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If Only - Dove Cameron

Senior High School, 10th grade. It was that time when my class (10 IPS 3) got an english task which we have to create sum kind of mini theatre slash musical drama kinda thing and we ended up choosing Disney Descendants movie as our musical drama. Then we came up watching that movie over and over again due to learn all the dialogues, soundtracks etc. 

This song is such a.... i don’t know, cuz every time i listen to it i could just cry and miss that time when we all having fun in our 10th grade. My friend Nala and Roby are the main character at that time, Nala as Mal and Roby as Ben. I’m one of the dancers on the “Be Our Guest” scene. I was also the amateur sound designer there cuz i was the one who find and play aaalll of the soundtrack and backsound needs. Core memories. 

Ah, i remember something too. Since that day, i was sooooo attached to all my class mates. I do REALLY love them. Until that one time when one of my teacher said that our class will be randomized when we made it into our next grade which is 11th grade. MY HEART IS BREAKING INTO PIECES AT THAT TIME. When i’m home, i cried in the bathroom while telling the whole story and how i feel to one of my seniors and WHILE listening to this song lol attachment issues since day 1:))

But the funniest thing is when i keep crying crying and crying feeling worry knowing that i’m gonna get a new classmates everytime i level up my grade, my class was never randomized until the day that i graduate from senior high school HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i’m so happy to be with them everyday for the sake 3 years:”)

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pictures i've drawn

'original song by shadrina & timothyaaron'

Everything i hope has turn to ashes

And falls deep down in the ocean

Carried away by it's seen

And lost in my daydream

Everything i've known all this time has let me down and drown

Inside this white room and the pictures i've drawn, you're always inside

// Creeps between my pale skin as i shout and scream

As you sails into this ocean full of dead dreams

Lurking inside my head as i sleep on my empty bed

As i regret everything that i did

Everything i hope has gone away

Into a place no girl has ever stayed

Where are you now(?)

I need you here beside me

Staring at the stars in the sky has let me wondered why

Wish that i could turn back time and fix all those broken parts, please stay by my side

//

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dear heart, please stop

𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚊

When i first met you, we hate each other

We fight, we mock and never minded

We always argue, for the things that's not important

Until we never talk anymore

But now i realize how much you meant for me

i think i just fall in love(?)

Please, Stay

Cause that's all i need, and you're all i need

Cause you're the light to my darkest night

And you're the reason why i smile

When you look at me and without saying a words

Your eyes speaks to my soul and said that you're feeling it too

But suddenly i realized that i'm not the only one

Expecting too much is one way of hurting my self

The only thing that i can do to stay close to you

Is by being just your bestfriend

A simple bye can make us cry

A simple joke can make us laugh

A simple care can make us fall in love

Dear heart, please stop

Fall in love with the person i can't get