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AND, I BEG YOUR PรRDON?
10/5/05
How can you be literally the stupidest guy in the planet. Typical air sign, so fucking indecisive and irresponsible. And who is this fucking shady puta anyway? I don't know how long you've known this bitch for. I don't honestly care. She doesn't compare to me!!!!!! You had me - Venus De Milo on a plate. A meal ready for you a platter, waiting for you all this time, and you decide fucking tear me up like this? The fact is I opened my fucking heart and soul up to you. And you just seem to brush me off like some kind of "sad girl who dumps all her emotions of others". I know you have said I'm so annoying behind my back. I know you think I'm a pick me girl (which I'm not afraid to admit). I think you secretly fucking hate me and it is so fucking obvious. Well in all honestly. I fucking hate you too. You don't reciprocate to me at all. And you have ignored me all this time even though I'm a fucking catch. I am the fucking best in bed. And you just ignore me because I'm annoying and a pick me? Without even telling it to my face? You also secretly despise me when I'm generous to you because you think it's creepy? Just cos I do these things doesn't mean I want a relationship. You need to fix your mentality, you fucking joke of a human. How can someone be so cowardly and fucked up. That is 12 year old girl shit. If I wanted surround myself with fake people, I will buy the first ticket to Madame Tassauds.
I might even ask you to buy me a ticket, since you constantly deny your secret middle class background. I am disgusted. Why do you make me feel so small and powerless by doing nothing? It is fucked. What have you fucking done? I went from wanting to run with you through a field of gold, to fucking slamming your head against a concrete ground and tearing your hair out of your head. What have you fucking done? You haven't done anything, but what have you fucking done?
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29/04/25
and i'm never going to be her.
i'm never going to be an awkward dance
the set of two left feet she has
i'm never going to wear her smile
or thread idiosyncrasies for style
i'm never going to have her eyes
that could ever fake the dream surprise
i'm never going to have her hair
so natural bent, a beautiful tear
i'm never going to have her heart
so robust and quite sincere
for i'm the broken woman tarred
from brushes dipped in modern fear.
i'm never going to be like her
no matter how hard i try.
so go ahead and be with her
while i wither, left to die.
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