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am i doing this right

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My puppy tore her ACL. She can’t walk well anymore and it’s breaking my heart to see her like this. If you can’t donate at least please reblog it.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/winnie039s-ccl-repair-surgery?utm_source=customer&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1

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I'm S C R E A M I N G

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It's a day late but I look bomb

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Sorry I took such a gap, but my boyfriend was visiting and i haven't been losing enough to really post weight updates

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We out here...dropping pounds and shit

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has this been done before

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When you’re literally starving yourself 24/7 and the number on the scale doesn’t budge:

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BOIS WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

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Gonna start posting my weight to keep record

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What I eat in a day: I lost 60lbs in 6 months

Pick one option from each category per day!

Breakfast: 

banana + 1tbsp peanut butter

cereal with almond milk

slice of toast with peanut butter and honey

slice of toast with ½ cup cottage cheese

pb+strawberry+banana protein smoothie

slice of toast with avocado and cracked pepper

Lunch:

sandwich (turkey, tuna, chicken salad, egg salad, grilled cheese) with soup

chicken salad

chicken burrito bowl

homemade adult Lunchable with sliced cheese, crackers and choice of meat

white chicken chili 

Dinner:

turmeric chicken with broccoli, carrots and brown rice

whole wheat spaghetti with ground turkey

burritos with chicken, black beans, onion, bell pepper

black bean burger with avocado

indian spiced tofu over rice

mini meat loaves with broccoli and baked potato

stir fried vegetables over rice

pot roast with slice of french bread

Snacks:

low calorie pudding cup + whipped cream on top

string cheese

yogurt with fruit + granola

fruit smoothie

handful of mixed nuts

cheese + crackers

dill pickles

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Really thinking about why I have an ed

When I was 11 my dad told me that every man I would ever meet "only wants to see your tits". When I was 13 he asked if I ever had trouble getting my whole ass off of chairs. My mom constantly picked and prodded at every bit of my body that she didnt like. My nose, my feet, my hair, and anywhere I had weight on my body. Both of my parents were well over 300lbs while I was growing up. I think I associated obesity with them, and they made me associate myself with being overweight. Everyone can agree to some extent, that criticism builds character. But bullying shouldn't come from your family and ESPECIALLY not the people who made you.

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YALL READY FOR THIS

I HIT MY FIRST GOAL WEIGHT AFTER PLATEUING FOR FUCKIN WEEKS AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO WRITE A SPEECH I MAY ACTUALLY FUCKING CRY

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I found my loophole

So it would seem that as long as I say I'm "doing intermittent fasting" my boyfriend let's me get away with not eating. He's still worried because he knows I had an eating disorder in highschool, but so long as I eat dinner with him I don't have to eat during the day

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So this app is the best fasting app I've found so far. You can custom set your eating window for the whole week at once, and it works like a schedule. It also let's you track your weight, your mood, and all your measurements

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Ya boi just lost like 2 lbs overnight and I'm in a 48 hour fast so I expect R E S U L T S tomorrow

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So everything is on hold

I'm living with my bf who has been my friend for a long time. I have to wait until I get back to school to start restricting again because I cant let him know I'm back on my bullshit. And hooo○○○°°°°OOO0000 boy do I feel like garbo