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talked myself out of an ipad for now but got a new computer, hopefully that’ll mallow me to be more motivated to write

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hii bestie!! i just wanted to send this message and sooo much love to you! obviously ive been seeing how much horrible shit is happening in america currently (when is there not shit happening tbh 😭) but i cant even imagine scary it must be to have that all happening. it's truly disgusting what has been happening! i really hope you, everyone close to you and anyone else is safe and okay! im sending sooo soo many hugs from over here!!

and if you ever need to talk/rant about anything im here for you! i might not know what its like and i might not be able to give good advice but i am here <3

i appreciate that so much!! it’s been so heavy lately and it’s like… what does the administration and ICE and all their supporters gain by tearing families apart? i don’t understand how so many people can be okay with it. idk, it’s a lot and it feels like a stupid thing to be happening. but regardless, i’m extremely lucky to live in such a small town that (i’m hoping, at least) ICE has gotten bored and left. but idk, im trying to like stay in a good space and try writing and reading but its just became a rut. anyways, it’s day by day. thank you for the love and support 🫶🫶

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thinking ab bellamy blake… no plots in mind, just bell. i’ve got most of a random bellamy fic done i could post, it needs an ending though

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all the passion of a theater kid without the talent

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UNCASUAL REMINDER!!!!!!!

if you’re MAGA, if you’re racist, if you’re homophobic, if you’re transphobic, if you’re not a feminist, if you’re not against deportation, if you’re against abortions, if you like the orange man, if you’re pro israel

BLOCK ME RIGHT NOW!!!!

didn’t think i’d have to say it again but ig i do!!

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and if I get deported I’d have to go back to my country’s small food portions and that’s enough reason to die if I’m being honest. And then there’s always the chance that my food will be drugged so, yeah. That’s a really big thing where I’m from.

the fact that this is a valid concern is yet another reason why these mass collections and deportations are wrong!

ICE is a federal agency and all federal agencies have an obligation (stated or otherwise) to serve the people. these actions as of late hurt the people. these actions violate and terrorize and abuse the people. ICE is an abomination. they have become the hand that this administration is using on our necks and it is disgusting. and ICE agents know that they are wrong considering they didn’t allow SENATORS (who have the right and responsibility) to enter holding facilities in the LA area last week. why do you think that is? because dozens and dozens and likely more were sleeping on concrete floors, hardly any food, hardly any water.

this platform may not be huge. it may not have the most active followers considering most came years and years ago when i started, but i won’t stop reblogging and speaking up. i can’t physically defend my people but i will use single word i have.

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I can’t stop crying. It’s fine in the morning and I haven’t sleep and I can’t stop crying, I’m too scared. I’m so tired but I’m too scared to sleep. I’m too anxious to sleep and I’m scared that if I go sleep ICE is gonna take me in my sleep or that I’m gonna wake up and my mom or my friends will be gone and I can’t stop sobbing and shaking right now and my head hurts and my skin itches from crying too much. I’m sorry for flooding your inbox with this.

don’t ever be sorry! i’d rather you flood my inbox just so you can say it than you be stuck with it in your head. i know im just a blog somewhere on the internet but i am sending so much love and prayers for you and your friends and family. NO ONE deserves to go through this but i truly believe you are strong enough to pull through.

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I’ve been sporadically bursting into tears for the past few days and I can’t sleep more than 3-5 hours anymore and I’m always going to bed at odd times like 3-5 am. The stress and anxiety is insane, it’s been years since I left my home country when I was an kid and it’s a lot more of a hellhole purgatory than it was when I left it. If I go back I will die there whether by the hands of others or by my own hand. America is all I know now and my country is one of the countries proposed on the new potential travel ban list that added 36 countries. My mother and father are actually immigrants to the country that I was born in as well, so my mom has a different citizenship from me and that country is also on the list and if my mom gets deported I don’t know what I’ll do. The country where I was born is xenophobic as well, so I’m an outsider there too, it’s worse than America for me. I’m scared when I miss a call or when she’s even 5 minutes late from work because ICE is everywhere now, they have eyes and ears everywhere and one of us could be taken at any time. I have lots of friends who are immigrants both legal and illegal and we all share the same fear. I haven’t been this scared and stressed since I was a teenager, back when I was illegal and the path to legality is almost financially impossible. It’s hard to get hired as an immigrant so I don’t have work yet and my mom only makes 600 a week with her two jobs as a caregiver.

I’ve had to postpone a lot like university and all that because we are very poor and we can’t afford anything and fafsa only applies to citizens and those with green cards so I can’t go unless I pay everything upfront and that’s only if I was to ever get accepted. I’m currently at community college but even that’s too expensive for us to keep up with it.

If I ever get sent back to my home country or El Salvador or wherever the fuck they want to send us, that’ll be the end for me, I know it. I will not go on. I will end myself. I’ve suffered too much, I can’t continue anymore. I’ve been groomed and abused, I live in fear and in hiding, nothing good awaits me no matter where I go.

I tried to watch some of my favourite marvel and dc stuff to cheer me up, I was rewatching x men 97 and I just couldn’t do it without bursting into tears again. It’s so different and difficult to watch the X men when you’re the one being hunted now. I think I might cry watching Superman in theatres because he’s an alien looking for acceptance just like me in a way. I hate being an alien. I wish I was born here, then I wouldn’t have to suffer like this.

i am so so sorry. i truly pray with everything in me that you and your friends and family can get through this together. it’s truly a terrifying time to be of any shade of brown. my grandma (almost 80 years old) works as a coffee runner in a truck stop and ICE has been seen multiple times around that area. i ve been checking with her for her schedule and when she gets home everyday. my grandpa (early 70s) does yard work did some local older people and when he doesn’t answer the phone, my stomach drops.

the travel ban is honestly one of the stupidest things i’ve heard. all that is is a means of exercising additional control. the administration currently in office DOESN’T WANT TO HELP THE AVERAGE PERSON. how do some people not understand? how does reading this persons pain, that they are brave enough to share with me and the rest of you that will read this, not hurt your heart? how are you not absolutely gutted hearing the young children screaming and crying for their moms and dads that are dragged away in front of them?

it’s a civil offense for gods sake! i sound like a broken record but i feel like it’s not getting through to people. CIVIL. OFFENSE. there is no crime here yet ICE and this administration are CHOOSING to violate and bully and assault and abduct and dehumanize these people. most of them are like this anon and they just want to go to school. they want a decent job. they want a life. the declaration of independence promised life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness for all. this administration and all its lackeys want to claim their defense and love for america and then THROW AWAY and actively work AGAINST its founding principles

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OMG WAIT do you think fisk would reach out to June during the blip?? like he finds out that liv blipped, she isnt hanging around matt anymore, she is doing jobs for valentina and he sees this as an opening for him

i could see him trying but i would think june wouldn’t want to do it. i feel like she’d find herself thinking ab how matt would feel about it and that would lead to missing matt and then she’d be annoyed that she missed matt bc she was supposed to be mad at him. but i could also see valentina blocking it. if she’s been keeping tabs on june, she knows who introduced her to that side of things. she knows what fisk is capable of so she intercepts phones calls or letters or informants whenever she can to keep june focused on what she asks her to do

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I’m an immigrant with papers and I saw ice outside my home depot when I went to get my real id and started hyperventilating

i truly, with everything in me, hope that you and your family are currently and can remain safe. if i feel like i have to look over my shoulder right now and im 3rd/4th gen between mom and dad, i can only imagine what you’re going through.

the fact that so many (whether documented, born citizens, or undocumented) are scared is not okay! you cannot tell me that the people who support this cruel, disrespectful, tactless, DEHUMANIZING treatment of our friends and family and neighbors have any empathy. no one should feel unsafe in their own homes.

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can i just say that like… idk if it’s stupid or like overthinking but… the fact that ICE is out and taking people off the streets, taking CITIZENS off the streets, it scares me. like yes, i’m a citizen. my parents and siblings are citizens, yes. but my mom and siblings are white passing. my dad and i aren’t. and when i renewed my ID last year, “real” IDs weren’t required so i don’t have one. some are saying ICE took two people from my town’s Home Depot this morning.

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i looked through this list several times bc i didn’t realize it was ‘senses’ on the list!! thank you so much for the support 🫶🫶

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NEW SABRINA ALBUM OMG

MAN’S BEST FRIEND, I CANTTTT

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“it’s like a minor traffic violation”

let that sink in.

i’ve gotten a speeding ticket. i was offered a day in court to contest it. i had the privilege to waive it (because “your honor, my car is old and ID KNOW if it was going 85mph” isn’t really a defense). i paid my ticket and was offered traffic school. undocumentation should be handled via the same channels as a speeding ticket, as driving without insurance, as an expired license. but i am watching my people be targeted and harassed and have every single constitutional right VIOLATED and it’s heartbreaking.

the people (read that again please. PEOPLE.) that are being abducted from their places of work, places of education, places of worship, their homes, their cars, their offices aren’t even the ones with final deportation orders. ICE is working out of unmarked vehicles, covering their faces, escalating confrontations, appearing in courtrooms during immigration hearings. they are bullies. they are power-hungry bullies with NO sympathy, NO humanity, NO ethics or morality.

let me ask this. two little kids, right? one was born here to an undocumented mother. one was carried over by an immigrant father who’s been in the process of citizenship for years. neither are criminals, both have jobs and pay taxes (bc that’s what some people care about) ICE comes in and takes both immigrants and leave those little kids on their own, takes them both from their jobs. do you think the child should be left alone and put into foster care (an overloaded system as it stands, mind you)? are you comfortable breaking up families, leaving a small child to defend themselves in a courtroom?

Just to keep everyone here aware:

Shit's going down in Los Angeles area.

What happened is that there was already protests against the ICE detention facilities, and ICE made the brilliant move of kidnapping the leader of the Service Employees International Union (SEIU). Protestors started pushing their non-violent actions, with ZERO weaponry, and ICE has begun firing teargas and rubber bullets (which can be fatal). Tonight they are bringing in the NATIONAL GUARD.

Meanwhile, they're stepping up kidnappings and "deportations"--If you dont have your papers and you live in southern california I'd avoid leaving your house. If you're a citizen, keep your papers on you as you leave.

And if you're one of the brave people fighting this gestapo, PLEASE DO SO SAFELY!!! Dont use milk to rinse out teargas or pepper spray, it can cause infections with the bacteria in it!!!! Use water!!!! Tell someone where you're going, but leave your phone at home unless you're there to document. If you are there to document, DONT SHARE PROTESTORS FACES OR IDENTIFYING FEATURES on social media!!!! And for fucks sake, WRITE A LAWYER PHONE NUMBER ON YOUR BODY WITH SHARPIE, trust me, it could save your ass.

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ABOLISH ICE

BEING IN THE US UNDOCUMENTED IS A CIVIL OFFENSE NOT A CRIME.

‼️‼️ICE has been seen in several cities across San Bernardino County in Southern California‼️‼️

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‼️‼️ICE has been seen in several cities across San Bernardino County in Southern California‼️‼️

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i don’t expect every single person to have the same political views as me but there’s ab hearing it from people that you respected and liked, to hear them speak so confidently against what really is just general human rights… it’s baffling. like i’m just so struck by it idk