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holy shit, chris evans is so unbelievably hot as steve rogers

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i fucking love black women

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"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god

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oh my god i HATE FIONA GALLAGHER!!!!! all she fucking does is self-sabotage and then blame her problems on other people!!! and then god forbid someone complains about their own issues around her because how could ANYONE suffer as much as poor fiona?? im only on season four and im just so frustrated with her that im seriously debating dropping the show 💔💔💔💔 ian is the only reason im continuing

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this is so specific but in sinners I really liked how the cotton plantations are depicted. there's so many shots of them driving or walking through cotton fields which just feel infinite and really span into the distance, maybe a single tree in the frame. it's such a small detail but it really conveys the sense unending labour and the scale of exploitation of Black people in that industry in the US, like of course the cotton fields would have seemed/felt endless, especially as you work in them all day... Ryan Coogler i love you

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i frickin love nirvana!!!! idk why i feel like their music is perfect to listen to during a heat wave

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a good sailor will always return to the sea

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i need someone to just sit and listen while i talk about my favorite songs and my interpretations of them and why i love them

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me when i go walking on sunny days and end up on a tree lined street and look up at the gaps of sunlight and miss you more than anything

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i want to make an account just for spotlighting certain artists/albums/songs every week or day SO badly, but i fear i wouldn’t stay consistent with the posts 💔💔

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Challengers will forever be one of the sexiest movies I’ve ever watched. Everything about it is sexy. The friendships. The backstabbing. The drama. The way-too-close-for-comfort fights. The yearning. The longing. The fantasizing. The wanting. The tasting. The way Zendaya looked in that blue dress. The boys getting bricked up together watching Tashi play. The fact that Tashi knows they want her and the only thing they want more than her might be each other. The fact that the boys really just missed playing together all along. The way the boys always seem to cling to one another or have hands on each other. The way the boys are churros. The way Patrick slapped Art’s boner away playfully. The way Tashi used Art to get Patrick worked up for sex. The way progression of the scene where Tashi and Art reunite in Atlanta. The way Tashi gets hot for the competition. The bitchy way that Tashi cuts down both male leads with only a few words. The way Art looked up at her with his bottom tooted up in the air like a soft little puppy. The locker room scene of Patrick surrounded by naked tennis players. The longing glances and body language between the boys in the steamy sauna. And oh by the way, that righteous score provided by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross. That movie had no sex scene and was somehow sexier than the sexiest erotic thrillers you can think of. I would like to see it again but i may need a cigarette afterward.

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I'm so insanely grateful for music. I wouldn't be who I am without, and it's the only thing keeping me sane. I'd be dead without it.

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sinners: how real stories of irish and choctaw oppression inform the film

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ugh my man is so hot

josh as a hot dilfy scruffy unemployed art thief again WE WON

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I don’t trust anyone who sees Sinners as a bad film. Your opinion is not valid nor is it wanted around here boo.

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about to see sinners again!!!!!!!!! so excited