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@agcntwarren​

Penny stirred beside Alex with a sleepy groan. Her head was on his chest, and the morning sky was slowly peaking through the blinds. The covers were pulled tight around their shoulders and Penny hugged herself tighter to him. Looking up at him, she smiled. Usually, Penny was gone before the sun, but she was comfortable with Alex. Straightening up to press a kiss to his cheek. “Morning, sunshine,” she greeted before rested her head onto his chest again. Penny never really curled up like this unless she felt comfortable with. “How’d you sleep?” she asked, fingers drawing lazy circles on his skin.

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poppy & willow

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

“Someone I care about really seems to do the trick. A good hug, a warm bath, or even just the company of someone I trust. It’s all things that seem to calm me down when things get rough.”

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

“I cry--a lot. I just find it easier to let it all out instead of keeping it inside, but I don’t want anyone to see me cry. So, I find it easier to handle things alone--which is a terrible thing. I don’t know why I hate for people to see my cry, but I can’t stand it.”

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.agcntwarren​:

“Oh, but that’s what makes it so much more fun. Knowing you should be on your best behavior,” she said, her hand still working over him as she did. His lips barely brushed against hers at his reassurance before easing back down on her knees. As her lips wrapped around him again, she moaned around him with her eyes still locked on his blue ones. Hands creating any friction where she couldn’t reach with her mouth. Cheeks hollowed as she indulged on how beautiful be looked. At her okay, he reached for his phone and snapped a picture she hoped he could use when she wasn’t around. “You’re too good to me you know,” she said, standing and locked her lips with his for a moment. “I wish you could see my view when I’m on my knees for you. You,” she breathed out, pulling back. “God, you’re just--” she couldn’t find the words since her attention was pulled away while lips attacked every inch of her skin and he quickly and easily had her back on the counter. Eyes fluttered shut as her head fell back. “You have no idea what you do to me.” Sitting back up so her eyes could met his. His mouth was pressed to hers and his member rubbed teasingly against her walls. “P-Please,” she begged. “The more you tease me, the more I beg. And I’ll always beg for you. But, please, I need you. I need you now.” Lips met his in a lust filled kiss as he slowly pushed into her. Nothing could ever compare to the feeling of each time he fucked her. God, she loved it. “Alex,” she breathed out, fingernails digging into his shoulders before kissing him again. She took his bottom lip between her teeth, brown eyes almost never leaving his blue ones.

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Penny: for you? always

Penny: want me to pick a few things up for breakfast in the morning?

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Bellamy: are you free tonight?

Bellamy: could use a distraction...

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thomas-miller·:

Thomas laughed loudly as she mentioned ballet shoes, the thought of it being so ridiculous that it took him a second to compose himself again. He then shrugged nonchalantly and smiled. “Piano looks really complicated but it’s not that difficult to pick up as long as you have good hand coordination, but that comes with practice. I think you’d be pretty good at it, actually,” he said as he took a drink and then listened to her talk about her hometown with interest. “It sounds awesome. I’ll definitely have to go there sometime,” he replied with a smile, before she asked him the same question. “I’m from northern Ireland originally, then I moved to Philadelphia when I was 5 and lived there until I came here,” he told her. 

Penny giggled too. Thomas had a contagious laugh, and she was really growing to like him. She knew it’d be a funny sight--especially to the six year olds she taught once a week. They’d love it. “Maybe you could give me some lessons and in return I’ll give you some ballet lessons,” she suggested. “Or I’ll bring you coffee as payment. Not sure I’d be good at it so I’ll take your word for it.” Her eyebrows raised in surprise as he said he was from Northern Ireland. “What brought you here?” she wondered. “Guessing the States is mostly all you know then?”

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THE ALADDIN TRAILER CAME OUT AND SHE TRULY IS THE PRETTIEST

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agcntwarren​:

His taste was addictive and she couldn’t get enough. when he kissed her. She sighed, head falling back while fingertips brushed delicately over her chest. His touch constantly left her begging for me and she loved the feeling of his skin against hers. “There’s a reason I wear dresses so often when I see you. No silly buttons or zippers for you to for you. You should tease me in public more often.” She leaned in closer to him, her breath against his neck. “You okay?” she asked, meeting his eyes when she heard him gulp. As she sat on her knees for him, her eyes rarely left his face. She hollowed her cheeks around him. Penny would stay down here to worship him all day if he’d let her. She loved the way he felt in her mouth, and she moaned around him as he said her name. Every noise he made just turn her on more. The hands in her hair sent shivers down her spine and encouraged her on. She took as much of him in his mouth as she could. Humming around him, her hand made up for what her mouth couldn’t reach. Pulling away, her hand still working over his shaft. She wiped her bottom lip with her thumb on her free hand while staring at his blue eyes. “Don’t be afraid to take pictures you have my permission.” Her lips pressed gently to the tip of his cock. Penny took him back in his mouth again and used to her tongue against all the sensitive parts of him.  “I don’t want you to cum yet,” she said after pulling back from him again. She stood back up, presses kisses against his skin as she stood. “I need you,” she begged, pushing her hips against his and leaning her forehead against his. “I need you inside me, please, Alex.”

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jamesselroy·:

“And I’ll still always be here when you need it.” James said softly, once more reaching out to give her hand a squeeze. “I might not remember a lot about us but that day I ran into you again, I knew you were important to me. Nothing will ever change that.” Even though now things were different between them, she would always be one of those people that held a special place in James’ heart. One of those people who meant so much to him.  “I’m really glad your back in my life as well. I feel like a lot of exes would have been like, yeah no, not happening.” He laughed a little. “So it means a lot that you still want to be friends with me.”

He paused, eyes moving over to the pictures once more. As much as he wanted to, James knew that there was no used to dwell on the person he used to be, who ever the hell that was. All he could do was keep moving forward, to make a life for himself now despite what he had been dealt. “Do you still have that camera?” James asked after a few seconds, waving a hand at the pictures. “If you do, I feel like whenever we hangout, you should bring it with you. That way we can keep taking pictures and I can remember all the stuff we did.” A smile tugged at his lips. “Like bubbles in the fountain, I wouldn’t be opposed to doing that again so I can try and remember it.” He laughed, leaning back against the couch some, his eyes a bit more warmer and brighter than they had been minutes ago.

“I really can’t explain how much that means to me. When I headed down that path, I felt like I didn’t have anyone to turn to.” She glanced down at her hands before smiling up at him. “I really wish I had been there more for you. It wasn’t like we left things badly, and I do regret not being around,” she admitted. “You’re important to me. Always have been.” Penny turned a photo over in her hands of James. It was another one of him smiling, and he just seemed genuinely happy. “It sort of gives us a chance to start fresh. We were friends before and I figured we could do it again.”

She handed the one in her hand over to him. It was her favorite one. She was proud of who had become and all the things he had overcome to get here. He might not have his memory, but he was still the James she had loved and cared so much for. “I can probably dig it up. I think I know where it is.” Penny cracked a smile at his suggestion about the fountain. “I’ll never say no to doing that again. It was fun the first time so I know it’ll be fun again.”

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agcntwarren·:

There had been plenty of times Alex or Penny’s neighbors had banged on the wall when they got too loud, but it only encouraged Penny to be even louder. Every muscle in her body seemed to tighten around his fingers as his fingers moved into sync with her orgasm. She didn’t stop calling out his name until her high subsided and his fingers had slowed. Lips pressed gently to her clit before moving over her thighs. As he licked his fingers clean, she let out a whine at the sight of him. God, it was so hot when he did that. “We’ve got tomorrow morning, too,” she said before his lips pressed to hers. Her hands were on either side of his face and his hips pressed against hers. Moaning against his lips at the feeling of his hard member pressing against her. “Little bit of both, but mostly the aftermath. Still, it’s fun to tease you.” She hopped off the counter for a moment to let her dress hit the floor. Hands ran over his torso while her lips peppered kisses over his neck and his collarbone. Her hands moved down to finish undoing his belt and pushing his pants off finally. “You’re beautiful, you know,” she whispered against his lips. “Every inch of you,” she said, hands running back down his torso as she eased down onto her knees in front of him. “I could stare at you all day.” Lips kissed down his torso before pressing one to the tip of his cock. She moved down his thighs before coming back up to draw a line with her tongue teasingly up his shaft. Penny’s eyes almost never left his She wanted to keep teasing him. Taking him into her hand, she jacked him off, her thumb running over his tip slowly each time she came to the top. She eventually took him into her mouth and let her tongue to the work. Penny cupped his balls with her free hand. Her tongue swirling around the tip teasingly as she stared up at him to watch every little facial expression. 

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jamesselroy·:

James gave her a soft smile.·“Maybe if I could keep one of me and then one of us? That way I have something to tie back to my past.” And even though they were no longer thing, they had been at one point. It had been a part of James’ history, she had been an important part of his life, and he wanted some kind of memory from that. Even if it was simply just a photo. Words couldn’t even begin to describe how grateful he was that she had came back into his life, that Penny was willing to be so open about their past relationship, and showing him pictures from their time together.

He felt his brow furrow some as she began to speak. James wasn’t exactly sure what he had been expecting her to tell him but this wasn’t even remotely what he thought. She seemed to have her life so put together, to think that she had went through something like that. Had he been there to support her through? Did he do enough in the past to help her when she might have needed him. He was quite for a moment before he reached out, gently taking her hand into his.·“Thank you for telling me. That couldn’t have been easy and I hope that I was there to help you in any way that you needed me to.” He smiled a little.·“And I want you to know that I’m so proud of you. That you got the help you needed, that you have been sober for five years. I couldn’t imagine how hard that must have been for you.” James spoke so gently as he looked at Penny.·“And I want you to know that I’m still here for you. If you ever need me. Or if- your mind ever goes to the place again, you can call me any time of the day. Even if its the middle of the night.” Wanting Penny to know that despite their past and break up, that he would still be there for her no matter what.

“Of course. Take whichever ones you want. As many as you want.” She searched through the photos for a specific one she took of James. Penny remembered how happy·he looked in the photo, but she couldn’t remembered why he was so happy that day. James had made her so happy, and he was back in herlife. She was thankful for him every day, and he was still making her smile after all this time. He had always been important to her from the time they met.

Penny stared down at her hands as she remember what had happened all those years ago. She wanted to cry, but Penny didn’t do that in front of people. Even James, when they were together, had only seen her cry maybe·twice.·“You were. I hated to drive after it because I was scared to. So, you helped with getting me to meetings. I mean, you were there when I got the big 1 year chip,” she said, referring to the picture.·“You were always there when I needed you. Always.” He took her hand, and Penny gave it a squeeze in return.·“I really appreciate you, and I’ll remember that. I’m glad to have you back in my life.”

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MINDFUL + 7, 8, 20, 27

7. If you had the chance for a ‘do-over’ in life, what would you do differently?

“I would have gotten help for my injury much earlier instead of dancing on it because I was scared of missing summer auditions. I never would have turned to--something else to fix myself.”

8. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go and why?

"Varanasi. It’s in India and it’s the religious center for Hinduism. Eventually, I want to go to all the seven sacred cities, but Varanasi is the holiest. I think it’d be a great place for a spiritual journey and to reconnect with some things in my life.”

20. What would you do if you knew that you couldn’t fail?

“I’d learn to play an instrument. I’ve always wanted to be able to play something. I’ve always liked piano, but it’s always looked so hard.”

27. What is a lesson that you’ve learned the hard way?

“Don’t be afraid to ask for help.”

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MINDFUL + 15, 23 & 33

15. Whom have you connected with recently?

“Thomas or Berry. Berry just seems like a kind soul and we had a lot of fun last time I hung out with her. Thomas’s energy just seems to match mine, and I really enjoy his company.” @thomas-miller @berryxboyd​

23. If you could be an animal, which would you choose and why?

“A cat. They get to sleep all day, eat all day, and take baths and no one bothers them. Cats just seem independent, too. They’re always living their best life it seems.”

33. Do you believe in giving second chances?

“It depends, really. Some things are unforgivable, and there’s no turning back from it. Still, I do think some people deserve second chances. People make mistakes, and I really think that some people have no mal intent when they make those mistakes.

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agcntwarren​:

He always took his time with her, and maybe that was what constantly left her craving more of him. Penny’s skin felt on fire each time his fingertips brushed over it. The feeling of his tongue paying special attention to her clit and his fingers inside of her was driving her crazy. Sweat was beading on her forehead and her black hair stuck to it. As a second finger pressed into her, she gasped and let her head fall back for a moment. The pressure on her clit increased and she swore under her breath again. “But I love seeing you worked up in public. Feeling you get hard under your jeans and knowing there isn’t much you can do about it.” She was breathing faster and she felt a pit growing in her stomach. Penny cried out his name the moment his thumb pressed to already sensitive clit. She met the agent’s blue eyes that looked up at from between her legs. He always knew how to pull the perfect reaction from her and just the work of his tongue was enough to drive her crazy. Be a good girl and come for me. His words rang through her head as she was overcome with pleasure. “Alex, oh my god!” Her hands gripping at his hair, toes curling, and her head falling back. Her hips coming off the counter, and she didn’t hesitate to hold back any moans or sounds coming from her mouth. Her eyes met his again while her orgasm slowly begin to subside. “That mouth of yours,” A smile graced her lips as her fingers continued running through his hair as she came back down. “Come here and kiss me.”

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jamesselroy·:

“I promise, it’s not doing any harm.” James reassured Penny with a gentle smile, moving to curl his legs under himself some as they sat there. “It’s pieces of my past- me and you, I like seeing the pictures, hearing stories about things, about us.” Always hoping that it would spark something, that there would be a picture or story that would awake some memory that he had forgotten. Always wanting to grasp at anything about his past and who he used to be. He took the photo that was handed to him, looking down at himself in the driver seat of a car. So he used to drive. It was such a small detail, something that most people wouldn’t think twice about, the fact that they drove but it was something else that he simply didn’t remembering. Driving. But apparently he had done it pre injury.

He couldn’t help but laugh as he looked up from the picture as she told him about the adventures they got up to. “For some reason, putting soap into a fountain sounds like a very us thing to have done.” James grinned, having heard stories about how he had been a bit more outgoing and adventurous before everything had happened. He looked back down at the picture, brow furrowing some as Penny spoke once more. “One year sober chip?” A slight tilt of his head as he looked over at her. There was so much about Penny that he didn’t know, that he had known at one time but couldn’t recall now. And whatever she meant by sober chip, well, it was completely lost on James. 

“Good. I just--I have to ask because that would be the last thing I wanted.” She smiled, happy to share her old memories with him. Penny hoped it’d spark something in his brain, but, if it didn’t, she could at least leave him with some old memories. “Also, if any of these photos of you you want to keep, please do. You are more than welcome to.” James had been the first person Penny could open up to that wasn’t her mother, and it still felt that way now. She could always trust him whether he remembered what they shared or not.

Penny giggled, remembering how she had tried to pull James into the soapy fountain that night. “I uh,” she said, her smile faltering. “I’m an addict. I had a bad injury a few years ago, and I refused to take time off from dancing. I was at the peak of my career, and I had summer auditions coming up. I started taking pain pills, and I couldn’t stop. Got in a nasty car wreck because i was too high to function.” She’d told the story to him once before, and it felt easier telling him again. Penny hadn’t talked about it to anyone outside of AA in years. “So I got a chip from AA for being sober. I’m going on five years now. They look like coins.

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berryxboyd·:

“I’m absolutely sure I look like a crab right now,”Berry called through her laughter, bending her knees deeper and sinking furtherto appear more crab-like. Her feet followed Penny’s directions, pointingout a little, honestly trying to look professional until Penny explodedinto another round of giggles, setting Berry off as well. “Pretty Penny! That’snot very supportive!” She laughed, jumping out of the crab stance and flickingher dark curls over her shoulder, “are you sure you’re not just saying that? Showme how you would do it.”

“Stop it! You look fine!” Berry’s laughter was always contagious and Penny couldn’t help but laugh along with her every time. The wine was buzzing through her system as she tried showing her friend. “I’m trying to be supportive! I swear!” Picking her wine off the table, she took another sip before pushing her hair back behind her ears. “Berry, you know there isn’t a lot of ass shaking in ballet. Mine’s a little rough.” She mimicked the moves she showed Berry and ended up feeling silly herself. “How do I look?” she asked, struggling to hold back her own laughter.

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joexbarnes·:

“I’m pretty sure I’m never going to date, let alone get married, at this rate. I peaked in high school and not because I was the quarterback.” Considering he had been on the drumline, he was basically a nerd. Everybody thought it was cool during games, not so much after the fact. “Yes, I know, but I wasn’t exactly trying to do that, it just happened,” he shook his head, “I haven’t dated since I realized and I haven’t told that many people. Just fear.”

“No. Don’t say that. I don’t think that’s true. You’re still young and there’s a lot left for you out there.” She hated seeing her friend upset, and she frowned as he went on. She knew how high schoolers felt about kids in the band. Even at her school, the band kids were picked on. “Of course not.” She pushed the box of donuts towards him since sugary balls of dough had to cure everything, right? “That’s fair, and you may always be a little scared. At the end of the day, if someone doesn’t want anything to do with you because of that then they were never meant to be with you in the first place.”

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agcntwarren·:

He always knew exactly how to pick up on the cues her body gave him. Her words encouraged him along, but Alex still always seemed to know what to do. His tongue moved faster and Penny’s cried out with her head falling back. Penny’s hands brushed his hair back again so she could see how beautiful he looked between her legs. He only pulled away briefly to pull his shirt off, but even the second of lost contact had Penny whining for his touch again. Hands slid under her thighs to rest her legs on his strong shoulders. “Maybe you should take a picture. I won’t be mad if you do,” she said breathlessly. Eyes met his briefly before his head disappeared between her legs again. His hand traveled up her body, and Penny wished she could have her hands pressed to his skin instead. Her mind drifted for a moment as she thought about how pretty he would look underneath her when she had her turn with him. She was brought back when his hands brushed her chest again and another finger teased her entrance. “Fuck, Alex!” she moaned, hips lifting off the counter again in desperation for more. “That’s the goal. I might have to tease you more often if this is what I get in return.” His finger pressed into her entrance, and she swore under her breath again. “If you keep that up--” she had to pause. She was in a haze of undeniable pleasure, and she still wanted more. “If you keep that up, I won’t last much longer. P-Please--” Her legs wrapping around his back and pulling him towards her again. “Faster,” she begged, her hand coming up to run over the breast that he wasn’t occupied with. “God, I never want you to stop.”