pair of lips on your own, gently kissing you.

Is this what heaven feels like?

You sighed softly against his lips, his hand moving to rest behind your head as you sat back against the frame of his bed, his nose tickling your cheek slightly as he gently coaxed your mouth open, deepening the kiss.

You whimpered softly, your hands weakly clutching at the fabric of his shirt. He pulled away reluctantly, the both of you panting softly.

You suddenly felt small under his gaze, his usually warm eyes darkening with something deeper.

“Y/N, please. I know this is fast but—but, I need you. So badly. Please? I’ll make you feel so, so, so good. You’ll love it.”

You nodded hastily. After all, who were you to turn down such an opportunity?

He immediately crashed his lips onto yours again, trailing kisses down your jaw to your neck, leaving small marks behind. He smiled in satisfaction as he pulled away to admire the hickeys blooming on your skin.

“Can I touch you?” he whispered quietly.

You nodded quickly, urging him to do so.

He sighed softly, reaching up to knead your breast.

“So pretty. Always so nice to me.”

His hands trailed down to the waistband of your sweats, his eyes flitting up at you as if asking for permission.

You nodded with a small smile.

“Please, Kai. I trust you.”

He nodded, gently tugging at your sweats, groaning quietly at the sight of you in just a loose shirt and panties.

“Oh gosh, Y/N. I… can I remove your shirt too?”

You grinned slightly, stifling a giggle.

“I said I trust you. Don’t worry, okay?”

His face flushed with embarrassment as he made quick work of removing your shirt as well as his own clothes, leaving both of you clad in your undergarments.

“You’re so beautiful, Kai.”

He laughed softly.

“Beautiful? Not handsome? Maybe even sexy? Or hot?”

You smiled slightly.

“You know what I mean. You are, but you’re so beautiful too. You look like an angel.”

His face softened, and he leaned forward to press a chaste kiss to your forehead.

“Oh… you too.”

He shyly helped you up onto the bed, adjusting the pillow under your head.

“Are you sure you want this?” he asked softly. “I don’t want you to feel forced or anything! Just wanna make sure you want this as much as I do.”

You met his worried gaze, smiling softly as you interlocked your fingers with his.

“I’m sure.”

With that, he carefully removed your panties, groaning at the sight of your weeping core.

“F-fuck… so wet. All for me, right?” He pressed his thumb to your clit, circling it gently.

You nodded quickly, your head falling back against the pillow as your mouth fell open in a silent moan.

His eyes drank in your every expression, practically feeding on them.

He pulled his hand away, leaving you aching for more before freeing his aching length, which you hadn’t noticed he’d been subtly hiding.

Huge was an understatement.

You swallowed nervously, your voice meek.

“Kai. Um, I honestly don’t think it’ll… er, y’know… fit.”

He frowned.

“Then I’ll make it fit. No biggie!”

Before you could respond, he slammed into you with one hard thrust.

You let out a high whine, tears pricking at your eyes from the stretch.

As the pain subsided and pleasure took over, you were left dumb on his length.

“H-hnng… Kai!”

He smiled softly, brows furrowed in pleasure as he started peppering kisses all over your body.

“Shh, you’re fine. Just wanna make you feel good, ‘kay?” He grunted between thrusts, slowly rocking his hips into you.

He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his arms wrapping around you.

“Love you so much, Y/N. More than you can imagine.”

You whimpered softly, weak legs wrapping around his waist as your arms looped around his neck.

When did you get so sentimental? His sweet words, the way he so carefully made love to you—maybe it was just him.

“I love you too, Kai. I-I’m close!”

His breath hitched slightly as he increased the pace of his thrusts, one hand reaching down to rub at your clit.

“C’mon, angel. Let go for me. I’m s-so close too.”

You stiffened up and shuddered, crying out softly as you came on his length.

He hastily pulled out after a short while, whimpering as he quickly pumped himself, emptying onto your stomach.

With a satisfied sigh, he fell forward onto you, laughing as you groaned weakly in protest.

He pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder, humming contently.

“I love you, my angel.”