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ㅤ ㅤㅤ“berry dreams in shades of grey”ㅤㅤ

UNDER A SKY OF TEARS: A BOY'S TALE

ㅤA collection of stories, thoughts, and observations from my life. My name is Samuel Cassius R., though most people call me Sam—depending on their level of familiarity and my current mood. I'm a creature of many layers, a kaleidoscope of contradictions perhaps. Currently, I identify most strongly as an INTP a designation that feels both accurate and perpetually in flux. The analytical mind, the quiet observation, the logical deduction—these are elements I recognize in myself, yet I'm also aware of the unpredictable currents that flow beneath the surface.

ㅤBorn under the sign of Taurus in May, I possess a certain stubborn tenacity, a groundedness that anchors me amidst life's storms. If you're searching for a constant, a reliable thread in the tapestry of my being, look no further than my unwavering devotion to green tea. It's more than just a beverage; it's a ritual, a comfort, a silent companion in the moments of both quiet contemplation and chaotic exhilaration. If you wish to find me amidst the digital expanse, simply search for "green tea." It's a simple keyword.

My auditory palate dances between the discordant delights of nu-metal and the saccharine sweetness of K-Pop, traversing the sonic landscapes of alternative rock, pop punk, Indonesian, and the ubiquitous pop: BTS, Linkin Park, TXT, HYBE Artists, IVE, Mamamoo, DAY6, Mötley Crüe, Slipknot, Burgerkill, Baskara with all his groups (especially Hindia & .feast), A Rocket to The Moon, The Adams, Paul Anka, no na, etc.

I regret to inform you that my cinematic experience is rather limited. However, I offer you the following titles from my sparsely populated films, animes, and dramas: Vertigo (1958), Pride & Prejudice (2005), Life is Beautiful (1997), Titanic (1997), Perburuan (2019), Kadet 1947 (2021), Bungo Stray Dogs, Bleach, Fullmetal Alchemist, Hunter x Hunter, Kuroshitsuji, The Uncanny Counter, Hellbound, and all the dramas with Park Hyung-sik and Im Si-wan as main character.

To date I've devoured 31 tomes, spanning Personal Growth, Historical Fiction, Politics, and Life Itself. A few standouts unforgettable companions in my cerebral landscape, linger still: Laut Bercerita by Leila S. Chudori, Gerpolek by Tan Malaka, A Man Called Ove by Fredrik Backman, The Women in the Castle by Jessica Shattuck, and Jangan Membuat Masalah Kecil Jadi Masalah Besar by Richard Carlson.

ㅤFor my own safety and peace of mind, I avoid interacting with individuals who are openly and enthusiastically supportive of Mulyono and Prabowo, including those who voted for Candidate 02. This also extends to anyone visibly underage (-18). I won't engage with anyone actively spreading hate speech or prejudice against LGBTQ+ individuals, people of faith, or other marginalized. Similarly, I avoid those who are aggressively hostile towards my interests or viewpoints. And, I don't interact with people who demonstrably disregard the ongoing suffering of the Palestinian people in the humanitarian crisis.

Inked, Samuel Cassius R.

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