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persimmonbread · 3 months ago

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honestly? being in a void between hyperfixations is such a weird feeling, like I can feel my brain searching for something to grab onto but nothing seems good enough so I just sit there and wait for some random obsession to hit me out of nowhere so my brain won’t feel like a dry sponge anymore

#rb tag #i genuinely and completely seriously feel incomplete without a fixation. i feel like a shell of myself.#i can't express unabashed joy and endlessly consume the beautiful works other people have put out — fanfic or visual art or anything else #and i can't produce any of my own. it's like scooping handfuls of dry powder without closing the gaps.#i want to hold it. i want to keep it. i want to build a sandcastle. but nothing. it drains.#... anyway i'm kind of halfway between this and not this at the moment. it's a little maddening. i feel the sparks but it won't ignite.#but i just gotta ride it out. my brain will stick to something. gotta keep truckin'.#i'm okay btw! not a vent just amazing to me this is a universal feeling. glad we aren't alone out there lol

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persimmonbread · 3 months ago

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oh arthur

#rb tag #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #oh my GOD we need a thing where folks just draw their specific arthur because #the love i feel for him is. embarassing frankly #i have heartache. i am experiencing heartburn #op i love your boy!!! your sweetheart!!!! i love him!!!!#i also love just the framing and vibe of this honestly #feels almost like a photo taken with flash? but with western vibes.#the deer antlers.... sobs #his funky chaps/pants i'm gonna cry #arthur ily you arthur #this is madness i fear but i walk forward willingly <3 #i'm obsessed personally with always keeping my tamagotchi-chapter-2-pre-TB arthur at the 'perfect' weight.#and like. clean. but still camping outdoors. brushin' his horse and eating seasoned meat and all his cores full <3 #i'll draw him one day i swear #<- all of this is referring to a tag on the original post abt how this is specifically op's arthur btw.

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persimmonbread · 3 months ago

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a duet in a galaxy far, far away

#rb tag #the mandalorian #din djarin #grogu #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA—#listen to me #i #uh #okay no just listen. my heart. you have it. it floats in the air with the frogs and cannot be touched by gravity #a little!!! house!!! on the space-outskirts!!!#pond for frogs!!! sitting by the door and watching his baby play!!!#oh god when i think about them too long it makes my temples hurt #there's so much softness in this piece and i want to cry thank you <3

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persimmonbread · 3 months ago

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#rb tag #arcane #viktor arcane #jayce talis #the RICHNESS you paint with. oh my god.#like it feels so... full?? the textures??#i get this craving sometimes when i'm painting with gouache or something. a feeling that only painterly styles elicit yk?#also i'm obsessed with jayce's expression here. just the right amount of exaggeration...#between s2 jayce and arthur morgan and trial 3 kazui (plus like. two other cowboys) my type venn diagram is a circle i'm afraid...#long hair and Sad with a capital s. that's a vibe.#(sorry cooper bald is fine too)#and ofc how can we not mention how hard vik is killing it on that horse #the motion is so delicious. ugh. the SHAPES. the painting. wispy but tangible. incredible as always.#i love art so much

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persimmonbread · 3 months ago

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oh. when they said milgram trial three was going to be super hell... they meant it

#as a resident kazui enjoyer #but also a deep angst adorer #his new look JIVES with me #however #NOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH MY GOD #milgram #milgram project #shidou mappi and haruka fans i am SO SORRY #milgram spoilers

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persimmonbread · 4 months ago

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i've been unwell and offline so i binged the entire fallout show on a whim, and my personal silly little fallout s2 headcanon is that the ghoul (cooper) will start losing articles of his gunslinger get-up throughout the season.

bc as much as the outfit kicks ass (i LOVE a gunslinger! do not get it twisted!) imagine he ends up in just the really tarnished cowboy get-up from episode one if/when he starts defrosting a little. returning to humanity after so long playing a character yk? ( . _ .)

also pulling for janey cryotube survival. bc like. IMAGINE the cathartic angst. thank you that is all <3

#fallout show #fallout prime #cooper howard #the ghoul #it could also be cathartic angst if he finds out she lived like a long life in the good vault or whatever #but like. man. the worst ending would be if her vault got fucked up or something ;; if it ended up getting broken or attacked :(#i like tragic cowboys. arthur is a track record for me #sigh #i also think there's uh. a good chance he might die. just a feeling. don't wanna bet on it bc sad but i have a feeling.#fallout

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persimmonbread · 5 months ago

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#rb tag #oh sad fictional characters with Impossible Burdens and a warped sense of self...#oh sad fictional character who looks away from mirrors with an inherent disdain...#i wanna hug THEM though. i like the comfort part of hurt/comfort...#and heavy angst. but shhh.#this is arthur morgan. to me.#he needed sleep. rest. a VACATION.

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persimmonbread · 5 months ago

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Arthur being shit-his-pants scared of alligators is so fucking funny. The yoink Everglades guy is the only power that could perhaps best Arthur in a battle of wills

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #rb tag #i can't remember off the top of my head but i swear the only thing he fears are grizzlies and gators #like he's even scared of baby ones. which is fair i would be too #but i am not Arthur Morgan #he IS Arthur Morgan #i love that he kicks alligators before skinning them as if checking they're dead

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persimmonbread · 5 months ago

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