permanentlydepressedd · 9 months ago
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Guess who's back 🤣 I need a place where I can just vent about anything.
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permanentlydepressedd · 2 years ago
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permanentlydepressedd · 2 years ago
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permanentlydepressedd · 2 years ago
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I fucking hate people.
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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This triggered me and I didn't expect it to either.
I'm not OD, I'm genuinely ill as fuck, have been struggling to breathe for days now and I'm getting fed up not being able to do the simplest household tasks without getting so breathless. Hopefully start to get better soon... otherwise I'm going back to ED.
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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Amen.. been a few years since I was in a relationship.
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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I knew it wouldn't be long until she fell pregnant...
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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It's crazy how a dream can make you feel...
I somehow tracked down my ex after years had passed and went to her workplace, she had no idea it was me 😅 she had changed so much but her voice was how I remembered it 🥰 I tried to get her to make a specific beat to hopefully trigger her memory that it was me 🤣 "bz bz bz".
But when she found out it was me, best feeling ever, I literally cried out "I have missed you so much!" and hugged her so tight.
Then I woke up 😔🤣
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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Seriously! Why fucking tell me to bring my stereo if you tell me to turn it down. Its a fucking wedding not a book club. So fucking uptight.
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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This all makes sense now... why she moved in and got married so quickly. It's because he's a narcissist. Reading up about this and it's already ticking boxes, she's already isolating from her friends. I can imagine him getting angry with not getting his way, I'm worried about her. Hence why she is taking so long to tell me if she can go to my sisters wedding... she keeps asking me the dates again, is she deleting her messages because he checks her phone? Fuck knows, but I don't like him in the slightest and if he is a narcissist then he can fuck off and get help rather than bring her down and believing his bullshit lies. I want her to divorce and get the fuck away from him for good... but I can't say shit to her because she will think I'm being stupid etc. Her sister can see problems happening already, the little things. She's upset as she hardly sees or hears from her. I want her out of his place.. I don't want her to become pregnant because then he will use the child against her to make her stay. I just hope she can come to the wedding, I need to get her to open up to me about this relationship... I want to help her. I miss her so much.
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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I've lost my best friend. I've lost my attraction towards her. I never see or talk to her anymore. All because of her husband...
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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Well, she got married yesterday. Oh well, all the best to you two because you have moved way to fast, moved in together then got engaged and now all of a sudden you're married. What's next, a child on the way? Wouldn't surprise me haha 😆
Meh, whoever I take a liking to they're not gay. Why do I pick the wrong ones! 😐
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permanentlydepressedd · 3 years ago
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Ayeeeee
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