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dress-up PEN✨

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Would be a shame if anything happened to that

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The fine line between wanting to eat fried chicken and be fried chicken...... Pen is walking it wrestling in the sun covered in oil like that.

sometimes you are what you eat. i bet the sandrockers were eyeing him up when the food shortage scare happened. seeing him as a walking fried chicken.

tbh, if i saw a chicken as big as pen, i'd be intimidated. those thighs alone...

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You tone was not harsh, it was fine. I was just worrying about my tone for days and when you posted that last post about the situation I decided to inform you. Also I have no horse in this race really, I learned about it from you and that is why when I saw there was an update I send you a message. But I'm glad it's cleared up now. I think you seem like a very thoughtful person and I enjoy following you. Also, Pen is awesome :)

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thank you, that's very kind.

you and me, shaking hands as we worry over our tone on the internet. but honestly? it's that kind of worrying and communication that makes me smile. compassion like what you've shown me is what's important in life, imo.

hearing that, though, it's all the more important why i removed myself from posting here with it. if i can't get all accounts of it, then i shouldn't post some. it's not fair. especially for folks who don't know what's up, or know very little (like me) but this blog is serving as a hub for info for them on it. i don't want to be the person spreading misinformation because i can't keep up with things. :/

thanks again for your intentions both before and now. i'm very grateful you think so. from what i've gotten to know about you, i think you're incredibly thoughtful, too. it's folks like you that make engaging in anything totally worth it. you are lovely.

and yes... PEN IS AWESOME! ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ᕤ

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Pen and the builder oil wrestling and he squeezes them too hard and shoots them out of the ring on accident because they are way to slippery.

WHEEZING-- DSFGDHFHGJ honestly, no wonder fang set up shop by the ring. this is probably a reoccurring problem. he hears the builder scream and crash and just SIGHS and gets his medical equipment. and probably a blanket to pick them up in.

tbh, pen is brave to oil up in that intense sun and heat. but knowing him it's probably training of some kind (it's not, it's just for the lols).

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come to think of it, pen would be such a fan of turkish oil wrestling i think.

i feel like pen would be a fan of ANY wrestling. whether it's performative or straight to business, haha.

but man, anything that lets his muscle glisten... probably his favorite.

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I'm still disappointed we never got to mud wrestle pen.... ):

Same. He'd drown us in mud but I think that would have been great.

Additionally, I'm amused at the thought of him being so into mud wrestling and then, once it's over, him furious scrubbing his armor and outfit clean for hours.

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Hi, I think I might have been the one to draw you in with the ask about the doc. Just wanted to clear up that I meant very little with it besides giving you a heads up about a development with something you reblogged to hear all side and wanted to make sure you saw the reply. That's all I mean. As for staying neutral, I get it and I support it 100%. No need to answer this out in the open, just wanted to let you know. I wasn't setting a trap or anything. I'm just shit at setting the right tone sometimes. I hope everyone involved is able to move on and find some peace.

i'm deciding to post this because i do genuinely believe you meant well and mean well. i privated the original ask of you informing me, so i have it still. i didn't like that i felt that it could have been potentially trapping, which sat with me ever since i answered it. so i reflected why i felt that way. especially when, as i described, i had so little involvement. i think that's just the curse of stuff like this that happens in communities. it's easy to focus on the negative, even if logically you know someone means well.

i appreciate you messaging me. i'm sorry if my tone was harsh. i take full accountability for that. hearing you explain your thought process now pretty much is similar to the conclusion i came to, too.

tbh, i've gotten way more positive and silly anons than i have negative ones. usually i just delete the negative ones to not give them a platform. so i think i knew you didn't mean harm but my brain just didn't catch up fully in processing it. otherwise, i would have either sat on the ask or deleted it. so i think i subconsciously knew but my instinct was to stay guarded while tackling the topic objectively - since that's stuff i'm trained to do and it has been a struggle to unlearn the 'guarded' part.

i've been told i sound indifferent a lot of the time. whether it's text tone or irl. i don't mean anything by it and there is a whole ass explanation for it. so again, i'm sorry if i was harsh at all in tone or commentary. yours was fine. i think a contributing factor was just that i had deleted some anon hate right before your message came in and it sent off 'trap' alarms and my wires got crossed with *motions to above*. i wanted to take replying seriously and be objective, but i also know how i can sound regardless if it's accurate or not to how i feel. so it wasn't you, don't worry.

you're completely fine. i respect and i appreciate you informing me, just like i respect and appreciate you sending this. you're very kind, anon. thank you for communicating with me. i share the same sentiment in hoping everyone can move on and find peace. everyone deserves to.

big virutal hug. thank you. <3

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Just remember, you can get married and fight your spouse thanks you Pen's Marriage mod!

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The real reason I beat Pen was solely because I listened to Cooper popping off every time the opportunity arose.

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i'm lucky if i manage to login here once a week between juggling everything else. i've been trying to login these last few days to keep up with all the voices speaking about this situation in the community. i don't know anyone involved well at all, i can't tell you someone's favorite color. but nonetheless, it's important that everyone is heard.

that's part of the reason i made this blog. because i really like pen and i saw a few others did too. when all this stuff began happening, i thought it could be right to reblog all parties involved speaking. unfortunately, i can't do that. so what i'm going to do instead is just remove the few i have and resume posting pen stuff.

i don't personally have stakes in this and after reading things in full, from the doc to how people are responding to it and all that-- i think this situation is a two-way street still. i can't blame people for defending their friends, being sick of harassment and all that. how it is handled is what matters and there has been good and bad from both parties. but then, i also know a bare minimum it feels.

i think in the end, everyone just wants to have a safe community to enjoy. i know i do. i was never sure what to expect when i came here, liking a character the majority didn't. so i'm grateful plenty of folks have been really great outweigh the anons i've received. for folks who follow or check in here for pen stuff, that's what i'll focus on and seems fair. i can only be objective and neutral because i'm not involved, and while ideally it might be nice to lend everyone involved a voice - i can't keep up with it. and i wouldn't feel right if it's just some and not others, either. i've been reading everything i can and feel lost on a chunk of things just due to a lack of context.

to avoid becoming the majority of my family, i'm going to not talk about something when i don't have the context. i don't want to hurt people through ignorance or have that ignorance weaponized either. not that i think my little corner here carries that weight at all, lmao. i like it being a little nook here on tumblr.

i don't mind if someone wants to talk privately. i don't really have much to offer on the subject of all this? but i'd rather like, foster good will and what not and listen.

i hope everyone involved is doing okay. just remember to love yourselves as much as pen loves himself. :)

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Glad to hear you are managing okay!

I've been doing alright, moved to my own place on the other side of my country and I've been exploring the new area. Lots a farmland, but perfect for long walks with my dog. Not much else going on here though, luckily I like the quiet.

Thank you. ^^

That's a big deal!! Congrats on the move and it being your own place. Honestly, it sounds lovely as heck. I grew up in rural farmland, it's honestly my preference. Even if getting supplies, like food or stuff can be a trip. The time spent out walking and enjoying the quiet makes up for it, though. I'm sure lots of people are proud of you, because I'm one of them. Amazing job, Anon! It all sounds so lovely. :)

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Oh hey! Been a while since I've see you on my dash. How have you been? :)

The ups and downs of life, but I'm managing okay. :)

How are you, Anon? ^^ Any adventures in game or IRL to report?

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Side note: I hate that I keep getting thrown onto For You and not Following :')

Alright, back to lurk mode.

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You know those huge metal 360 swings where you go all the way around? I image Pen would like a swing like that.

He'd call it something like velocity training or some shit, lmfao. Go fast or go home, Skinny Arms.

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Pen has ruined any word with the letters p,e and n in it for me. Was talking to a friend and she mentioned the saying "the pendulum swings" regarding how things go from one extreme to the other all the time and all I could picture was Pen in a swing, having a blast. Weee~

Pen is always happy to be in your thoughts.

Side note: Pen would ABSOLUTELY destroy that swing because he would do the jump challenge. If he doesn't fling himself off, I bet he's going up and over the bar.

Thank you for the great imagery.